We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Sunday, March 08, 2009
Butterflies flew out from my stomach now
What's different between hope and faith is that you are clear and aware when you simply hope (for the better or best), but faith may be merely blind creed in something you will yourself to believe in, often because you can't afford not to.
Hence I think people with faith are happier than people with hope, but people with wishes are the happiest because they are the most stupid of all three categories.
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I draft-saved my last depressing entries about results.
I came to a sudden and horrifying realisation today when I found out what I'm largely limited by choices in university. I'm left stranded with things I won't like to do, like engineering, which is highly probable what I'll end up doing. I daren't take up FASS because it seems like I won't get what I want (what do I want?) in any case because your first bidding of modules is based entirely on your A's.
Alternatively, I can try something to do with Mathematics, like Statistics, andmyholybandanas, what did I just say.
To my utmost horror, I realised I am actually hoping to get into NTU Econs because it seems like the next best thing I won't dread. To my ultimate utmost horror, I realised I just said that.
What's scarier than My Bloody Valentine's (great show with great effects, by the way) is that holy Physics and Applied Physics is one of my listed choices. If it's now 1st April I may as well look into Priscilla's Poke ball and say April's Fool!
I don't know, I'm not brave enough to settle my mind on anything.
I may end up taking Econs, becoming a Econs teacher, and making Econs kids fail Econs (gasps!). Ohmytian, what am I thinking. I don't want to become a teacher because
1. Teachers only marry teachers (Soonkiat said this but it makes alot of sense)
2. I don't want to marry teachers
3. Teachers aren't rich
Alright, I don't know. I DON'T KNOW. D:
Byebye.
PS: Hanhui, I don't know why I said I know when you said I've no reason to be upset about my results. Why shouldn't I be? D is Depressing, ya know that don't ya. See you in 15 hours time.
11:37:00 PM because I say so