We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Memories Seizure
Sometimes I watch how people take things for granted, take people for granted, and when the things disappear, people left, show's over, they start chasing after traces of memories fading away. Tried to hold onto things that no longer exist, tried returning to the past, tried relinquishing what he just felt, just experienced. It's only when everything's over when we hold dear to those thoughts -- a polaroid, a capture of time, a freeze frame, and then we regret what we had or hadn't done. Either way we aren't happy with the past, unaware of the present, and resentful of the future.
Somehow we're all caught in this viscous cycle of emotions. Just that some people are a little happier than others.
Sometimes I do things without knowing I did them. I think there's another being in me. Like another shadow, like how it is in Why Good People Do Bad Things. (By the way, that was a really boring book, I never got past the 2nd chapter.)
Today I feel like I'm another person with another set of thoughts and emotions. Half the time I couldn't recognise myself, the other half the time I couldn't agree with what I was doing.
So I spent today watching My Boss My Hero on Mysoju, Tower blasting, blog hopping. I didn't attend the CO concert, Giahao did you really believed me. You would have seen me with your 10-inch eyes on your 74-inch head, gead.
I've no idea what's with this emo wave that's speeding through the whole of Singapore and Paraguay (Sandy's having a holiday there). Too many of my friends are sad, my shadow included.
That's it. I know why. I haven't drank HL milk for two days. No wonder.
Or maybe it's all the emo songs I keep listening to. Or maybe I suck at the fishing game (my mother bought me the toy from Malaysia). Or maybe I found some things I stashed away so I wouldn't find them. Or maybe chunying never received the Christmas card I mailed two years ago. Or maybe the red railings haven't turned green. Maybe this. Maybe that.
I think Maybe sounds like a name.
June:
8 June, Sunday: Go zoo.
13 June, Friday: Anderson badminton BBQ
Fleeyona, when's our Sakae date, Spykee, when's rollercoaster ride.
And Waylong, where's my red balloon.
I miss oreo cheesecake. No it's not a person. The real oreo cheesecake. Cafe Cartel's one.
And I miss our little sushi world Fleeyona and I came up with. DUA JIA LAWL. Indoor swimming pool in the eyes lolllllllllllllllllll.
I really really really really miss 2006.
Meh. I kept thinking it's 2007 but guess what! It's 2008 already. Happy new year!
Bye bye world.
11:20:00 PM because I say so
Somehow we're all caught in this viscous cycle of emotions. Just that some people are a little happier than others.
Sometimes I do things without knowing I did them. I think there's another being in me. Like another shadow, like how it is in Why Good People Do Bad Things. (By the way, that was a really boring book, I never got past the 2nd chapter.)
Today I feel like I'm another person with another set of thoughts and emotions. Half the time I couldn't recognise myself, the other half the time I couldn't agree with what I was doing.
So I spent today watching My Boss My Hero on Mysoju, Tower blasting, blog hopping. I didn't attend the CO concert, Giahao did you really believed me. You would have seen me with your 10-inch eyes on your 74-inch head, gead.
I've no idea what's with this emo wave that's speeding through the whole of Singapore and Paraguay (Sandy's having a holiday there). Too many of my friends are sad, my shadow included.
That's it. I know why. I haven't drank HL milk for two days. No wonder.
Or maybe it's all the emo songs I keep listening to. Or maybe I suck at the fishing game (my mother bought me the toy from Malaysia). Or maybe I found some things I stashed away so I wouldn't find them. Or maybe chunying never received the Christmas card I mailed two years ago. Or maybe the red railings haven't turned green. Maybe this. Maybe that.
I think Maybe sounds like a name.
June:
8 June, Sunday: Go zoo.
13 June, Friday: Anderson badminton BBQ
Fleeyona, when's our Sakae date, Spykee, when's rollercoaster ride.
And Waylong, where's my red balloon.
I miss oreo cheesecake. No it's not a person. The real oreo cheesecake. Cafe Cartel's one.
And I miss our little sushi world Fleeyona and I came up with. DUA JIA LAWL. Indoor swimming pool in the eyes lolllllllllllllllllll.
I really really really really miss 2006.
Meh. I kept thinking it's 2007 but guess what! It's 2008 already. Happy new year!
New year resolutions:
1. Be convinced it's June.
2. 5th June, to be exact.
3. Going to be 6th June soon, actually.
4. Stop hala-ing Giahao.
5. Ignore point #4.
1. Be convinced it's June.
2. 5th June, to be exact.
3. Going to be 6th June soon, actually.
4. Stop hala-ing Giahao.
5. Ignore point #4.
Bye bye world.
11:20:00 PM because I say so