We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Friends
I realise I've pretty extreme friends.
I've got friends who love blood and gore and read psychotic books about serial killers mutilating people (Sokmui), and I've got friends who're so peace-loving they'll cry when Pluto is no longer a planet (Priscilla).
I've got friends who is loud enough to be 74 loudspeakers put together (Layjia), and I've got friends whose loudest voice will not be heard by someone three tables away during an exam (Melissa).
I've got friends who is Tiny (HANHUI HAHAHAHA) and I've got friends who has humongous heads (JIAHAO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA).
I've got friends who can sing like angels (List Choir people), and I've got friends who sing worse than me, which is very very very bad (Fiona).
I've got friends who are afraid of virtually nothing (Shannon), and I've got friends who freaked out at fake ghosts in ACJC (Laimeng LOL).
I've got friends who can make you laugh like mad without even trying (Yongyuan), and I've got friends whose jokes are funny only because they're not funny (Marcus).
I've got friends who think fishing is cruel (Honghu), and I've got friends who take pride in pouring hot water into an ants nest (Melissa).
I've got friends who talk extremely slowly (Chingwen), and I've got friends who talk so fast I always say she's Bugs Bunny (Sheralyn).
The list is endless.
I just realise today, I've quite a lot of friends.
I think it's amazing how many new people we meet a day. If you make just 3 new friends a day, by 55 years old you'll have many, many friends. (Did you expect me to say some number, lol.)
But then later I realise, I'm pretty introverted.
...
Yea.
I don't like being around people whom I'm not familiar with. Not strangers. In fact, I'm more comfortable around strangers than acquaintances. I don't know why, but I can't trust people that easily.Probably not anymore. Acquaintances are scary because you don't know whether they're really being who they are or not. People you don't know won't really care what you think about them, so they're at the truest form. And friends you've known for a long time are always who they really are around you.
It's those that are acquainted but not that close that's frightening. That kind of ambiguity, that exists because you don't know him/her well enough. You don't know what he or she is thinking, and you won't want him or her to know what you're thinking too. It's kind of tiring.
Which is one of the reasons I don't like class outings (though I go for them anyway). There's only a certain few in class who you're more comfortable with. Your close friends, your clique, whatever. The others are, well, fine. They're all nice people, you can joke with them, play with them, chit chat, daydream, but still, nobody really lets down the guard. Which is tiring.
I probably said that because I've heard things. Probably not. I'm not so sure anymore.
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I think Physics is crap because last year (and probably the years before) they say that light is a wave with blah blah wavelength and blah blah frequency. This year they told us that's just Classical Physics. And Modern Physics tells us that a wave can exhibit particle properties and particles can exhibit wave properties.
Which is what I vaguely remember Mr Lim YK was telling us about back in Sec 1, when he impressed us with the story about a timer sitting in a plane and flying around and around and when it came back the time was shorter or longer or whatever.
So a wave can behave like a particle and a particle can behave like a wave. Which is to say we, particles, can behave like waves if some de Broglie wavelength of ours is small enough. (Yes, I know, what the barney right.) And if that is even possible, we can pass through walls the way Harry Potter did at platform 9 and 3/4.
Uh huh. And then today we went on to learn about some random electron that behaves as a wave usually, but behaves as a particle when it knows you're observing it. NO I DIDN'T CHANGE WHAT THE TEACHER SAID. THAT WAS WHAT THE TEACHER SAID, AND MEANT.
I say it again, and again, and again, I really need Harry Potter's help in Physics. Maybe if he lends me his wand and I learn some LetMyPhysicsTurnGoodAcadacabra spell I'll not fail it... that badly.
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It's April tomorrow. Happy April's Fool Day. I'll question everything everyone say tomorrow.
Random person: Hello!
MG: What?
Random person: Well... Hello?
MG: What hello?!
Random person: Uh. Just a greeting lah!
MG: What greeting? Don't think I'll fall for it okay! I'm not going to say hello back!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I think that'll irritate damn lots of people. :D
Random person: Your shoelaces are untied.
MG: My shoes have no shoelaces.
Random person: ... There is. It's really untied.
MG: I tied triple knots.
Random person: Okay... So the knots came out.
MG: No. I'm not going to fall for it. Stop trying.
Random person: It's really untied! Just look!
MG: Not lookinggggg not lookinggggggg.
Random person: Eh, faster tie lah. Later you fall down.
MG: Lalalalalalalala.
Then I'll fall down and the moon will turn into cheese and drink diet coke to poison herself.
Random.
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Bye!
5:45:00 PM because I say so
I've got friends who love blood and gore and read psychotic books about serial killers mutilating people (Sokmui), and I've got friends who're so peace-loving they'll cry when Pluto is no longer a planet (Priscilla).
I've got friends who is loud enough to be 74 loudspeakers put together (Layjia), and I've got friends whose loudest voice will not be heard by someone three tables away during an exam (Melissa).
I've got friends who is Tiny (HANHUI HAHAHAHA) and I've got friends who has humongous heads (JIAHAO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA).
I've got friends who can sing like angels (List Choir people), and I've got friends who sing worse than me, which is very very very bad (Fiona).
I've got friends who are afraid of virtually nothing (Shannon), and I've got friends who freaked out at fake ghosts in ACJC (Laimeng LOL).
I've got friends who can make you laugh like mad without even trying (Yongyuan), and I've got friends whose jokes are funny only because they're not funny (Marcus).
I've got friends who think fishing is cruel (Honghu), and I've got friends who take pride in pouring hot water into an ants nest (Melissa).
I've got friends who talk extremely slowly (Chingwen), and I've got friends who talk so fast I always say she's Bugs Bunny (Sheralyn).
The list is endless.
I just realise today, I've quite a lot of friends.
I think it's amazing how many new people we meet a day. If you make just 3 new friends a day, by 55 years old you'll have many, many friends. (Did you expect me to say some number, lol.)
But then later I realise, I'm pretty introverted.
...
Yea.
I don't like being around people whom I'm not familiar with. Not strangers. In fact, I'm more comfortable around strangers than acquaintances. I don't know why, but I can't trust people that easily.
It's those that are acquainted but not that close that's frightening. That kind of ambiguity, that exists because you don't know him/her well enough. You don't know what he or she is thinking, and you won't want him or her to know what you're thinking too. It's kind of tiring.
Which is one of the reasons I don't like class outings (though I go for them anyway). There's only a certain few in class who you're more comfortable with. Your close friends, your clique, whatever. The others are, well, fine. They're all nice people, you can joke with them, play with them, chit chat, daydream, but still, nobody really lets down the guard. Which is tiring.
I probably said that because I've heard things. Probably not. I'm not so sure anymore.
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I think Physics is crap because last year (and probably the years before) they say that light is a wave with blah blah wavelength and blah blah frequency. This year they told us that's just Classical Physics. And Modern Physics tells us that a wave can exhibit particle properties and particles can exhibit wave properties.
Which is what I vaguely remember Mr Lim YK was telling us about back in Sec 1, when he impressed us with the story about a timer sitting in a plane and flying around and around and when it came back the time was shorter or longer or whatever.
So a wave can behave like a particle and a particle can behave like a wave. Which is to say we, particles, can behave like waves if some de Broglie wavelength of ours is small enough. (Yes, I know, what the barney right.) And if that is even possible, we can pass through walls the way Harry Potter did at platform 9 and 3/4.
Uh huh. And then today we went on to learn about some random electron that behaves as a wave usually, but behaves as a particle when it knows you're observing it. NO I DIDN'T CHANGE WHAT THE TEACHER SAID. THAT WAS WHAT THE TEACHER SAID, AND MEANT.
I say it again, and again, and again, I really need Harry Potter's help in Physics. Maybe if he lends me his wand and I learn some LetMyPhysicsTurnGoodAcadacabra spell I'll not fail it... that badly.
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It's April tomorrow. Happy April's Fool Day. I'll question everything everyone say tomorrow.
Random person: Hello!
MG: What?
Random person: Well... Hello?
MG: What hello?!
Random person: Uh. Just a greeting lah!
MG: What greeting? Don't think I'll fall for it okay! I'm not going to say hello back!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I think that'll irritate damn lots of people. :D
Random person: Your shoelaces are untied.
MG: My shoes have no shoelaces.
Random person: ... There is. It's really untied.
MG: I tied triple knots.
Random person: Okay... So the knots came out.
MG: No. I'm not going to fall for it. Stop trying.
Random person: It's really untied! Just look!
MG: Not lookinggggg not lookinggggggg.
Random person: Eh, faster tie lah. Later you fall down.
MG: Lalalalalalalala.
Then I'll fall down and the moon will turn into cheese and drink diet coke to poison herself.
Random.
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Bye!
5:45:00 PM because I say so