We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Monday, December 17, 2007
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I want to watch Enchanted, ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS and Warlords. I can't even remember the last movie I watched. It must have been a really long time ago.
But then everyone's so busy. Okay not really. I've been busy. But still. I WANT TO WATCH CHIPMUNKS! :D
I'm free on Saturday and Sunday this week. Who wants to watch movies? :)
:O
December's ending! Great! I can't wait for 19th January. But I hope 2008 never comes. Can't we just fast forward to 19th January 2008 and then time travel back to 1st January 2007 and let's restart J1 all over again. I don't mind redoing PW if it means I get another year before A's, before graduating, before no more EZee link student concession, before I have to turn 18.
I can't take the fact that we're growing up so fast and there's nothing we can do to slow it down.
On a lighter note, did you watch Spongebob yesterday? Yesterday's episode was SO FUNNY. Hahahahahaha. Spongebob really cheers people up you know. Just watch one episode and I bet you'll be hooked. Totally. :D
It's on Kids Central every Sunday at 1130am. Watch it. I swear it'll make you happy. :)
Oh. And it's 8 days to Christmas! Aren't you excited? :D
It's 5.16pm and I'm sleepy. It feels like 11.30pm actually.
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These few days had been. I don't know how to continue the sentence. I don't even know how to start telling you what I'm thinking. Uh.
You know, all the ceremonial stuff that happens when someone passes away, sometimes I wonder if we're doing so because we love the one that passed on, or because we do so to make ourselves feel better, because we love ourselves too much to allow grief.
Like, do they pray so she will rest in peace or do they pray so they will feel better. So at least there's something we can do. Like a desperate attempt to show we're in control when obviously nobody can bring her back to life.
But thoughts like these aren't allowed to last more than ten seconds, or otherwise it'll seem a little too unfilial. It sounds a little like complaining. But I aren't complaining, I was just, wondering.
Nobody really understands this. I bet you don't understand what I'm trying to say. And I don't know how to phrase what I think without sounding cynical. Nevermind...
I'll get some sleep. And stop thinking too much. :(
Bye bye.
4:54:00 PM because I say so
But then everyone's so busy. Okay not really. I've been busy. But still. I WANT TO WATCH CHIPMUNKS! :D
I'm free on Saturday and Sunday this week. Who wants to watch movies? :)
:O
December's ending! Great! I can't wait for 19th January. But I hope 2008 never comes. Can't we just fast forward to 19th January 2008 and then time travel back to 1st January 2007 and let's restart J1 all over again. I don't mind redoing PW if it means I get another year before A's, before graduating, before no more EZee link student concession, before I have to turn 18.
I can't take the fact that we're growing up so fast and there's nothing we can do to slow it down.
On a lighter note, did you watch Spongebob yesterday? Yesterday's episode was SO FUNNY. Hahahahahaha. Spongebob really cheers people up you know. Just watch one episode and I bet you'll be hooked. Totally. :D
It's on Kids Central every Sunday at 1130am. Watch it. I swear it'll make you happy. :)
Oh. And it's 8 days to Christmas! Aren't you excited? :D
It's 5.16pm and I'm sleepy. It feels like 11.30pm actually.
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These few days had been. I don't know how to continue the sentence. I don't even know how to start telling you what I'm thinking. Uh.
You know, all the ceremonial stuff that happens when someone passes away, sometimes I wonder if we're doing so because we love the one that passed on, or because we do so to make ourselves feel better, because we love ourselves too much to allow grief.
Like, do they pray so she will rest in peace or do they pray so they will feel better. So at least there's something we can do. Like a desperate attempt to show we're in control when obviously nobody can bring her back to life.
But thoughts like these aren't allowed to last more than ten seconds, or otherwise it'll seem a little too unfilial. It sounds a little like complaining. But I aren't complaining, I was just, wondering.
Nobody really understands this. I bet you don't understand what I'm trying to say. And I don't know how to phrase what I think without sounding cynical. Nevermind...
I'll get some sleep. And stop thinking too much. :(
Bye bye.
4:54:00 PM because I say so