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on being loved

Meigui Loves too many things, and too many people.
There's too many things to accomplish in too little time. There's too few things to do in too much time.
Patrick is the star of my life. MORE?

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Nevermind
Sleeping at 12am last night and waking up at 6.30am, and perhaps the Sun that really made me melt at OCS today left me with the headache that orange juice cannot curb, again. And it got that bad that I had to sit very still and not think about anything at all so that the throbbing doesn't begin.

I should be sleeping now. Will, soon.

Caught 13:Game Of Death(?) yesterday and TRANSFORMERS today. That Thai 13 show is crap. Give me $6.50 and I can come up with a better story. It's a NC-16 horror show that's comedy for the first 1 and a half hours, and a-show-that-makes-you-want-to-know-the-director - so-that-you-can-beat-him-up for the last 15 minutes. So, don't watch it. But Transformers is great. Hanhui says no story, but great action movie. Yea.

Today's surprisingly emo although it's not Friday. Kind of looked back and realised how much everyone has changed. Don't deny it yet, change may not be a bad thing. I always thought I hardly changed, but recently I found out how wrong I am. And I can't think of one person who hasn't changed abit. Maybe Kakei. Haha. But even him. He rebonded his fringe (sorry to remind you of the horror of seeing him and his rebonded fringe HAHAHAHAHA). -.-

And I watched how people drift apart from each other. How friends turned into aquaintances, then strangers. Like how someone whom you thought will never forget your birthday forgets it. Or remembers, but can't be bothered to be reminded to say a simple Happy Birthday. Nah, that's just an example. I wasn't referring to anyone in particular. Don't think too much won't you.

Sometimes, when I look into the eyes of some people, I know they are lying. But I don't do anything to expose them. In the past I would. And because I did, too many times, I know what happens after that. They either

1. Deny. And then fall out with you because they can't face you without being ashamed, by the reason of You accused me, or You don't trust me.
2. Admit. And then fall out with you because You don't care about my feelings.
3. Not say a thing. And then fall out with you all the same.

Nah, don't bother guessing who I'm referring to. You won't get it anyway. You can ask me if you really have to know. And then I'll tell you straight it's none of your business. Ah, so few people are that straightforward these days. :)

But if you're going to continue reading my blog, not only for this entry but for any other entry I may blog in the future, you've to try to learn to master how not to link up what I say to anything around you. Because 9 out of 10 times I'm just talking cock. And not referring to anything in particular. And just because you conjure up false assumptions based on irrelevant cock, you get so many things implicated I feel like killing the keyboard that's never alive.

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Nevermind.

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I always end up with Nevermind.

Nevermind.

On a lighter note, I saw Lau (yes, Fiona, the nbjb guy HAHAHAHA) at OCS today! Haha. I first met him when he was briefing his group of NJ students; he was the guide around. And he had the same shocked expression as Gerald I almost thought I was back in Innova. Haaaaa. Why?! I cannot go NJ is it. Tsk. He looked so shocked he stopped the briefing midway and waved to confirm I was staring at the right guy. Lol.

Everything about OCS is cool except that it's not fully air conditioned at every corner of the huge place. Eh wait, I don't think the place is huge. I think they walked us in circles to give the impression that the place is huge. Serious, we walked the same path 4 times. No, I wasn't the one counting. Sheralyn did. So you can trust that it's true and not because the directionless me said so.

._. looks cute. ._.

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fanoiwua vhuu wks jkjdiw bvnks.

That's a secret code. Go figure it out.

I think the steamboat at Marina yesterday left me seeing smoke everywhere. -.- I've cleaned my specs for the 2988th time today but everything still seems blur. Uh. Sleep. :)

Note to self: Drink milk. Rest well. If headache persists, take Panadol. If Panadol still MIA, don't go to school. If stubborn enough to go to school without taking Panadol, die in school. If sucide attempt fails because too humji to kill self, find someone to kill self. If no one agrees, TOO BAD. HAHAHAHAHA.

... Nevermind.


9:52:00 PM because I say so