We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Some updates closer to heart
1.
I've decided to take up driving. It's not a personal decision. I say it's something my dad expects me to do, and I can't bring myself to tell him I don't want to. It's not as simple as telling him I'll suck in driving because he's always thinking I'm always good in everything, always. And, I can't bring myself to tell him I don't want to, when before I say anything he has already finished telling me about how my other siblings don't want/can't pass driving.
So, I guess I'll do my best, and play along.
Bugs/anyone who's taking up/taken driving, please fill me in with the details? Like how do I even start applying for anything? ._. I guess I'll surf their sites later.
2.
I must sms gillian/chunying about playing squash later. gillian has a cute cat.
3.
Okay I just surfed bbdc.com and enrolled and I don't get it, do I have to go down personally within 5 days after I've signed up online, or what?
-makes mental note to sms Bugs/Felix/Spiky tomorrow.
4.
I'm playing squash with Priscilla/Sokmui/Huizhen/Naomi (?) tomorrow! But the courts booked are from 5pm to 7pm and I end work at what, 6pm. D:
5.
I'm using too many /s. //////////
6. Ah-- this helps alot. Training structure. Thanks WL. BUT THIS doesn't help at all. :C
7.
I was intending to stop working by end of June, but my colleagues have been such adorable people I can't really bring myself to leave that place. I'll really miss the fun (and funnies) I had there.
That said, I really want my well-deserved break before school begins. Afterall, I really swore to mug so hard I become root beer when school starts. When it's down to just ONE subject, I should really kill myself if I decide to give up. (shys away from Chem)
But still, aiyah, I don't know, shall see how it goes when it's end of June. Probably one week of July wouldn't hurt, right?
8.
I've got real muscle aches from the sit-ups on Monday. Priscilla are your abs hurting? Mine's pretty bad, it aches whenever I laugh. But I like muscle aches. :D We must reach our 250 goal someday!
9.
Hello Sokmui, I'm at page 240+ of Revolutionary Road and I feel sad because you told me it's a depressing book. I want to continue reading but I don't want to continue reading. I like Frank.
10.
I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO GET OUT OF SINGAPORE AND BUILD SOME LIBARIES IN SOME VIETNAM OR THAILAND. Ohmyguanyingma, is this how live-deprived working adults feel all the time.
11.
I just contradicted myself. I don't want to work but I want to work.
12.
We live in an extremely confusing world. It's so confusing Confucious thought he created the world. Taha not funny.
13.
I really want to play badminton. It's a burning appetence, yearning, longing, I'm consumed in the illusion of hitting a shuttle with the racket, like piak. OHKAY, the sounding cheem is not working. But I want to play badminton.
Alright, byebye.
8:57:00 PM because I say so
I've decided to take up driving. It's not a personal decision. I say it's something my dad expects me to do, and I can't bring myself to tell him I don't want to. It's not as simple as telling him I'll suck in driving because he's always thinking I'm always good in everything, always. And, I can't bring myself to tell him I don't want to, when before I say anything he has already finished telling me about how my other siblings don't want/can't pass driving.
So, I guess I'll do my best, and play along.
Bugs/anyone who's taking up/taken driving, please fill me in with the details? Like how do I even start applying for anything? ._. I guess I'll surf their sites later.
2.
I must sms gillian/chunying about playing squash later. gillian has a cute cat.
3.
Okay I just surfed bbdc.com and enrolled and I don't get it, do I have to go down personally within 5 days after I've signed up online, or what?
-makes mental note to sms Bugs/Felix/Spiky tomorrow.
4.
I'm playing squash with Priscilla/Sokmui/Huizhen/Naomi (?) tomorrow! But the courts booked are from 5pm to 7pm and I end work at what, 6pm. D:
5.
I'm using too many /s. //////////
6. Ah-- this helps alot. Training structure. Thanks WL. BUT THIS doesn't help at all. :C
7.
I was intending to stop working by end of June, but my colleagues have been such adorable people I can't really bring myself to leave that place. I'll really miss the fun (and funnies) I had there.
That said, I really want my well-deserved break before school begins. Afterall, I really swore to mug so hard I become root beer when school starts. When it's down to just ONE subject, I should really kill myself if I decide to give up. (shys away from Chem)
But still, aiyah, I don't know, shall see how it goes when it's end of June. Probably one week of July wouldn't hurt, right?
8.
I've got real muscle aches from the sit-ups on Monday. Priscilla are your abs hurting? Mine's pretty bad, it aches whenever I laugh. But I like muscle aches. :D We must reach our 250 goal someday!
9.
Hello Sokmui, I'm at page 240+ of Revolutionary Road and I feel sad because you told me it's a depressing book. I want to continue reading but I don't want to continue reading. I like Frank.
10.
I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO GET OUT OF SINGAPORE AND BUILD SOME LIBARIES IN SOME VIETNAM OR THAILAND. Ohmyguanyingma, is this how live-deprived working adults feel all the time.
11.
I just contradicted myself. I don't want to work but I want to work.
12.
We live in an extremely confusing world. It's so confusing Confucious thought he created the world. Taha not funny.
13.
I really want to play badminton. It's a burning appetence, yearning, longing, I'm consumed in the illusion of hitting a shuttle with the racket, like piak. OHKAY, the sounding cheem is not working. But I want to play badminton.
Alright, byebye.
8:57:00 PM because I say so