We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Monday, March 02, 2009
OooooooooooooooooO
No no no no no no------- I can't hear you~ I'll cover my ears and eyes and I WILL LIVE IN A WORLD FILLED WITH ONLY MY SINGING (OH MY GOD, which is worse?) AND NEVER HAVE TO KNOW MY RESULTS, EVER!
Alright, I guess we all have to face it regardless. But you know, I'm really so afraid my heartrate reached a whooping 98beats/min when I measured it using the electronic thing that my sister bought for my father because he has high blood pressure and anyway, I used it and it's not faulty but my heartrate is really that high and OHMYTIAN, I'm babbling AGAIN.
Sokmui, you'll never understand how people like Priscilla and I feel. It's like, I've never passed Chem in the two years in NJ, and it'll be my first pass for A's, and you can't expect a good score for a first pass. But you expect it anyway, because you're you, who came in with a very decent O'level score. And you can't afford to falter, because you're you, who came in with a very decent O'level score. And yet that's exactly what you've been doing for the two years, faltering at EVERY single test/exam, for a certain holy subject.
It's no longer about confidence or no confidence. There's zero confidence to start with, and what I feel about my results is almost as good as trying to guess is it DA or XIAO when you toss three dice. Or TOTO. Or 4D. You get my point.
So, Sokmui you won't understand because your grades in the two years range from D to A wheras ours range from U to U. Which is something you can't really call a range. So it's highly understandable we're worried. Won't you be if all you ever got was U?
Ohmytian, I doubt I can sleep tonight, AGAIN. D:
10:04:00 PM because I say so
Alright, I guess we all have to face it regardless. But you know, I'm really so afraid my heartrate reached a whooping 98beats/min when I measured it using the electronic thing that my sister bought for my father because he has high blood pressure and anyway, I used it and it's not faulty but my heartrate is really that high and OHMYTIAN, I'm babbling AGAIN.
Sokmui, you'll never understand how people like Priscilla and I feel. It's like, I've never passed Chem in the two years in NJ, and it'll be my first pass for A's, and you can't expect a good score for a first pass. But you expect it anyway, because you're you, who came in with a very decent O'level score. And you can't afford to falter, because you're you, who came in with a very decent O'level score. And yet that's exactly what you've been doing for the two years, faltering at EVERY single test/exam, for a certain holy subject.
It's no longer about confidence or no confidence. There's zero confidence to start with, and what I feel about my results is almost as good as trying to guess is it DA or XIAO when you toss three dice. Or TOTO. Or 4D. You get my point.
So, Sokmui you won't understand because your grades in the two years range from D to A wheras ours range from U to U. Which is something you can't really call a range. So it's highly understandable we're worried. Won't you be if all you ever got was U?
Ohmytian, I doubt I can sleep tonight, AGAIN. D:
10:04:00 PM because I say so