We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
At This Point

I guess we all come to some point in life when we feel like whatever decision we make may be a wrong one. Well, some people are very sure of what they want --- they did well, they know they want to go into medicine, they get into medicine, they are happy, they do well, the end.
There's those who did well, and are undecided over which path to take because they do not want to ruin this good opportunity they have at hand because of their exceptional results.
There's those who are suddenly left stranded because they didn't do well enough to get into their dream courses. They've been reading about, thinking about, dreaming of, breathing that dream courses, which can't materialise because of the cold harsh truth that starts with R and ends with esults.
Then there are those who had no idea from the start to the end. We all don't know where we're headed, we don't know what we want, we don't know what we'll really like, we don't know how is it we can don't regret, we don't know where to go, we can't see what we want to be 10years down the road, nothing interests me, everything seems fine and not fine to me. That's me.
Having said that, I officially eliminated engineering from my choices because I have to admit
1. I really don't like Physics.
2. I'm almost 101% certain it's a place where I WILL NOT excel in.
3. The only reason why I'm considering it is engineering sounds good and an engineer sounds cool.
4. I will hate my life there.
5. I am quite certain I'll regret if I get in there.
6. It looks like a really sorry place to me.
So, I'm left with
HUMANITIES
1. Economics.
Which seems like where I'm headed. I'll apply for NTU economics and FASS. If I get into both, I'll fret later about where to end up in.
2. History.
JOKE.
3. Geography
Minoring in urban geography sounds good.
4. Literature
If I don't get into NTU economics, and I end up in FASS, and I can't bid for the module I want in Econs/Psychology/Political and social sciences, when all fails, I'll take Literature.
Social sciences
1. Psychology.
I'm kinda interested in that too, just like 21027510975080 other people. I want to do it, but I hate having to fight for a place through their called bidding system. So I guess Psychology will be a 2nd choice for NTU application. I don't know, will see how it goes.
2. Sociology
I. Don't. Mind. This. Either.
3. Political Science.
I. Don't. Mind. This. Either.
OR.
Mathematical Sciences -- because I'm really impressed with the bubble/surface thing the angmoh professor showed me at NTU openhouse.
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You see where my interests lie. It seems like I should head FASS so I can take up Psychology/Econs/Sociology in a japalang manner and see where I end up eventually. We usually do better in things we like, no? It works that way for me, I guess.
I guess, for now, we'll just apply, and when we get accepted, we'll fret again.
My choices,
NTU:
1. NTU Business (to waste space since we are given 5 choices)
2. Economics.
3. Psychology.
4. Mathematical Sciences.
5. Mass Communications
NUS:
1. NUS Law (we're given 10 choices!)
2. NUS Business.
3. FASS.
4. Mathematical Sciences.
5. Communication Studies.
6. Stats.
7. Computing.
8. Bioengineering (HAHA).
9. Mechanical Engineering.
10. Physics and Applied Physics.
Ohwell. It's a Sunday and I forgot to buy the ingredients to make my oreo cheesecake. D:
Byebye.
5:23:00 PM because I say so