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on being loved

Meigui Loves too many things, and too many people.
There's too many things to accomplish in too little time. There's too few things to do in too much time.
Patrick is the star of my life. MORE?

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Saturday, January 31, 2009
Stars and Boulevards
1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the quiz as well as the person you got the quiz from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
The Last Song Ever, Secondhand Serenade.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Nine in the Afternoon, Panic in the Disco. LOL HOW DOES THAT DESCRIBE ME.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Your Call, Secondhand Serenade.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
无能为力, 张敬轩. LOL. What in the name of Neptune.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
听妈妈的话, Jay Chou. LOL LOL LOL. ._.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Your Love is a Lie, Simple Plan. ._. HAHA.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Screaming Infidelities, Dashboard Confessionals. LOL.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
下一个天亮, 郭静. ._.

WHAT IS 2+2?
Fall For You, Secondhand Serenade.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I Still Ain't Over You, Augustana. LOL What earphones! ._.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
时光机, Jay Chou.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
说好的幸福呢, Jay Chou. ._.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
So Long Sweet Summer, Dashboard Confessionals.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Perfect, Simple Plan. LOL LOL LOL.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Meet You There, Augustana.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Kiss Me, New Found Glory. LOL LOL LOL!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
蛇舞, Jay Chou. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
普通朋友, David Tao. ._.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Hey There Delilah, Plain White T's.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Over You, Daughtry

WHAT IS THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Konayuki. ._. LOL what's Konayuki actually?

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
回到過去, Jay Chou. ._. okkkkkk.

WHAT DO YOU REGRET?
外婆, Jay Chou

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
你怎么连话都说不清楚, Jolin Tsai. Haha, okay cute.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
我不配, Jay Chou. It's true this song makes me cry. :)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Right Where You Want Me, Jesse Mccartney. LOL LOL.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Fire, Augustana. ._.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
The Best You Never Had, Leona Lewis.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
夜的第七章, Jay Chou.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
All Downhill from Here, New Found Glory.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Stars and Boulevards, Augustana.

Tagged: 10 friends? I don't have 10 friends. Facebook is a liar, I don't know all the 263 people that are friends with me on Facebook. My sole 4 friends don't facebook. I'll tag my four friends then. Sandy, Ali, Prego and Lucky. You guys better do it!


1:26:00 PM because I say so
Friday, January 30, 2009
My Fancy


I painted her a gushing thing,
With years about a score;
I little thought to find they were
A least a dozen more;
My fancy gave her eyes of blue,
A curly auburn head:
I came to find the blue a green,
The auburn turned to red.


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Do you remember how when you're young, you'll believe that because of some good thing you do, some good person/fairy/fairy godmother/angel/genie will grant you three wishes and you will wish for things you want using the first two wishes, and then for the last wish you'll wish for three more wishes and the story repeats?

Which proves my point, kids are stupid!

Alright fine! That wasn't my point. But anyway, I think I've grown out of thinking all kids are cute (Sokmui why are you smirking?), BUT I think all kids SHOULD be cute. Like, cute and cuddly and they can cry, of course. But they shouldn't wail. And they should be easy to coax. If they're ugly, and noisy, and selfish, and kiasu, we should look at their parents and go TSK TSK WHY YOUR CHILDREN LIKE THAT, and then convince them to launch Project Change My Kid or something like that.

What's my point?

I can't stand kids who INSIST they've all the right to run into you (literally), bang you here and there, AND FROWN AT YOU. Ohprawnrolls, doesn't that sound SO FAMILIAR? It's exactly like the uncle carrying durians and walking into people at the MRT station! The only difference is I can't blame kids because well, they're kids. And if they're cute, I wouldn't mind. I'll go, barney stop banging my knee...ohawawawwwwwww CUTE! And I'll forgive him/her there and then because he/she is cute.

BUT if he/she isn't, but is instead some spoilt brat who can't see where he's walking because he's so engrossed with his PSP game, I feel like ripping the waterbottle he carries round his shoulder and running away with it like EYHEY YOU CAN'T CATCH ME because I can obviously run faster than him (I think) because I've longer legs and I LOVE bullying kids that annoy the hell out of me because THEY SHOULD GET A TASTE OF HOW ANNOYING THEY ARE.

There was this day end of last year where I went for one of my grandmother's death anniversaries ceremonial things, I probably mentioned it before? Anyway, there's these three kids who are super cute, they're my cousin's children. And that cousin is one of the rare few that I like and don't mind talking to, except he's about 40years old. ._. Anyway, he married a Filipino and his children are drop-dead gorgeous, with long eye lashes and huge eyes. There's a pair of sisters, and a little boy. THEY'RE SO CUTE. So I kept playing with them.

But then, there's this other older girl, who's primary 4. She's the daughter of another one of my cousins, who is tops in My Most Hated Relatives. And she's not cute at all. You may think I'm really mean to say that, but it's not just looks that matter. HER CHARACTER. Ohmyholybakwa, not cute at all.

So anyway, I wanted to play with the three cute kids, but the not cute girl kept hanging out with them. But I ignored her and play with the three cute kids. Okay this will get confusing. Let's call the not cute girl NCG, for Not cute girl. NCG kept circling me and asking me why is my hair so long, and being nice (at first), I told her things like, oh because it's not short, because I like long hair etc.

And then she started saying she wants to tie my hair, so she wanted me to let down my hair so she can retie it to holybakwa I don't know what it'll become. I said NO, because I didn't like her. And she started pulling and tugging my hair. So I stood up so she couldn't reach it, but she started jumping and pulling away my rubberband.

Fuck, I was super angry, at a primary 4 girl, yes.

The most rubberbandish thing is SHE DOESN'T GET IT THAT I'M ANGRY. She'll think it's fun and whatever and run around with my rubberband saying if I want it I've to catch her (that sounds like what I just said...nevermind). So being really angry, I just grabbed her and said STOP IT, GIVE IT BACK and gave my deadliest look that could have killed any sane living thing besides ugly kids.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT NCG DID! YOU KNOW WHAT SHE DID! She threw my rubberband into the air and watched it drop on the floor. KNN, HOW CAN I GET BULLIED BY A PRIMARY 4 KID. HOW CAN. YOU TELL ME. HOW CAN I TAKE IT.

So I made her pick it up and return it to me. But she wouldn't, and she ran away.

YOU THINK I SO GOOD TO BULLY IS IT.

Stupid kids run round in circles you know. I just have to wait on the other side of the wall for her to appear. And then I caught her and gave her a really good scolding, in an adultish kind of way. Like explaining to her what she's just done. Okay lah, I was really harsh, BUT I wasn't vulgar at all. I was like,

When I say Stop it, you jolly well stop it. You want to play, you run to some other deserted corner to play. My hair is not your playground. And my rubberband is NOT your toy. MY rubberband belongs to ME, and you just threw something that belongs to ME on the floor. I GAVE YOU A CHANCE TO APOLOGISE, BUT YOU DIDN'T. You need to know what you just did is really childish and silly.

I stopped when she didn't look like she was going to cry. Not harsh enough meh? :(

Stupid NCG. D:


10:19:00 PM because I say so
Dyes
I want to dye my hair ash gray but I don't want people to stare.

I think I'll make do with a simpler colour. I can't stand highlights, they're neither here nor there, I don't know.

I think this happens to people when they've too much time to spare, too few things to do. You will want to do things that don't matter. But no leh, I think hair dying (sounds weird?) is a big thing because

1. I've been saying I won't do it because it'll spoil the hair.
2. But I realise hair grows. So I can spoil this hair and new hair grows.
3. I'm sick of long hair.
4. But I hate short hair.
5. Actually I hate soft hair.
6. It's so soft it can't stand on its own.
7. Okay hair that stands on its own is pretty creepy. -hair stands
8. But you see, that's not my point again.
9. You see, I don't really know what I want.
10. Which brings me back to the emo post some two three weeks ago saying we all don't know what we want.
11. And all these stems (pun!) from the topic of hair.
12. But I still want to dye my hair.
13. And ash gray yo.
14. But I don't want people to stare.
15. And I start repeating myself like that.
16. Maybe I should highlight gray.
17. BUT I SAID I HATE HIGHLIGHTS.
18. Ohwell, highlights not that obvious so people won't stare.
19. Or maybe I can just do extensions.
20. Since Ann did it for $15 (hers wasn't gray though).
21. I can do it for $50 if I really want to gray so much.
22. Alright I'll do it.
23. Ann where did you do your extensions?
24. Then I might as well dye? Will it be cheaper?
25. And dye can last longer right?
26. I feel like Krishna.
27. Engaging in a internal monologue.
28. Transcendence ftw.
29. That's beside the point, again.
30. Ohmans, I want messy hair.
31. People with messy hair want neat hair.
32. But people with neat hair want messy hair.
33. This is a complicated world.
34. Actually nobody wants neat or messy hair.
35. Because we all don't know what we want.
36. Which brings me BACK to that same emo entry about we all not knowing what we really want.
37. But I know I want ash gray hair.
38. Like, I don't know, some guy from Final Fantasy.
39. Or that cool guy I saw at Causeway Point two or three years ago, that made me want ash gray hair ever since.
40. But I don't want people to stare.
41. And this is my third time saying the same thing.
42. Actually I've already decided haven't I.
43. I'll highlight ash gray lor.
44. Although I'm the one who said highlights are neither here nor there.
45. Ohprawnrolls, we live in a world where we're too bothered by what people think.
46. And I hate people staring.
47. It makes me want to drill holes into their eyes and stick straws in them and pull out their eyeballs to make eye lollies.
48. That scene is so Happy Tree Friends.
49. Oooooh I like Happy Tree Friends.
50. I'll highlight my hair gray, how exciting! :D

There, 50 points to show you how big a thing dying hair is.

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If there's such thing as getting fined for overdued photos, I think I'm bankrupt already. But then again, Sokmui keeps complaining all the photos on my blog jams up her com and she can't track the whereabouts of her next victim so I shouldn't post too many photos. :)

Ash gray hair highlights! :( ... :D


8:42:00 PM because I say so
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Limiang!
Being a very good friend, I've decided to blog even though I really don't feel like blogging just because Limiang the Limiang the Limiang the IQ 47 Limiang complained saying she doesn't have anything to read when she's bored at work, thus she's forced to Viwawa and she got seen by somebody of a high rank and that somebody told somebody else and then I forgot how the story ended.

So I'm blogging purely for the sake of Limiang.

Limiang thinks that EGGS are grown. As in, like harvested, by farmers. I think that's super retarded. But since her IQ is that low, we shall forgive her and teach her proper. So, Limiang, are you ready for your first lesson by Smart Me?

Here goes.

FIRSTLY, you can only harvest crops, which in case you're wondering, are PLANTS. And EGGS are NOT PLANTS. EGGS come from chickens, who lay them. And chickens come from EGGS when they hatch. It's beyond your intelligence to figure out which comes first, eggs or chickens. I don't expect you to know that either but you should at least know EGGS ARE NOT HARVESTED BY FARMERS, EVEN IF IT'S FARMER C. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

And I realised there's no secondly because a single point explains everything. It's a great mystery as to why Limiang will think eggs are planted. Maybe she's seen egg seeds somewhere, have you Limiang? :D

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I've got about 7000 photos to post from KBOX date with gillian and chunying last Thursday, and CNY lau yu sheng-ing with ABT last Thursday, and Sentosa flowers-watching date with Weilong today, and dinner with a random group of people just now.

But you see, I really don't feel like blogging. It's Limiang's retardedness that drove me to this. I feel the NEED to blog about her thinking eggs are harvested. It's like, the epitome of bimboness. Woosah.

Oh. I saw Perrine today (Priscilla, yes your 4/4 classmate). She was working in Sentosa! ._. Weilong and I were buying tickets for the skyride (awesome waste of time, funny nonetheless) and the person at the counter said EH HI to me and I looked at her nametag, thought for a really long time and said HI back. I never recalled who she really is until I was midway in the air. Aha, I don't know her what. ._. Wait, there's such a person from 4/4 right? Or did she come from somewhere else?

I was really happy to see Andersonians, especially if we know each other (we don't really know each other but ohwell, she remembered me). :)

I hope Limiang doesn't read this entry tonight so she can have something to read tomorrow when she's working so she won't be forced to play Viwawa.

Bye!


10:53:00 PM because I say so
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Woosah
I'm sick of blogging.

Till I feel like blogging again.


11:03:00 AM because I say so
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Days


I am veraciously terrified about Results Day.

I try not to think about it but we all know we have to face it that day, that nearing day, don't we?

I want to talk to buddy. D:


10:53:00 PM because I say so
花海


周杰倫 - 花海MV ♥


11:33:00 AM because I say so
Saturday, January 24, 2009
ABT ♥♥♥
I want to tell you about my exciting Thursday, but the photos aren't uploaded yet so I'll tell you something else.

I was looking at photos and thinking, why are there so many photos of ABT. We don't camwhore (except when rare people like Ruth appear and we take turns to take photos with her), and we don't take a legion of photos each time we go out.

But look.



There are the very very old ones like this. We all look so small don't we. That's taken when I was Sec1. My, those scary trainings where we'll all turn siao zha bos because we can't tell who he's trying to shout for. Sadly, that's about the only group photo we really took during training. Were there any others?



We have random court pictures like these. With Yongyuan on the phone, Ruth reading newspapers, Jaslyn crystallising into salt crystals and me hanging my towel dry. We didn't pose for the picture. ._.



And Wilson and Yongkiat lying side by side each other. Were they just tired or... what? Haha.



And Spiky who'll pose for any picture to be taken of him rain or shine. :D



I don't even remember which CCA openhouse this was. One of those where I wasn't around anymore, I guess. Probably two years ago.




Where did we go then? Was it at Cine? Lol, I don't even know whether this place is still there. That was when we celebrated Weeyang's and Wilson's birthdays three years ago, in June 2006. My, it really seems like a long time ago.



Badminton camp 2006, which was probably the only camp that we ever had. Which can't really be counted as a camp anyway because it's only a day camp and we had to go home at night. Which didn't really happen because we went to Pasir Ris park to waste the night away because we felt very losers going home.



Spiky sang the morning exercise song. LOL.



CLASSIC. :D Farewell 2006, about the only time when EVERYONE (including Charm) turned up. Heh.






Chalet 2006. That was the best chalet I had because of the seniors juniors and of course those in our batch. :D We bbq-ed in the rain, beat that!



Celebrating Spiky's birthday, 2007.



That's B'team06 that went for the Seoul Garden outing on 6th April 2007, along with many other seniors.



That's the group photo.

2007 June was also when we did crazy things like surprising four people in a row with belated birthday presents and such.





Following which, the next day we found ourselves at Settler's.






I remember searching high and low for a specific Gundam that Yongkiat likes and it was horrendous because all the gundams goddamn look alike. ._. And I remember how Wilson was duped into getting his own birthday cake. Haha!




One day, we went Vivocity to catch a movie. We ended up watching The Holiday because Jenna said she heard it's quite a good movie. It turned out to be some cheesy romance flick and it was super weird because we were seated in two rows, the girls were behind the guys. Imagine watching a 2hr romance plot with 4 guy friends sitting around you (you're a guy). Weird huh?





Surprising Jenna on her birthday, 2007. SHE WAS IN PYJAMAS, LOL MEGA CLASSIC. :D :D




Some days, we meet up just to play badminton. :)





That's CNY 2008. We did the same things this year, only the photos aren't uploaded yet. :D





Celebrating Spiky's birthday 2008. I like the group photo alot. I think we all look really warm and cozy. :D




19th July, when we met up to play badminton and celebrate tons of belated birthdays together. Haha.





And the recent outing at Decoder's. It's great seeing them after pretty long a time. :D (And Weeyang has been turning up for outings! :O) Heh. :D

Will continue with our CNY 2009 pictures when they are uploaded! :D


8:51:00 AM because I say so