We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Work?
Today was my first day of work. I'm only temp-ing for 2days because of some long stories that I'm really tired to recount. In any case, I'm working for the job agency that is helping me get a job, doing admin work and staring into excel all day. Hopefully I'll get a job late next week since Monday is prom, and Wednesday Thursday is class chalet.
Lol. I probably can't turn up for the chalet. MEH.
Anyway, today went alright except that I'm really glad I'm only there for two days. The office politics there is like woaaaAaahHHHhHhH. I don't know what to say when people bitch to me about someone I barely know. And when the person they're bitching about IS the person that brought me there, I really don't know what to say except to smile and say, I don't know her well to say anything.
Which I believe is the case for them as well. I don't believe they know her well enough to say anything. Yea, they probably worked with her for 3 or 4 years. And I only knew her for say, 4days? I thought she was a really nice person. But what can I say? I'm only there for a day, going to be there for two days. I can't say anything either.
But then again, if that's the case, nobody can say anything. And the office will be really quiet.
...
The only thing I can say is, I'm glad I'm only going to be there for two days. It's a You-Take-Side-Or-You-Die-Place. There's no sitting on the fence, and I think if I'm to stay there for long, I may take the side I don't want to be, because that's where most are.
Is working life that sad?
I hope my next work place will be a happier one.
...
Or maybe, since tomorrow is my last day being there, I might as well offend everybody else and say what I really think. But then again, that place is my job agency. If I offend people there, they may hold grudges and I may not get nice jobs. See, people always think of themselves first. We're so selfish I'm ashamed of myself.
I'll ask my parents tomorrow morning and see what they say. Funny how at 18yrs, I still rely on my parents for answers to moral dilemmas.
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Okay Xiao Niang Re is airing. Byebye.
8:49:00 PM because I say so
Lol. I probably can't turn up for the chalet. MEH.
Anyway, today went alright except that I'm really glad I'm only there for two days. The office politics there is like woaaaAaahHHHhHhH. I don't know what to say when people bitch to me about someone I barely know. And when the person they're bitching about IS the person that brought me there, I really don't know what to say except to smile and say, I don't know her well to say anything.
Which I believe is the case for them as well. I don't believe they know her well enough to say anything. Yea, they probably worked with her for 3 or 4 years. And I only knew her for say, 4days? I thought she was a really nice person. But what can I say? I'm only there for a day, going to be there for two days. I can't say anything either.
But then again, if that's the case, nobody can say anything. And the office will be really quiet.
...
The only thing I can say is, I'm glad I'm only going to be there for two days. It's a You-Take-Side-Or-You-Die-Place. There's no sitting on the fence, and I think if I'm to stay there for long, I may take the side I don't want to be, because that's where most are.
Is working life that sad?
I hope my next work place will be a happier one.
...
Or maybe, since tomorrow is my last day being there, I might as well offend everybody else and say what I really think. But then again, that place is my job agency. If I offend people there, they may hold grudges and I may not get nice jobs. See, people always think of themselves first. We're so selfish I'm ashamed of myself.
I'll ask my parents tomorrow morning and see what they say. Funny how at 18yrs, I still rely on my parents for answers to moral dilemmas.
*
Okay Xiao Niang Re is airing. Byebye.
8:49:00 PM because I say so