We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Raffles Place
Felix, I've lost track of time too. I know today's 26th because I just filled in some form to claim my two days' pay. I track November movement by telling myself next Monday is 1Dec, prom day, Jiahao's birthday, AIDS Awareness Day.
A's felt like something that happened a really long time ago. When it's actually actually actually less than 10 days ago. What happened yo. Is it because we all seem like we're rushing for time now that exams are over? Rushing for... what?
I think Raffles Place is a very weird place. You start walking faster without yourself realising it. (Bugs we should go take a walk there some day.) You seem forever rushing for time, even if you actually have a lot of time to spare. The one hour lunch thing is weird, I can't get used to it, I don't know why.
These two days, I learned that:
1. I am ochlophobic. I turned really dizzy and sick in the train yesterday morning. People were packed like sardines. I couldn't breathe although Minghan was breathing perfectly fine. I blinked and I see patches of black and yellow dots. I couldn't stand upright, I turned really pale. I felt like I can only stand very straight at that one spot or I'll crumble and die. I felt scared.
And once I got off the train at Novena (I couldn't take it, I had to alight), I felt so so much better. I took the next next train and that feeling came creeping back slowly, until I got down at Raffles Place.
2. Writing legibly is being polite. You save the trouble of anyone who comes across your writing.
3. I'm hungry.
4. If you're conscientious and hardworking, and do what you're told with constancy and purpose, to failure we'll say no, progress is what we aim for, success is in our SIGHT. Anyway, my point is, if you work hard, somebody (hopefully the boss) will take notice. I got my pay upped. Two days nia, but still matter, quite a bit.
Plus, I got another job recommendation. Higher paying yo. :)
5. Microsoft Excel is so brain dead.
6. Nobody at my workplace will believe I was an OGL. I was Typical Quiet Girl (TQG) for the last two days. I probably said less than 10 sentences each day. Out of the 10, 7 were to enquire/inform/work-related. One is to say, "Uncle, Shao Ya Fan." and another is to say "Green tea how much?"
7. Everybody talks about everybody behind everybody's backs. Not necessarily talking only the bad things, there are good ones too. :)
8. I hope I don't grow up so soon.
9. It's 12.06am. 12.07am already.
10. BYE!
11:32:00 PM because I say so
A's felt like something that happened a really long time ago. When it's actually actually actually less than 10 days ago. What happened yo. Is it because we all seem like we're rushing for time now that exams are over? Rushing for... what?
I think Raffles Place is a very weird place. You start walking faster without yourself realising it. (Bugs we should go take a walk there some day.) You seem forever rushing for time, even if you actually have a lot of time to spare. The one hour lunch thing is weird, I can't get used to it, I don't know why.
These two days, I learned that:
1. I am ochlophobic. I turned really dizzy and sick in the train yesterday morning. People were packed like sardines. I couldn't breathe although Minghan was breathing perfectly fine. I blinked and I see patches of black and yellow dots. I couldn't stand upright, I turned really pale. I felt like I can only stand very straight at that one spot or I'll crumble and die. I felt scared.
And once I got off the train at Novena (I couldn't take it, I had to alight), I felt so so much better. I took the next next train and that feeling came creeping back slowly, until I got down at Raffles Place.
2. Writing legibly is being polite. You save the trouble of anyone who comes across your writing.
3. I'm hungry.
4. If you're conscientious and hardworking, and do what you're told with constancy and purpose, to failure we'll say no, progress is what we aim for, success is in our SIGHT. Anyway, my point is, if you work hard, somebody (hopefully the boss) will take notice. I got my pay upped. Two days nia, but still matter, quite a bit.
Plus, I got another job recommendation. Higher paying yo. :)
5. Microsoft Excel is so brain dead.
6. Nobody at my workplace will believe I was an OGL. I was Typical Quiet Girl (TQG) for the last two days. I probably said less than 10 sentences each day. Out of the 10, 7 were to enquire/inform/work-related. One is to say, "Uncle, Shao Ya Fan." and another is to say "Green tea how much?"
7. Everybody talks about everybody behind everybody's backs. Not necessarily talking only the bad things, there are good ones too. :)
8. I hope I don't grow up so soon.
9. It's 12.06am. 12.07am already.
10. BYE!
11:32:00 PM because I say so