We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Friday, November 28, 2008
Don't grow up so quick
One day, I mean, today, I woke up realising I've graduated from NJ. I willed myself to get sentimental and failed. I don't hate the school, I don't love it either. I miss school life more than I miss school. I miss lectures more than I miss the teachers. I miss cutlet and $1.20 bubble tea. But given a choice, I'll still give all that up if I've to return to school.
It's a different thing altogether from Anderson. There's this mysterious drawing power surrounding Anderson that attracts you like North and South poles of two bar magnets. I can sing the Anderson school song loud and proud and happy but I don't even remember the full lyrics of NJ's. I'm envious when I know GanJiahao is working in Anderson Sec as the office staff.
I guess it's the difference between O's and A's. You don't have so much time to enjoy life when you're in JC. Some teacher said, when I was still in Anderson, that secondary school days will be the happiest moments of your life. I think that's very, very true.
But if I can choose whether to stay in NJ and be an A'Level student forever, or graduate and start working in offices with office politics rockety-sky high, let me rot in NJ forever.
I don't want to grow up so fast.
Do you realise, next year will be the last year we'll remain as a teen. Do you sense how near TWENTY is. I don't feel ready to be an adult at all.
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On another note, I've decided to work hard and earnnnnnnnnn moolah so I can go overseas with my friends next year. Perhaps June. PRISCILLA AND SOKMUI AND NAOMI WE GO HONGKONG SHOP OKAY. 4 people just nice. No odd numbers hor, Naomi. :D
Ogay. Byebye.
10:58:00 PM because I say so