We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Saturday, October 04, 2008
手书无愧 无惧人间是非
Because there are about a hundred and one things I'm unhappy about,
and only about a third of them I can really pinpoint,
less than a quarter aren't petty,
a little more than a fifth didn't occur to me before,
and only one I really really know, and don't want to admit.
Some days I look at pretty lights and wonder
How many more excuses do I have to come up with,
before you finally know how great my need is to be alone, sometimes.
If I'm to list, things may turn pretty ugly.
Must you knows, Must I tell yous,
they're not meant to sting, they're meant to tell you,
Look, I'm fed up and I have a life, not two,
I want my time with my friends, my family, alone,
haven't I already said so,
haven't I already said so,
haven't I already said so.
No you're not some second priority thing
stop it, I hate this attention deficiency.
Here's when I really screamed Go away,
but you never really heard it,
because I never really screamed.
And when I do snap,
it's because I can't take it anymore,
not exactly because of what you did some moment ago,
but more of what you've been doing all this while.
What I need now is a breather,
some water to wash away the glue,
so don't rob me of my quiet weekend, please.
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Playlist is 6 of Jay's Capricorn album, excluding Dao Xiang. Jiahao don't on your speakers, continue anticipating. It's 5 more days!
无花风月 我啼血等一回
宣笔一撅 那岸边浪千叠
情字何解 怎落笔都不对
而我独缺 你一生的了解
Aaron I'm not cheena pok, you England steak.
12:57:00 PM because I say so