I will spend tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and every day that follows, at home with my family and calls from close friends and we will chat all day about whether McCain or Obama will win, and I will water my favourite flower that I've yet to grow, and I'll feed my pet rabbit that I've yet to adopt, and I'll be happy with my little contented life.

I will wake at 8.30am in the morning, watch my favourite cartoon on mute on channel 35, laugh and draw the curtains, draw the cute cartoon over again, draw myself in, draw the drawers and find my favourite Hokkaido chocolate, wrapped in neon pink wrapper that's don with purple polka dots. Then I will have my omelet breakfast with cheese and ham and mushrooms and my favourite milk tea at half cup full. Then I will read Brideshead Revisited over and over, and convince myself it's a good book even if it isn't because that's the only book I have now.

I will take a nap at 12 plus till when I wake up. Then I will mess myself up for the fun of it, get a good laugh out of everything, laugh at him, at her, at you, at me. Everything will turn funny, and then at 6.30pm I will play my favourite aeroplane chess with my mother and I will win, then she will win, then I will win again. We will take turns to win but I will win more than her in the end. Then we will watch our favourite DVD, and convince ourselves it's a good movie even if it isn't because that's the only show we have now.

Then when it's deep in the night I will suddenly realise my life is on replay because everything that happened today happened before, everyday. Then I will struggle and try to break out of the cycle. I will struggle even though I don't want to. Then I will give up struggling because even that, even giving up, is part of the cycle. Then I will realise I tried struggling everyday, but nothing ever changes, because that's how I want it to be.

And the next day I will wake up at 8.30am again, and watch the same cartoon on mute on channel 35.

Sometimes I think the reason why we keep getting stuck is because we don't want to move on. We keep getting stuck because we're familiar with that, we know how it's like being stuck, and are unsure of how things work when we're free.

We feel more secure like that.

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Did you just spend time reading that. After prelims so free is it. No more A's is it. Can online every now and then is it. NO NEED MUG IS IT.

1.
Diamond Dust Rebellion is out, if you haven't already known. Get it from me if right now you're going: OMG OMG OMG YOU MEAN IT'S OUT?! OMG SINCE WHEN. WHERE. WHERE TO WATCH. OMG OMG WHY NEVER TELL ME EARLIER OMG OMG OMG ------------ Me, okay. Get it from me, goons.

2.
4Bia isn't that bad a show. It's about 13,000 times better than Midnight Meat Train, which is another 50 times better than Feast. If you're a fan of 4Bia (yes, what am I saying?) and you're going: OMG OMG OMG YOU MEAN IT'S NICE?! OMG REALLY. WHERE. WHERE TO WATCH. OMG OMG WHY NEVER TELL ME EARLIER OMG OMG OMG ------------ Me, okay. Get it from me, goons.

3.
On second thoughts, don't get anything from me because. You. Should. All. Be. Studying.

4.
Mos Burgers are getting smaller and smaller. One day they will disappear altogether. If you're a fan of Mos Burger and you're going: OMG OMG OMG YOU MEAN IT'S GETTING SMALLER? OMG HOW CAN?! WHERE. WHERE TO SEE IT. OMG OMG WHY NEVER TELL ME EARLIER OMG OMG OMG ------------ You can see it from Mos Burger outlets. Order Unagi rice burgers and see how small it is.

5.
I'm annoyed by nearly everybody. I killed an ant because it was annoying beyond limits. Sorry Anthony.

6.
If you're a fan of ants (Melissa), and you're going... Okay never mind, I'm sleepy.

Good night yo.

11:06:00 PM because I say so