Tags MEH

2359hrs > LOL FINE. Your blog defies my null hypothesis. 9 out of 10 blogs then. :D

Sokmui > YES I know we used the same neoprint machine. I realised that when I read your blog. AND OMG Don't use the word cute. I can't stand the word. Say something like, "cool" or something.

Yixin > LOL HAHAHA YAH. Really can't see our eyes! Can't even see Hongjie's face in one of the pictures! LOL.

Mel > How to not laugh at you!!! Go look at the neoprints last picture! MEL OMG FACE IS BARNEY CLASSIC FUNNY. Hahahahaha! And you also got laugh at sitting-around sushis lor!

naomi > I. Am. Not. Cute. I can't stand that word. It's like how you feel when someone says you're vertically challenged, naomi. Start growing tall already (I'm mean).

Fleeohna: YES FRIDAY. :D :D :D With Jiemi Seet! :D Ahaha I haven't got to take Spiky's rollercoaster ride!

hj > Oh, my scanner crashed AFTER I scanned in the neoprints. LOL. Let's take JiemeixXxXxX neoprints again some other time! My scanner will recover for one day then to let me scan neoprints! HAHA.

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Omb I got to finish 70tonnes of homework today. Spent yesterday at Sis's tuition center answering calls about the right brain development thinger. Number of calls increased exponentially after they got on Teevee. I spent 2 hours viwawa-ing, 3 hours watching Mysoju, 1 hour surfing I-am-bored.com, 2 hours doing nothing in particular and I got paid $50. Yea, that's easy money.

I brought homework there but then a thought kept nagging at the back of my mind. It says something like, "Don't waste the electricity, you can't just leave the laptop on and not do anything with it". So being a responsible adult, I can't let electricity go to waste like that (I didn't realise I can shut it down HAHA), so I did zlitch work yesterday. How expected.

Anyway, I'm sorry Sokmui Priscilla and Naomi for backing out yesterday. I forgot I promised my sister to help her out on Saturday last week.

It's almost 11am and I got to go Lido because Song Min Gh An is teaching my Hypo and Thermal.

MEH. Why is my weekend almost over. TSKKKKK. Two weekend days feel like 2 hours and 5 weekday days feel like 5 years. D:

Ohno. I must not sound so demoralised. SCHOOL ROCKS. NJ (GREY) ROCKS! - That's my Econs teacher's joke, omb that's Level basement 7. Compared to my Level 13 jokes that's VERY not funny. Byebye, I'll upload pictures tomorrow or something (tomorrow never comes! I've got diploma in Procrastinationstudies!).

PS: After yesterday I've second thoughts about having 7 children. When they start crying, bawling, WAILING, you really don't know what to do. But they're still so adorable when they're just standing around and looking cute. Or when they start jumping around, or shaking around (LOL yes SHAKING) when you ask them to dance, it's Barney Cute.

Took like 6 or 7 pictures yesterday of those 2 years and 3 years old kids. On third thoughts, I won't mind having 7 children if all of them will stay 2 or 3 years old. Like when they're 4 years old you recycle them so they become 1 year old again or something. :O LOL that sounds scary. ._.

Omb. I talked too much. BYEBYE.

10:37:00 AM because I say so

JIEMEIxXxXxXxX FTW!





The last picture is classic omg. Look at Mel's face. LAWL. Bugs and I were laughing like crazy behind. Yes, Bugs is the one with a bunny beside her. HongjiemeixXxXxXxX had the -_- face on him half the time. Lol I can't believe we bullied him into taking neoprints with us. HAHA.

Photohunted at Cine and we got into the high score, but at some 7th or 8th position. Meh. Photohunt is difficult without AHMA Serene.

Sakae at Park Mall after that was Hilarious. HongjiemeixXxXxXx and Mr Unagi had a lasting, complicated relationship that makes them inseparable. Lawl, I'll post pictures of Bug's sushi that has been sitting there for a long time tomorrow night or Sunday.

You don't get it do you.

Bugs: Eh, nobody want to eat this tofu arh. Then I eat arh. It has been sitting here for so long.
Me: ... It's not sitting there. It's just THERE.
Bugs: What! -eats tofu.

Bugs: Eh. Does anyone want to eat this. It's been sitting here for quite long.
Me: ... It's NOT SITTING THERE. Stop saying the sushi is SITTING THERE. You make it sound like a person!
Bugs: What!
Me: That's why we keep thinking you're talking to yourself right! Cause you keep talking to things that are SITTING HERE!

LOL. So we had to keep moving around because if we kept sitting there for a long time, Bugs may be tempted to eat us. :O

Ohmy. That's a flashy week one. It flashed so quickly I thought it was lightning or something. /OMB.

Byebye! :D

9:37:00 PM because I say so

I came online, I read blogs and here's a real statistic, compiled by ME, verified by ME, so it's definitely true. Don't doubt.

10 out of 10 active JC2 student blogs are about one of these:

1. That the person has tonnes of homework (wow, that's REALLY HEAVY), and then (lists), and then end off with WHAT AM I DOING HERE ONLINE. DUH. You're blogging. That's like mega obvious.

2. (NJ students) Horrible CT results. Disappointment. Blame self. Omg it's _ weeks to prelims, omg I don't want to take A Levels. I am not prepared.

3. Latest mugging session at Starbucks/random fast food restaurant/home/library/after school proved Unproductive.

4. How much common tests suck, for those taking them now.

MEH. What happened to Life. No not the Straits Times one. OUR LIVES.

Ogay lah. I'm also like that. After Mdm Khoo talked about how we (those who under-performed) should get private tutors because we seriously need help and it's no joke and we should be barney worried, I.. still feel nothing. HAHAHA. ._. Ogay no. I feel pretty sad that I'm a Science student.

If there's a genie who'll grant me three wishes, I won't wish for A's to be over. I'll wish I'm not a Science student. I like studying, I just don't like homework, calculators (they're complicated and expensive), having to wake up early, long hours of lessons, short break times. LOL that's almost the whole of school. ._. Ogay I conclude I don't really like school. Ha.

I've got about 8tonnes of homework to complete by tomorrow.

And, (goes on complaining), I haven't been sleeping at 7.30pm for the longest longest time, like 90km can.

Ogay fine, let's talk about happy things!

1. The vase holds flowers! OMG. How pretty!

2. ...

3. Well, I saw a little girl eating GoGo Franks just now and it was uber cute because she squeezed the half-eaten cheese sausage to watch the cheese ooze out. Then she got cheese all over her cheeks. Awwww. Damn cute.

4. A letter made me happy. Guess which! It's either Y L T or C. HAHA.

5. Now you're confused. That makes me happy too!

6. IT'S SOKMUI'S BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KILLER.

7. I had fried rice for dinner. That's a happy thing because fried rice is called Cao Fan, and Cao Fan is nice because it's called Fried Rice.

8. I just made you read a nonsensical sentence and that made me happy LAWL.

9. As you can see, there are really really limited things that make me happy.

10. So Weilong, where's my red balloon. D:

11. Sakae tomorrow with Mel Bugs Yix and probably HongjiemeixXxXxXxX. Can't wait! :D FIONA next week okay! I won't get sick of Sakae! :D

12. I cooked pasta for Songminghan today. YES I'M THAT NICE. And he didn't even say thanks until I asked him to. That's so polite.

13. I like 13 because it's unlucky.

17. Byebye. 14 15 16 never existed! Serious!

6:35:00 PM because I say so

CT stands for common tests. Grades:

GP - B for Barrister (LOL GIAHAO AND MIN GHAN). Yep, that's a very high score and I'm mega happy. I think my GP teacher rocks because she cares so much, perhaps even more than we do, about our grades. And she really bothers filling us with content AND MAKING SURE WE DO NOT HAVE HOMEWORK. I like her, so I like GP.

Maths - B for Bureaucrat. Yep that's pretty high too. I think it's because my Maths teacher rocks too. He's funny and he's able to make sure I do my tutorials because he'll make you sing in class if you don't. And because I'm uber afraid to sing (not that I can), I do all Maths tutorials dutifully. I never even borrowed any master copy to refer closely once. Anyway, I'm pretty guilty about always making fun of my Maths tutor last year (yes, you know who). Heard she's retiring soon. LOL I CAN'T BELIEVE I SUDDENLY DON'T SOUND MEAN. Ha. Melissa go hug her or something.

Econs - B for Bushwacker. Yep that's still pretty high. I did well for Econs even though I didn't write a single thing about multiplier. It's because... I don't know why too. I just like Econs, whoever the teacher is. I've no idea why, maybe it's some syndrome, like Econsphile or something.

Chemistry - A. OKAY NO. It's U. U for Ultimatum. Meh. It's actually pretty low. 24. Yes, lower than somebody who took the paper when he had a headache. (No lah, I blogged this to let him know I didn't really take it to heart, knew he always didn't mean what he says.)

Physics - *drum rolls GUESS WHAT!!! I... still failed Physics. Hai. Yes, U for Ultimatum (what other words start with U?) too. MEH.

Ogay. I must buck up for Physics and Chem. I'M A SCIENCE STUDENT DAMMIT. (WHYYYY)

By the way, just now I read this really cute line about humans filling up their lives with more gaps and I thought that was a pretty cute irony. But I can't think of a synonym for gap. Nothing quite really substitute it perfectly.

Ogay. Byebye. The next time you see me, tell me MEIGUI YOU TAKE CHEM AND PHYSICS! STOP IGNORING THEM. D:

Bye!

8:41:00 PM because I say so

lm > omb. i just came back from vivo. and vivo had beard papa. MEH i should have just bought it just now.

spiky > stop maggie goreng everywhere!! you work there now is it?! HAHA count maggie goreng cargoes. LOL. roller coaster! EH you made me publish an entry to ask people stay home on monday night in the end nothing happened (i forgot about it too LOL). HAHA. see lah, spoil my reputation.

kayre > since Barney Times. since sec2 when i saw you polishing your nails in a corner in 2/6 classroom. i knew it since then you're gay luh. you're gay, dammit. you've to be gay, dammit.

emma > LOL. no you don't get a prize because you didn't know can use it to play snake. HAHA. and since when we agreed to go sakae! ._.

sonrocker > i didn't get it at first too. it's because SYNDICATE of syndicate74. Hence he asks where are the rest of the members. yes, it's super not funny, but that's the best minghan can manage.

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Omb. Omb. My bills last month is a whooping $116. I just got it today. D: It's usually $13. LAWL. The plan's $23, and for some reason there's $10 off for the first half a year. Meh. $116. $116. $116 LEH. D: D:

I'll stop smsing from tomorrow onwards. NO MORE SMS. I won't reply your smses, not to earn some stupid mcflurry (like some Gead is doing) but because $116 can buy you 52.7 Beard Papa's cream puffs, or 38.66 cartons of HL milk, or 116 packets of 300ml HL milk, or 27.61 slices of cheesecake.

Therefore, if you've to sms me otherwise you'll drop dead and die of I-miss-Meigui-simply-too-much-syndrome, please call. I'll definitely pick up the phone and even if you wake me up, I'll try not to be angry.

Other than that, today's a pretty happy day. I made Songminghan do star jumps at Vivocity. LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL. FORGOT TO VIDEO. FORGOT TO VIDEO IT DAMMIT.

I've nothing else to blog about, I'm having a barney gastric from all the meal skippings. Meh.

If you're dying of NO-POSTS-TO-READ-SYNDROME, CLICK. Ogay that's a real link. It's my current class blog. I posted entries there but nobody tag one. So go read, and tag to make it seem like the blog is so alive it can win Kenya runners in catching.

That's all. Tomorrow's Sunday aka Our Last Happyday (OLH). I'm so used to not wearing the grey uniform even though it's only been a month, or less. MEH.

Byebye. Enjoy OLH to the max!

Meh. D:

9:15:00 PM because I say so

When you're in J2, and have a Sec1 younger brother, and another primary 3/4 younger sister, and your head is humongous, so much so that you gain 4cm height difference when you measure with a tilted head (HAHAHAHAHA), and you're gay, and you share tauhueys, and you have purple nail polish, you must be Giahao.

Ogay that's not my point. My point is Giahao's siblings spend too much time on their coms. I can't take it. What were you doing when you were in primary 3 or 4? Hopscotch? Swings? Catching? OR FACEBOOK?!

Look at this. Click to enlarge.



LOL. See, my notifications are flooded with the Chim Jia family. What's the world coming to.

By the way, if you remember the post about what is



Guess what! It's an MP3. Ogay lah, Layjia already tagged to say it's an Mp3. BUT lawl. It's also a camera, and also a video camera, and you can play a really retarded version of snake even. Therefore, it's a MP3 player that likes to act as a camera, and a video camera, and can even let you play retarded snake with it. Bet you didn't get that! :D What barney lah, I wonder where she got that weird thing from. :O

Ogay that's it. I spent yesterday hibernating at home because it's Friday and Friday the 20th is even more unlucky than Friday the 13th, serious. Read the article HERE. :O

OMG. School's restarting in less than 48 hours. Hurry up, somebody use a wish and wish for June to restart! DON'T KEEP WISHES FOR A LEVELS ALREADY. JUNE HOLIDAYS IS WHAT MATTERS NOW. /OMG

Lol. Okay did you really try to click the HERE to read a non-existent article on theresnosucharticle.com. HAHAHAHA.

._.

Byebye.

9:49:00 AM because I say so

HELLO SYNDICATE74.

where are the rest of ur members?

loLZ.

alright, minghan here.

ok, meigui is reading what i'm typing. LIKE SO STALKISH. STALKER STALKER.

I'M POSTING ON YOUR BLOG. AREN'T YOU HONOURED. HAHAHAHA.

... i dunno what else to say alr. STOP READING AT WHAT I'M TYPING, STALKER!

ok, bbbbbbbb.

5:34:00 PM because I say so

MEH.

* People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
* Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
* These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'll feel pretty used to it. Minghan is gay. HE BUFFS HIS NAILS. /OMG And he shares a tau huey with Giahao. Tsk.

2. If you can have dreams come true, what would they be?
I want to fly. Then I won't have to complain about walking, complain about waiting for 901, complain about barney jam at Kranji, LEARN HOW TO CYCLE/SWIM. It saves a lot, a lot of trouble really.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Uh. Never thought of that. Probably something funny, or grand, or just out of the ordinary. It's once in a lifetime anyway.

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I like Priscilla's answer. LOL. There's a keyboard, a monitor, two speakers and a lot of other things. OKAY I shall be more original. What lies ahead of me are things that lie behind me after I've turned. LOL OMG something that lame actually sounded profound for 2.3 seconds!

5. What’s your ideal lover like?
Uh. I had an Ideal Boyfriend post two years ago. I still remember chunying laughed very hard at the photo where I cropped Luis Figo's nose and Cristiano Ronaldo's lips onto Jay's face. LOL. (I know I didn't answer the question, but that's what I like doing. HAHA.)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I think eating Pepperlunch's caramel ice-cream now is the most blessed.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Nah, I hate waiting. Oh okay, I didn't answer the question again. How long do I intend to wait huh. Uh, I won't mind if it's 6minutes. 6minutes and 20seconds is just too much. I'll start murdering after 7minutes.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I don't know. Priscilla says to detach him. That sounds Saw-ish. I guess I'll tell him still. It doesn't feel right to secretly like a person, feels stalkish.

9. Is there anything that’s made you unhappy these days?
Yes. (I ANSWERED THE QUESTION.)

10. Is being tagged fun?
No. You have to run around to catch people after you're tagged. HAHAHAHAHA OMG THAT'S DAMN FUNNY. I'm falling in love with my jokes.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
That's a pretty weird question. How can I see myself in ten years' time? Uhh. I think a mirror won't work. Snow White's stepmother's mirror? I heard it's powerful.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family. What sort of question is this. It asks "currently". Family is Always important. And friends. And Barney. NAH JUST JOKING. [EDIT SONGMINGHAN INSISTS HE'S IMPORTANT TOO.]

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Priscilla is a motherly sister. I said this a lot of times. Uh. She's an Awesome friend who likes kaya balls and Pluto. And I'll try to believe that she cheats Burger King only because Burger King cheated her first. HAHA.

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich. Lawl. Single, rich and with 7 kids. HA.

15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
Try to recall dreams.

16. Would you give it all in a relationship?
This sounds like gambling. Like showhand kind of thing. Uhhhhhhhhhhhh. I doubt so.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
What. Weird. Questions. I'll pick the one that I'll less likely like because that's exciting. (No, I'm barneying. I don't know how to answer weird questions.)

18. What type of friends do you like?
My friends come from a pretty wide range. So long as they're nice, and their names aren't Haobo, and they don't swear that much (I wonder how I stood Hanhui and Eh-ren), and they don't shout when they're trying to whisper, and... Think that's about it.

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
I just listed them out. Oh, I can't stand backstabbers too. That's too uncool.

(WHAT WEIRD QUIZ ENDS AT QUESTION 19. SO WEIRD.)
I'll tag:
Giahao
Laimeng
Minghan - stop buffing your nails, it's gay.
Sokmui
gillian
(8 people is a lot.)
Jaslyn
Marcus (must include YOUR jokes in your answers)
Feohna - Sakae when school reopen already. D:

10:15:00 PM because I say so

meigui is addicted to organic chemistry says:
i can bring horror, but you don't watch

<_hj_> 我们在赌的却是我们的青春 says:
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<_hj_> 我们在赌的却是我们的青春 says:
you watch one meh

meigui is addicted to organic chemistry says:
YAH
meigui is addicted to organic chemistry says:
why not.
meigui is addicted to organic chemistry says:
they're funny.

<_hj_> 我们在赌的却是我们的青春 says:
you mean instead of HAHAHHA
<_hj_> 我们在赌的却是我们的青春 says:
you go AH AH AH

meigui is addicted to organic chemistry says:
HAHAAAHAHAA OMG THAT'S FUNNY
meigui is addicted to organic chemistry says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL

LOL MARC, THAT'S MY IDEA OF FUNNY! LOLLLL :D JiemeixXxXxXxX ROCKS.

11:21:00 PM because I say so

LOL yesterday had 136 page loads and 113 unique visitors. People I don't know, stop reading my blog, it's disturbing.

Some random PUB person came over 10mins ago to install something in our taps, to promote water conservation or something along that line. Now the water that flows out of it is so little it's like only enough to water a single weed. My mother is sulking. She wants ME to uninstall the thing. WHAT JOKE. But she won't stop bugging. But if I try we may have no water at all. HA.

Ogay I don't know what else to blog about. It's less than 6 days to school reopening. /OMG Where did my holidays go. Restart June quick! D:

By the way, Giahao is having this bet with the love of his life, an egg, that he won't sms 22 messages in some 26 or 28 days. So SMS HIM QUICK. If you can get him to reply one message you get one point. If he replies TWO MESSAGES, that's TWO points! At the end of the 26 or 28 days whoever gets the most points wins! It's that simple! So hurry and sms him today! Attractive prizes to be won! Let's all work towards our aim of him losing the bet! :D

By the way, I know I owe Laimeng and Weilong a prize, because they said dark red instead of dark purple, and they're the only people who asked about the prize. SO I'll honour my word because I'm such a honest and trustworthy person. Hence, I'll get Laimeng her cream puffs. I thought I promised I'll get her that, I forgot why. As for Weilong, uhhhhhhhhhhh, I don't know. Maybe I'll get him Sammy Zheng Xiu Wen. LAWL.

Omb. I can't stand it. Why is school restarting. Whyyyyyyyyyy. I don't want to go back to the red NAKSPAT with the mega small (oxymoron!) tables which I won't use. Ogay actually, I don't want to get back CT results. I still want to go on lying about passing Physics. :O LOL. I meant, I still want to go on saying, "I passed my last Physics test (QUANTUM)". What, passing by 0.5mark is still passing. Plus, I tried every question ogay. NO BLANKS LEH. Beat that!

LAWL. That was pathetic.

By the way, Songminghan is the most ego person I've ever known. He's like worse than chunying and her "so hot". See, today I haven't asked anyone out to study. So he asked, why didn't I ask him. And I said, you didn't say you were free, like $0. And then you know what he said. YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID. He said, "I'm priceless". What barney, that's ultimate ego.

And when I told him to tag at Sokmui's blog because that makes her happy, he said "Yea, people are happy when I tag at their blogs."

I bet Sokmui is disgusted right now. And Sokmui, I want Ichiban too. AND YOU KNOW WHAT. There are neoprint machines at Causeway you know. Other than the neoprint shop that closed down. There are neoprint machines in the arcade. That's so cheat feelings can. Let's meet on Saturday! And, I need Sec1/Sec2 pictures. You said you'll send me for you-know-what-I'm-doing. HA.

I think, I should just stay home today and think about How I Can Possibly Pack Tably. I want to find my Carboxylic Acid and Nitrogen Compounds notes! D:

OHOH. You know what. Yesterday I mugged at Yishun BK with chunying and I did more work than I did this whole holidays. I'm so proud of myself. I got addicted to organic chemistry. YES GILLIAN I LIKE CHEMISTRY. NOW IT'S YOUR TURN TO LIKE ECONS. HAHA. Anyway, chunying kept choking on water. I think the PUB person installed something in her throat too. :O

Oh. And this. How can I forget about this.



This is chunying's.... guess what it is! LOL. Ogay she's been using it since Sec4 but I found it funnier yesterday, when I asked her where's her _______ that likes to act as a _____, and a _____, and can even _______. Come on, guess it! Attractive prizes to be won! LOL YOU CAN'T GUESS IT ONE LAH. HAAAAAAA.

Lol. That's a lot of Atractive prizes to be won! in one post. Bye!

12:09:00 PM because I say so

Omg. Look at that, kaypo people. The counter never even hit so high the last time I blog about Jay concert. That day only 90+ unique visitors nia. KAYPO PEOPLE. LOL.

I bet today's will be even higher. So

MEH NO UPDATE. LALALALALALA.

8:30:00 AM because I say so

Here's my new boyfriend. His name is Song Minghan. He calls his sister gor, got A1 for O'Level Physics, plays erhu because that's the closest to violin (it so isn't). He's less than 170cm tall but he was in basketball in secondary school. He has a shoe whose sole went to Sole Society. He likes al funghi, and doesn't like potatoes. He loves going into the sea alone. He's mega slow when playing cards. He shares a tauhuey with Giahao, I swear they're gay. He has 345 friends on Facebook. He had black and yellow bee framed specs but I lost them in the sea. He was blind in that picture. His new specs are purple, yes that's gay. He cuts his hair once every two months at Kovan. He can't tell the difference between sand and rock, and red and purple. He didn't know whether there's Pastamania in Kovan, Hougang and Sengkang even though he lives in Serangoon. He likes taking pictures of himself using others' phones. He didn't know what's 7hand poker. His best subject is Physics, his MSN font is olive. He can sleep without air-con. He poked his sitting partner for a year. He loves Jiahao secretly. He sucks at Photohunt. He has a pouch for his GC (I thought only Melissa does that). He thinks he rocks. His sister's/gor's name is Stephanie, and she can't tell the difference between dark red and dark purple too. His family sleeps mega late. His friends call him Singapore Mental Hospital because that's his initials. He calls himself SuperMan Hero though. He should stop thinking he's cool, like 15 degree Celsius. He reads my archives and memorises them. His favourite fruit is a vegetable. He brings Time magazine out as an accessory. His sleeves of his long-sleeved shirt can't stay rolled up. His handwriting is worse than anyone. He has an emo blog here. He cycled to Jiahao's house because he missed him. They're gay, I swear. His palm is smaller than mine. He tried to drown me once. His birthday is on 2nd April. His surname is Song but he can't sing. He got me a pink Jay one day after I lost it, that was mega sweet. We met during orientation last year and dated 5 times before deciding to get together.

That's all.

9:02:00 PM because I say so

MEH. I'M ANGRY. D:

IT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME TO TELL YOU ASAP, BECAUSE YOU HAD PLANS SO YOU HAD TO KNOW, YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME TO TELL YOU ONCE THE DAY IS CONFIRMED SO YOU CAN MAKE PLANS ON THE OTHER DAY, SO YOU'RE LIKE, ONE OF THE FIRST FEW PEOPLE I TOLD, SO KINDA OBVIOUSLY THE REST DOESN'T KNOW. AND IT'S NOT LIKE I AREN'T ASKING EVERYBODY. I AM AND ACTUALLY I JUST DID. AND LIKE WTH. I WOULDN'T HAVE GIVEN YOU THE ATTITUDE IF NOT BECAUSE YOU STARTED IT FIRST. WHAT'S WITH, DON'T TRY TO ORGANISE IT YOURSELF. AND WHAT'S WITH YOU DON'T PROMISE ANYTHING. DID I EVEN MENTION YOU PROMISING ANYTHING. DID I. DID I EVEN SAY ANYTHING OTHER THAN OKAY. WHICH IN CASE YOU DIDN'T KNOW, OKAY MEANS I GET YOUR POINT ALREADY. YOU. MADE. ME. FREAKING. ANGRY.

LIKE. JUST. GO AWAY LAH.

11:17:00 PM because I say so

LOL SOKMUI I'M SO NOT FLATTERED. ._. I was bored just now and I went to read your earliest entries, 2004 Feb, Mar, and YOU KNOW WHAT. Almost every other entry has mg in it. You were in love with me or what. HAHAHAHA. Especially March. ESPECIALLY MARCH DAMMIT. It's like filled with mg mg mg mg mg mg mg mg. And

"woo hoo..mc and mg are nominated by qijia to be councillors!!" when did that happen! How come I don't remember anything about that! You mean Qijia nominated me to be a councillor?! VICE PRESIDENT QIJIA?! (She was vice president of council... right?) HAHAHAHA THIS IS SO CUTE.

But omg. Sec2 times sound so fun. I'll love going back to be twit again. :D

LOL I DREAMED OF SUNSHINE BOY LAST NIGHT. Giahao dreamed of Sharon. Uh. As in. You-know-who Sharon, not Sharon from badminton. :)

Bye!

1:02:00 PM because I say so

Priscilla's blog made me laugh really really loud about the Burger King drinks and how cheated she feels as an angry consumer. LOLL. I think she acts the oldest among all of us. (Yes, Sokmui stop saying you feel like you're going out with kids every time you're around Priscilla and I.) I mean, if you know her, you'll know she takes care of her little sister Celestine, like really motherly. Yea, I don't know what I'm saying either.

What, it's 11.30pm can. HA.

OH. AND THEN Sokmui's blog! LOLLLLLLLLLL. She watched My Boss My Hero too, after I told her it's super funny and she should watch it. AND MAN, HOW CAN I NOT REALISE IT. HOW CAN I MISS THAT CONNECTION.





LOLLLLLLLLLLL. That's Naomi in the 2nd picture, taken on my birthday dinner this year at where-was-it, was it Marina. ANYWAY, I laughed out really really loudly and couldn't stop for quite some time. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

And by the way, Sokmui, why do you bold my name in your posts. I thought I only told Weeyang that I read only the bold words in his blog. ._. You're weird.

AND. I'm not easily amused can. It's. I MEAN JUST LOOK AT NAOMI AND MAKIO. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay. Byebye hilarious day. :D

11:29:00 PM because I say so

Hi! Let's play a game! I tell you a story, you pay close attention to it, then at the end I ask you a simple question regarding some detail of the story, and if you get it correct, you get a mystery prize! Ready? Here goes!



That's a dark red shirt. I'm telling you, that's a DARK RED SHIRT. So one day, this DARK RED shirt goes into a DARK RED place to continue being DARK RED.

-End of story-

Now here's the question: What's the colour of the shirt?

Get it right and win a grand prize! Tag before 11am tomorrow! :D

(Ogay actually I made a bet with somebody on the colour of the shirt. He insisted it's dark purple when it's mega obvious it's dark red. MY SHIRT SOME MORE LEH. So the bet it pretty huge. And you're reading my blog, so you're my friend, so help me say it's dark red. THANKS IN ADVANCE :D)

:D THE SEA HAHA.

9:28:00 PM because I say so

Last two days were stayover at Weiyiang (Sharon) house. We were there on a dai dee camp, lol. But when we reached there Weiyiang was at Indonesia (stupid joke). Ogay no, she was upstairs using another computer. So Limiang and I on the computer and I saw her online so I told her we're in her room.

Which was pretty funny at that point in time. I don't know why every time I recall events they don't sound as funny as it was at that time.

Anyway, after that I surfed I-am-bored.com because I was bored and we found this game called THE ROOMZ and it's mega fun. TRY IT. After that Weiyiang came to join us and we played that game for 6 hours. Ha. Apparently they continued after I left yesterday, and they're at Room 29 now. HA.

Limiang and Weiyiang, you know what, I read the credits page for the roomz, and the game is created by two 19 year old guys, with the most of them created by this weird guy with afro hair called Stachu. Freaks!

Anyway, pictures.



Here's Weiyiang's two ACJC bears. One of them is called Wilson and the other is called Sharon. They're in this position because of Limiang, who forced them to hug even though Sharon was in a weird shape. HAHAHA.

At night, we were hungry so we cooked pasta!



Here's Prego. He's 5years old this year and he lives in Fridgeland. ... OKAY FINE, I'll stop making inanimate friends. Sorry. D:



Boiling pasta! I realised Limiang is really impatient because she kept asking is the pasta done already is the pasta done already is the pasta done already. Like really impatient can. And every time she says that Weiyiang will say TWENTY MINUTES. So, it was pretty hilarious. And while they were cooking the pasta I was...





... cutting the mushrooms and sausages! So skilled right. Unappreciative Limiang was standing by the side laughing at me. SOME FRIEND! Prego is so much nicer as compared to her. Limiang go live in Fridgeland too. HA.





YES YES THAT'S ME COOKING. /OMG Ogay, I just realised yesterday that wasn't my first time cooking. In Feb this year Priscilla and I cooked mee sua at Jody's house for Kakei because it was his birthday (LOL HILARIOUS EXPERIENCE). And I cooked with others at Meiching's house before. And how could I have forgotten about Home Econs lessons in Sec 1 and Sec 2 (Sec2 was all Abel cooking and me watching).



MEH. But that's the first time I really cooked anything edible! HAHA.





Microwave!



The end product. It looks much more appetising really. And we finished it!



Tadah.

After we finished our pasta, we went back into the room and it started raining super heavily. Like damn heavy, 10kg or more.



Scene from Weiyiang's window.



Here's my friend Weiyiang. Her hobbies are to stand by the window when it's raining to look out for people who forgot their umbrellas, and would run the whole stretch of road. She'll then laugh at them because they're drenched. She also likes to stand at the porch of her house when it's raining because that's the only spot where she can see lightning. She is fascinated by lightning because she thinks they look cute (ogay no, I added this myself, but otherwise everything else is real. :O)

Got to sleep. I'm mega sleepy. Byebye.

12:44:00 PM because I say so

LOL this is damn cute. From Waiwan's blog.

1- Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to Random quotations: http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3 The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.(If you want to do this again, youll hit refresh to generate new quotes, because clicking the quotes link again will just give you the same quotes over and over again.)

3- Go to flickr explore the last seven days
http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.Put it all together, thats your debut album.

So I tried it out. And HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Name of my band:

Irazú Volcano National Park

This like, totally reflects my capability, or lack thereof, to sing.

Title of my first album:

PHYSICS OR STAMP COLLECTING

LOL. No joke. The quotation was:

All science is either physics or stamp collecting.
- Ernest Rutherford (1871 - 1937)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. So, Physics or stamp collecting? I CHOOSE STAMP COLLECTING! LOL.

Album cover:



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

So,



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. THIS IS SO FUNNY.

11:13:00 AM because I say so

Dear Anderson Badminton people, those born in 1990 and 1991 (my batch and Feohna's batch), our dear Spiky Tan wants me to tell you all to stay home next Monday at 7pm to watch his Aviva open badminton match on TV. (No, don't take me for real, but uh just watch the TV from home at 7pm please.)

Yes, it's mega important that YOU STAY HOME ON MONDAY NIGHT. If you don't, Spiky will kidnap you and practice his latest first aid skills on you. So if you want to stay safe and sound before school reopens, make sure you watch TV at 7pm on Monday.

Don't ask why. The reason is because Spiky wants you to watch him play badminton. HA.

LOL Spiky why are we doing this. ._.

10:00:00 PM because I say so

A stroke of fate
A strikeout of hear-me-say
Here is when everything starts to fade.

Somehow, I don't want this rapture to end, like I'm expecting it would. Like I compass pending disgruntlement. Feels like I know how it'll conclude - as it always did. I think I'm bamboozled again.

So my guess is, it still isn't real... because it doesn't feel like it. Or, I don't know actually.

-----------------

Mum's complaining about 10th floor neighbour upstairs, whose mop keeps dripping water on our clothes. That's Michael's house (yea, the one from Anderson 4/4). Somebody who knows him help me sms him to tell him his mother's mop is dripping on my mother's clothes and my mother is unhappy, and when she's unhappy she does weird things, like skip her favourite TV show and not cook dinner too. Lol.

I'm down with a fever. Found thermometer just now, but lost it again while finding medication. Head feels Gead so it has to be a fever.

By the way, Sokmui do you remember the other time we went to watch SAJC Choir concert, then on our way home we passed by this UFO looking thing and I asked you what it was and you didn't know too. Then we asked Weisiang, who seems like he knows everything, and even he doesn't know. Then we gave him the holy task of going to find out what it is and you know what, he really did.

He gave me this link eons ago. I just kept forgetting to blog about it. UFO MEH Lol.

On a random note, I still want to take a train. Like those really old kinda that runs on real railway, not MRT.



In the light of the sun, is there anyone?

I think I'm in such a mess.

11:16:00 AM because I say so

Hello class, the topic of discussion today shall be If I'm a Mahjong tile, what will I be?

In case you're wondering why I decided to blog about such a no-lifer topic, it's because Limiang and I are dedicated to do an Entry Exchange. (Yes, Priscilla I've been dying to do an EE again but you're such a nice girl you're always studying. HA.)

So, I've decided, if I'm a Mahjong tile, I'll be Er4 Wan4, because Er4 Wan4 sounds like Irwan, and that's the name of my PE teacher. He's a really nice guy who let me try Standing Broad Jump 4 times. So I'll be Er4 Wan4 because then I can be a nice PE teacher who'll let people try Standing Broad Jump 4 times.

But then, being Er4 Wan4 has its bad points too. A great setback will be that my good friend Spiky won't be able to recognise me anymore since his Chinese is atrocious. He probably can recognise Er4, but he definitely won't recognise Wan4. HAHA. Plus, Er4 Wan4 has so many strokes it'll be troublesome when I've to write my name.

(Omb, why is this so retarded.)

But then again, being Er4 Wan4, I'll make alot of new friends, like Yi Wan, San Wan, Si Wan, Wu Wan, and so on. Which will not happen if you're some anti-social Hong Zhong, or Bai Ban, because they have little friends.

PLUS, Er4 Wan4 is so aesthetically pleasing, unlike the notorious YI TONG, which looks like Giahao when he takes neoprints. (Oh, you know what, the other day I was looking at my past neoprint and I wondered why nobody ever made Giahao pay double. It's so unfair.)

That's all! Sorry for making you excited. There was no interesting post! HAHA!

3:53:00 PM because I say so

Things are shaping up to be pretty odd
Little deaths in musical beds
So it seems I'm someone I've never met

You will only hear these elegant crimes
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth

I figured out why already, it's because I just don't want to admit it. No, I don't want to make the same mistake again, have another weird Valentines, purple chocolates and lime green roses. Where nobody realises how wasteful, how wasting, until everything is over and you can finally bolt out of the situation and take a third person view. Then you start to hate everything for making you deluded, like, what the lime green roses, I wasn't even in love.

1:51:00 PM because I say so

Meh, operation to study today failed. I got out of the house eventually though, after much internal persuasion by the angel called Meigui. So thanks Meigui, not that it helped, but still, I finished reading through Superposition and touched Fields for the nth time. So maybe I've improved my potential Physics grades from F9 to... a better F9? Oh no, I forgot, there's no much such grades for Gay levels. It's A, B, C, D, E, S, or U. MEH. I miss OH levels.

I miss Anderson library. Yea, the very Jap one with low tables and wooden flooring. I miss George the gu du lao ren very, very much. I wonder if they still open the library up to 9pm when it's close to O's for the Sec4s now, serving hot milo and biscuits for the hardworking (at Geography and at Boggle HA) graduating students. My, Anderson is such a warm cozy close-to-your-heart school. I miss studying there with chunying and gillian. Library instruction room! MEH. I wonder if George still remembers us. I think he'll, he's such a nice guy.

Ohmy, I miss the $1.20 ice cream in library as well. I never got to press the button on the cash register did I. Priscilla always said she'll let me try it. So did Minghui. But I never did. D:

Man, I want to relive my secondary school life all over again, right from the start at Sec1. Where our English textbooks and workbooks are called Odyssey, and I had bothered to get a locker, and we played Ping Piang AH, and campfires (I LOVE CAMPFIRES), and entrepreneur bazaars! LOL. Priscilla I remembered already. The year your 3/4 class did the flour in balloon thinger was the year my class burnt a table while making kebabs. HA. In the end 3/3 got the most profits from the test-tube thing. Though your class made test-tubes too, at the same rate but of better quality, because 3/3 had a better spot in the canteen while your class got some ulu classroom on level 3. Omg, I'm amazed by my memory. :O

And I miss Home Econs lessons where I stand by the side and watch Abel do everything, giving him an Encouragement Clap once in a while. AND! D&T lessons at the D&T block! I still have all the things we made in Sec1 D&T lessons. They didn't return the wooden toy we made in Sec2, right? I remember I made Cuddles, the rabbit from Happy Tree Friends, while Giahao made some purple spikey thing also from Happy Tree Friends. HTF was so hip last time. We kept watching it during computer lessons. LOL.

Man, I never realised I love Anderson so much until I've left that place. The yellow PE shirt is so nostalgic. And whenever I see Anderson pinafores along the street (as in, people wearing them, not floating around lah), I get this Ohmy, why am I so old, I want to be in secondary school again feeling. D:

I really miss banner painting as a class. And Anderson Sports Day is always the best. :) (Ex-students turning up, and forming a relay team to challenge the teachers, which other school has that kind of entertainment lah?) Meh, I'm so proud of Anderson. -zhuai

-----> I started all that because I only wanted to say I miss studying in Anderson's pretty library. I probably should try to make the best out of JC life because before I know it, I'm out of college and I'll be going Ohmy, why am I so old-er, I want to be in college again.

It's almost 11pm and guess why I'm still awake!














Because I can't sleep.

NAH. That's a stupid reason. It's because I'm hungry, and that's because I skipped dinner, and that's because there's no dinner at home, and that's because my mother skipped cooking dinner, and that's because nobody else is coming home for dinner, and that's... a lot of other reasons which I doubt you'll want to know.

So in any case, this is the third post of today and I've already ran out of things to say since a long time ago.

Tower blaster!

10:22:00 PM because I say so

It's not the lack of motivation thinger that's stopping me from embarking on the noble journey towards Woodlands library, 6 bus stops away, to carry out the holy task of understanding Physics. It's... everything else.

10.50am and it's raining, sky dark and overcast and my room is very, very tempting.

Plus, messy Tably is like screaming Don't bother packing me, another day will do.

Plus plus, I can't find my keys, again. So it's not that I don't WANT to head library, I CAN'T.

Plus plus plus, aiyah, it's just everything else.

And, I can't study at home. That's an universal fact established since 1786.

Oh my barney. How can I abandon whatever resolution I set myself to accomplish just one hour ago. MEH. But it's the weekend! Like holycamoly Saturday. :O I'll start next week, first thing on Monday alright? Then I'll go full throttle for two weeks (yes, I say) and emerge as the new potential top student in Physics.
HA HA HA HA HA.

Meh. Ogay I wish. D:

10:51:00 AM because I say so

I panicked last night at 12.03am after waking up from another weird dream about Gay levels (quote HongjiemeixXxXxXxXx). MEH. I haven't touched anything for the two weeks so far. Omb, yesterday when I wrote the note to Eric I couldn't even hold the pen properly.

Oh, but then I thought of Eric and him scribbling on his notepad without a pen I felt like laughing and that minute slice of stress is gone, again.

I need to be more stressed. I shall mug in the library later.

Oh you know what, there's this NJ floorball guy who camps at Woodlands library. I see him there every time I go to the library, sitting on the same seat at the same table, wearing the same floorball jacket, mugging. No I don't know his name, I only know he's from floorball because 1kg of Sugar joined floorball intra and I remembered seeing him referee. Barney mugger. I bet I'll see him again later.

MEH. I'm very reluctant to pack Tably.

I shall... study Physics later. So meanwhile, I'll take the next two hours to take in the fact that I AM taking Physics Gay levels in a few months time.

IN A FEW MONTHS TIME! How do I learn Physics in a few months time! /OMG

Yes! I'm panicking! That's what I need, panic! :D

Alright. Feel like playing Tower Blaster. For awhile now, I WILL study Physics later! :D

Oh, and yea, that was a condom. (Fiona's smart, Giahao's void and Minghan's an idiot!) Funny thing was when I asked the woman, she was probably shy or something or something else so she spoke softer than Melissa's usual voice. And Priscilla and I both thought it's because she also doesn't know what it was, that's why she was looking like she was in such a difficult position. So both of us started laughing. And because we started laughing, the woman thought we heard her whispering condom, when actually we didn't. So she was about to continue the conversation when I kept insisting on asking What is it. Lol, after we finally heard her answer, she asked innocently why we were laughing when we never hear what it was. ._. LOL.

I still think Eric is funny. Let's go back Causeway Pizzahut for lunch some time! LOL I must bring him pens! HAHAHA.

/Edit
Somebody once told me "Knowing you through your blog is so unfair". I can't remember who said it, the reason why he/she said it, and what he/she meant by it.

Oh, and now I forgot why I mentioned it. ._.

NVM.

8:44:00 AM because I say so

LOL LOL LOL.

Okay so like I mentioned, I met up with Sokmui and Priscilla at Causeway point for lunch and high tea. Aha.

Oh, before I start, I've to tell you this morning's MSN conversations with Sokmui first.

So Sokmui was telling me she wants to get sandals for her famine camp, and I politely asked what type of sandals. And she told me! The type that can run. LOLLL. Ogay she meant to say she wants to wear sandals that she can run in them, comfortably. But doesn't it just sound weird? That she wants sandals that can run. HA.

Anyway, after that I told Priscilla about that and we started laughing at her.

Uh. So just now we were on our way to Check to get Sokmui's runaway slippers, and we passed by Mini Toons, and I got very distracted by this.



And guess what it is? Priscilla and I debated for a really long time over what it is. Priscilla says it's one of the tofu series, but I argued that it doesn't even look like a tofu. I was guessing a banana, but then there's also the brown one, and there's no brown bananas.

LOL. So when the shopkeeper came over to tell us there are smaller ones over there, I asked her what it is.

And make a guess!






















I'm not going to tell you! Ey hey. -acts mysterious- Ogay, I'll tell you in the next entry, or the next next, after 10 people have guessed it. :) Guess ogay, I want to know your answers.

LOL. So after the shopkeeper told us what it was, Priscilla and I laughed for a really long time. At first we weren't laughing because of what it was. We were laughing because we thought the shopkeeper herself doesn't know, since she was murmuring the answer to us. LOL LOL.

Anyway, after that we went Pizzahut for high tea and I mentioned Why is Pizzahut so empty and Sokmui replied in a matter-of-fact tone, Very empty meh, quite a lot of people what. So I looked around...



Okay... That's alot of people.

OH. And the funny thing that happened in Pizzahut! LOLLLLLLLL.

This guy called Eric came to take our orders. The funny thing is he had his notepad with him, but he didn't have his pen. So when Sokmui started saying what she wanted, he very automatically started trying to write on his notepad, and then he must have realised he didn't have his pen, but was too embarrassed to take his hand away. So he continued writing on the notepad like he was holding a pen, when he wasn't. And Priscilla and I were super amused by it. She couldn't stop laughing. LOLLL.

We burst out laughing after he walked away. It was hilarious.

Then we went on talking about, what will happen if we ask him here and tell him we want to cancel our order. Will he strike out some imaginary word on his notepad with his non-existent pen, or will he crush the blank piece of paper and throw it away angrily. HAHAHAHAHA.

LOL. And that when he serve our food, he'll holding nothing actually, and still act like whatever he's holding is so hot it accidentally burned his fingers. LOL. And so when we pay the bill, we've to act like we're taking our imaginary notes from our imaginary wallets, drop it onto his hand, and then tell him to keep the change. HAHA.

And when we left, I left him a note.



OMG. It was so barney hilarious.

LOL.

6:37:00 PM because I say so

Sokmui, I like these kind of weather. It's so not you to want sun. It's just not. You.

I'm meeting the killerish Sokmui and emo emu Priscilla like now. ._. Lol so I got to go because my brother wanted to use the com since 2hours ago. HA.

This post is so pointless. But I'm happier now, because I'm meeting them! :D

AHA. And I came up with a new joke!

Who punished Juice when he skipped school?











































Sugar! Because Sugar cane Juice! OMG that's BARNEY FUNNEH! :D

LOLL.

12:09:00 PM because I say so

That's Giahao beside his friend Xiaoxi. I've to blog this because I find this picture incredibly funny. Like, just look at Giahao. JUST LOOK AT HIM. If you can stare at him for 2 minutes without laughing you're gawdlike.

1.
Xiaoxi beside Giahao looks like a 5cent coin beside an UFO.

2.
Giahao looks so horrendously disproportionate he looks more like a meant-to-be-big-head figurine.

3.
Like how can anyone look SO funny.

4.
The head is 74 inch damn it. It has to be 74 inch damn it.

5.
I finally understand why I can laugh at the same thing for 6 years. 6 years. His head probably grown even bigger within this time.

6.
Omg. Now I can't stop laughing.

7.
I mean, just look at him.

8.
HahahahahahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHA.

9.
Giahao is my best friend.

10.
Nah, just kidding.

12:15:00 AM because I say so

Sometimes I watch how people take things for granted, take people for granted, and when the things disappear, people left, show's over, they start chasing after traces of memories fading away. Tried to hold onto things that no longer exist, tried returning to the past, tried relinquishing what he just felt, just experienced. It's only when everything's over when we hold dear to those thoughts -- a polaroid, a capture of time, a freeze frame, and then we regret what we had or hadn't done. Either way we aren't happy with the past, unaware of the present, and resentful of the future.

Somehow we're all caught in this viscous cycle of emotions. Just that some people are a little happier than others.

Sometimes I do things without knowing I did them. I think there's another being in me. Like another shadow, like how it is in Why Good People Do Bad Things. (By the way, that was a really boring book, I never got past the 2nd chapter.)

Today I feel like I'm another person with another set of thoughts and emotions. Half the time I couldn't recognise myself, the other half the time I couldn't agree with what I was doing.

So I spent today watching My Boss My Hero on Mysoju, Tower blasting, blog hopping. I didn't attend the CO concert, Giahao did you really believed me. You would have seen me with your 10-inch eyes on your 74-inch head, gead.

I've no idea what's with this emo wave that's speeding through the whole of Singapore and Paraguay (Sandy's having a holiday there). Too many of my friends are sad, my shadow included.

That's it. I know why. I haven't drank HL milk for two days. No wonder.

Or maybe it's all the emo songs I keep listening to. Or maybe I suck at the fishing game (my mother bought me the toy from Malaysia). Or maybe I found some things I stashed away so I wouldn't find them. Or maybe chunying never received the Christmas card I mailed two years ago. Or maybe the red railings haven't turned green. Maybe this. Maybe that.

I think Maybe sounds like a name.

June:

8 June, Sunday: Go zoo.
13 June, Friday: Anderson badminton BBQ

Fleeyona, when's our Sakae date, Spykee, when's rollercoaster ride.
And Waylong, where's my red balloon.

I miss oreo cheesecake. No it's not a person. The real oreo cheesecake. Cafe Cartel's one.

And I miss our little sushi world Fleeyona and I came up with. DUA JIA LAWL. Indoor swimming pool in the eyes lolllllllllllllllllll.

I really really really really miss 2006.

Meh. I kept thinking it's 2007 but guess what! It's 2008 already. Happy new year!



Bye bye world.

11:20:00 PM because I say so

Just let me say that I like that
I like that



Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

12:50:00 PM because I say so

The last 3 days were the once a year NJ badminton June camp. It was, I can't really find an adjective to describe it. It's more like a chalet than a camp, because more than three quarters of the time it was Free and Easy and one third of the meals we went out of the school to have them. So, I was one of the organisers and I don't really know why more than half the things we planned didn't happen. Maybe those ideas were too far-fetched, maybe none of us felt like carrying them out, maybe the attendance was disappointing, maybe this, maybe that.

So in the end, I didn't quite enjoy myself. I was probably the most emo person at the camp. But still, it's probably the last time I get to stay over in the college, and the first time for many other things.

Oh, I saw Saturn over Astro's telescope. It was mega cool and that made me really really happy for like two hours or so. It looked just like how it's supposed to look, in the textbooks we saw in Primary 3, with a ring around it. And it's like, the REAL Saturn, the only one in the universe. It's barney Kewl. And the stars were mega pretty too. I'm so envious of Priscilla (AJ). Maybe I should have joined Astro last year. Maybe I should join Astro now.

And, I hid at the Art Block during night trail to scare people. That was another fun one and a half hours because I scared everybody, except Sharon and Soonkiat. I scared myself too. Meh.

So, pictures of camp first.



This is Limiang being her spastic self. She is my best friend who'll run when we were walking along the dark corridor outside TA block. And who's high when I'm emo. SOME FRIEND. Lawl.



This is Cindy and Sharon. If you remember the June camp post last year, Cindy is the one who likes to take photos with pails. Yea, she's one year my senior and she joined us for the first night. She brought a Bollywood movie that Shah Rukh Khan acted in for us to watch on the first night (it was supposed to be inspiring). I didn't watch it though. D:



In the foreground, it's Marian, Muihiang and Qiaowei. The one in the middle is one year senior too. She joined the whole camp to make herself feel young again. She likes milk too. Actually she's secretly a cow herself. Moo. In the background, it's Ryan and Woody. I wonder who Woody is looking at. :O





This is Honghu's arm. He made it using uh, wires. I think it looks like the thing you use to beat eggs (what's it called?) from afar.



Other than us, there's a whole lot of primary school kids attending a camp organised by our school students.



Apparently it's a Superheroes camp. We found the program booklet in the canteen.



So here are the Superheroes groups. I think Harry Potter looks like he's trying to dance. Buttercup looks weird and they're so biased not to include Blossom and Bubbles too. And then guess what!



Spongebob is a Superhero as well! ._. Uh huh...

On day 2, I was pretty tired but I couldn't get to sleep because of one too many reasons. So I started making friends again.



Here's Fanny. Fanny sings a melodious hum whenever somebody touches Mr Switch. She always watches over me (LOL) while I sleep, or try to sleep.



Fanny over me, Limiang on my left, and STSK on my right.



Here's Mr NAKSPAT. He's shy so he's hiding behind the trees. Mr NAKSPAT is worth half a million dollars. Try kidnapping him.

And finally, my best friend who kept me company for one and a half hours!



Here's Anthony. Every time I walk away he tries to hide so I can find him. Don't tell me there are a lot of his kind that looks like him. They don't. They all look different if you bother to look closely. There's also Antonio, Anthony's cousin, but I didn't take a picture of Antonio because I think his name sounds funny. HA.

Here are Limiang's spastic pictures taken at her consent. Please do not view if you've a weak heart and will die laughing (like me HA).







Sometimes I look at her and wonder to myself what will happen if I hadn't join badminton, if I hadn't known her, if I hadn't attended this badminton camp, if I hadn't taken these two pictures, will I still be laughing so hard now.

(I don't know why a funny phrase turns out sounding to sad. Must be the choice of words. Meh.)

That's all for the pictures because emo people don't usually take many happy pictures.

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Somehow, I think I'm wasting my time in NJ. It dawned on me suddenly yesterday that I hadn't done anything, and still not doing anything really important in NJ. Times when I slack and not mug, I think Why aren't I studying, and when I do study, I think Why am I studying for, and when I come up with some reason to convince myself there's a point in studying (in the short run it's mainly the $400+ dollars my father already paid for A's), I start to think whether that's all, whether that's all there is to it.

Half the time in NJ I don't know what I'm doing. It's like, you set the Auto mode and the body does what it's supposed to do, without thinking.

I think it's because my JC life is very unfulfillable.

Probably it's the CCA. I don't like everybody in the CCA, maybe that's why. Maybe there's too much talking behind the backs I hear, or maybe it's because the people whom I thought were good weren't, or the people I trusted aren't trustworthy, or that I just know, I know too many things I shouldn't. Maybe if you had been a little more tactful, a little more cautious, a little more sensitive, I wouldn't have realised anything. And so maybe I'll have been happier.

Don't bother guessing, you won't get it. You won't even know what it is to get. Don't ask too, I'm unsure myself.

Which is why, I think JC life is full of uncertainties and I hate uncertainties because that's the first topic in Physics and I still suck at it even though that's the first topic I revise every major Physics test.

To say the grass is always greener on the other side is stupid because NJ has synthetic field and synthetic field has very very green grass. Literally. ._. But that doesn't mean the thought of me being elsewhere hadn't crossed my mind before. Or is everywhere the same. If I'm somewhere else now, will I be thinking I may be happier in NJ.

Or is today (and yesterday) one (or two) of those emo days when you start thinking of the future where you've to search in the dark for the light switch. And when you finally felt it, you on the light to find yourself in the room you least wanted to be in.

Or maybe, I should just make the best of what I've now. It's not like there's much time left before I graduate (hopefully).

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Mind's in a mess. I don't know what I'm thinking, let alone feeling. I can't tell the difference between dishearten and denial. And the line that draws the boundary between impulse and interest is very very very thin.

That meant, I don't know if anything I feel can really last.

Actually, can anything anyone feel actually last?

When you stop feeling happy, where does the happiness go? Into the air? Like ideas do?

Ohmy, I better not start.

Got to get some sleep.

Byebye.

3:27:00 PM because I say so