We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Cookie Monsters D:
This morning I woke up at 5am because it's Qing ming jie and I had to go the urn place at Sin Ming Dr to pay respects to my grandparents and auntie and uncle. It's one of those days I hate most in a year because if you didn't already know, I really hate my relatives. Actually it's just the other uncle I had left, and some of the cousins. Oh and the aunties. Ogay it's everyone, except some.
So I went there with my family (who hates the whole rahrah relatives pom pom), and I saw Cookie Monster and got reminded of everything again. If you don't know what I'm talking about, it's okay, just take me as ranting. If you're really dying to know, you can ask me and upset me because I'll get reminded of all the unhappy stuff all over again. If you'll really die if you don't know, and you don't want to upset me by asking, you can read the Jan02'07 post.
Anyway, as usual, CM was being such a pain by picking on me. I didn't bother acknowledging him like we should when we see somebody senior. I'm supposed at least say Ah Peh, to show that I know he's my uncle and I respect him and yada yada. But that doesn't hold because I DON'T respect him, and I wish he's not my uncle so I've always refused to pay the slightest attention to him. And my parents are ogay with that because they don't like him too and they agree that it's hypocritical to act chummy with him and then bitch about him like crazy behind his back, the way all my other aunties do.
So we reached early today and we were waiting for the rest. When CM came, he exclaimed in his ever irritating voice how early we are. And we ignored him, as usual. Then he asked me how long we've been waiting. I tried to ignore him, pretend like I didn't hear, pretend I was sleeping while standing, pretend I'm retarded, I TRIED EVERYTHING. But he kept repeating his question, so I told him 15minutes. Which is not even true because I wasn't paying attention to time.
Then. He said, woah. 15mins only face so black already. I looked at him and he probably expected me to smile at his little joke, or whatnot. But I couldn't bring myself to smile. So I just looked away, and continued pretending like I didn't hear, like I was sleeping while standing, like I was retarded.
But that didn't stop him. Then he asked you forced to come is it, early in the morning ask you wake up you not happy huh. I know whatever I say will be wrong. If I say No, he'll say I'm disrespectful because I'm showing him tantrums. If I say Yes, I'll still be disrespectful because I find paying respects to my grandparents a trouble. So I said, no I'm super happy. Can't you tell. Then he exclaimed pretty loudly that you like that still call happy? and I said YAH. What's wrong? and he was stumped.
Joke.
Then, like the last time I saw him when he acted like he didn't know what's NJ, this time he asked if I'm still studying. I tried my pretend never hear, pretend sleeping while standing, pretend I'm retarded methods. But he kept asking. So I said, yah, have you forgotten, I told you NJ last time and you asked what's that and my sister said the school that Lee Hsien Long studied in. Lol. My sister was being mean then so she did the "The school Lee Hsien Long studied in larh. So famous, you don't know meh?"
Anyway, my point is, I still hate him now because he's still SUCH a pain.
He spoiled my Sunday. D:
Viwawa!
10:10:00 AM because I say so
So I went there with my family (who hates the whole rahrah relatives pom pom), and I saw Cookie Monster and got reminded of everything again. If you don't know what I'm talking about, it's okay, just take me as ranting. If you're really dying to know, you can ask me and upset me because I'll get reminded of all the unhappy stuff all over again. If you'll really die if you don't know, and you don't want to upset me by asking, you can read the Jan02'07 post.
Anyway, as usual, CM was being such a pain by picking on me. I didn't bother acknowledging him like we should when we see somebody senior. I'm supposed at least say Ah Peh, to show that I know he's my uncle and I respect him and yada yada. But that doesn't hold because I DON'T respect him, and I wish he's not my uncle so I've always refused to pay the slightest attention to him. And my parents are ogay with that because they don't like him too and they agree that it's hypocritical to act chummy with him and then bitch about him like crazy behind his back, the way all my other aunties do.
So we reached early today and we were waiting for the rest. When CM came, he exclaimed in his ever irritating voice how early we are. And we ignored him, as usual. Then he asked me how long we've been waiting. I tried to ignore him, pretend like I didn't hear, pretend I was sleeping while standing, pretend I'm retarded, I TRIED EVERYTHING. But he kept repeating his question, so I told him 15minutes. Which is not even true because I wasn't paying attention to time.
Then. He said, woah. 15mins only face so black already. I looked at him and he probably expected me to smile at his little joke, or whatnot. But I couldn't bring myself to smile. So I just looked away, and continued pretending like I didn't hear, like I was sleeping while standing, like I was retarded.
But that didn't stop him. Then he asked you forced to come is it, early in the morning ask you wake up you not happy huh. I know whatever I say will be wrong. If I say No, he'll say I'm disrespectful because I'm showing him tantrums. If I say Yes, I'll still be disrespectful because I find paying respects to my grandparents a trouble. So I said, no I'm super happy. Can't you tell. Then he exclaimed pretty loudly that you like that still call happy? and I said YAH. What's wrong? and he was stumped.
Joke.
Then, like the last time I saw him when he acted like he didn't know what's NJ, this time he asked if I'm still studying. I tried my pretend never hear, pretend sleeping while standing, pretend I'm retarded methods. But he kept asking. So I said, yah, have you forgotten, I told you NJ last time and you asked what's that and my sister said the school that Lee Hsien Long studied in. Lol. My sister was being mean then so she did the "The school Lee Hsien Long studied in larh. So famous, you don't know meh?"
Anyway, my point is, I still hate him now because he's still SUCH a pain.
He spoiled my Sunday. D:
Viwawa!
10:10:00 AM because I say so