We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Friday, February 08, 2008
That's all?
Suddenly, I woke up from a messy dream and I aren't so sure of anything anymore.
It's weird how moods can change so fast. Just yesterday I thought I knew everything that's going on. And I thought I knew what I wanted pretty much. So maybe too much time leading to too much thoughts isn't so good afterall. Ha.
Maybe it's because you just happened to be around when I was down. Or maybe you just reminded me of somebody, some things that I never knew I can remember again. Perhaps it was that very familiar feeling of reliance, that's all.
I probably need more time to think. But like I said, too much thinking through and I feel disappointed when I realise what I thought I felt wasn't it. I was kind of excited and now it's back to where I started from. So, disappointing.
But then again, if I feel disappointed that I don't feel anything, it means something, doesn't it? Lol. Nevermind. ._.
Hanhui I take back what I said because I don't know what I was talking about anymore. :(
Anyway.
Jaslyn updated her blog already. And it's all about her love for Junjie so if you're interested, read it here.
I still miss my pretty cute adorable lovable Jay Chou figurine. I'll pretend it's still around and talk to it frequently. AH. I feel retarded. But I aren't, really.
Man, it's CNY day 2! I can't be emo. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D :D :D :D :D
Gone watching Spongebob.
9:32:00 AM because I say so
It's weird how moods can change so fast. Just yesterday I thought I knew everything that's going on. And I thought I knew what I wanted pretty much. So maybe too much time leading to too much thoughts isn't so good afterall. Ha.
Maybe it's because you just happened to be around when I was down. Or maybe you just reminded me of somebody, some things that I never knew I can remember again. Perhaps it was that very familiar feeling of reliance, that's all.
I probably need more time to think. But like I said, too much thinking through and I feel disappointed when I realise what I thought I felt wasn't it. I was kind of excited and now it's back to where I started from. So, disappointing.
But then again, if I feel disappointed that I don't feel anything, it means something, doesn't it? Lol. Nevermind. ._.
Hanhui I take back what I said because I don't know what I was talking about anymore. :(
Anyway.
Jaslyn updated her blog already. And it's all about her love for Junjie so if you're interested, read it here.
I still miss my pretty cute adorable lovable Jay Chou figurine. I'll pretend it's still around and talk to it frequently. AH. I feel retarded. But I aren't, really.
Man, it's CNY day 2! I can't be emo. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D :D :D :D :D
Gone watching Spongebob.
9:32:00 AM because I say so