We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Friday, January 18, 2008
NEAR!
So show me the dawn, the dusk,
the moment before the first and last light.
So tell the rain the go away,
and the sun to shine at the coldest place.
I can hear the screams from indoor stadium already. I can hear Jay saying Hello, long time no see. I can see light sticks shining like pretty glow worms in the darkness. I can see the stage lights, red and blue and pink and all shades of gorgeous colours, shining on the center stage. I can see Jay behind the grand piano, pink or not this time, in his dark blue suit, looking so Jay. Then suddenly I can't see anything because I'll be tearing. And suddenly I can see everything again because I have to wipe the tears.
It's SO near.
It's less than 24 hours away. I repeat, it's LESS THAN 24 HOURS away!
/OMG
I must calm down. So maybe I should talk about some solemn topics like how it's 2008, and my reflections of 2007 and my resolutions for 2008.
So, 2007 is over and 2008 is here. My biggest regret of 2007 is to take PCME and I feel extremely super sad whenever I see how Sokmui don't have anything major to cram for common tests or promos. I watch how she can just read one thin book of Geography and is then set for papers. And how she struggles to find something to study for Literature. And then I look at my Physics and Chem and the neverending SPAs to take and I felt like crying for Jay.
JAY! /OMG Let's guess what song he's singing right now... Cai Hong? NIU ZAI HEN MANG? :D Wo Bu Pei? :D :D :D JIE LUN JIE LUN JIE LUN JIE LUN JIE LUN!!!
Oh. I was talking about 2007 reflections... Uh. The biggest regret of 2007 will not deter me from feeling happy because Jay's concert is tomorrow!! Uh. I meant, maybe I secretly love challenges and subconsciously gave myself the impossible challenge of Ace-ing Physics and Chem. Which I will! :D
Okay. Nothing really sounds solemn.
My resolutions for 2008
1. Do not give up on Maths.
2. Do not abandon Physics.
3. Do not pretend Chemistry doesn't exist.
4. Enjoy mugging.
5. Stop trusting everybody.
It's almost 11pm and they will start shouting ENCORE soon.
On an entirely random note, I'm very happy OG18 is so bonded! :D Haha. And I love how they rattle off about their classmates whenever they see me. Ha. I know so much about what's going on in their class now. :)
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
My next post will be so high the blog will do Ecstasy cheer on its own.
Bye!
9:34:00 PM because I say so
the moment before the first and last light.
So tell the rain the go away,
and the sun to shine at the coldest place.
I can hear the screams from indoor stadium already. I can hear Jay saying Hello, long time no see. I can see light sticks shining like pretty glow worms in the darkness. I can see the stage lights, red and blue and pink and all shades of gorgeous colours, shining on the center stage. I can see Jay behind the grand piano, pink or not this time, in his dark blue suit, looking so Jay. Then suddenly I can't see anything because I'll be tearing. And suddenly I can see everything again because I have to wipe the tears.
It's SO near.
It's less than 24 hours away. I repeat, it's LESS THAN 24 HOURS away!
/OMG
I must calm down. So maybe I should talk about some solemn topics like how it's 2008, and my reflections of 2007 and my resolutions for 2008.
So, 2007 is over and 2008 is here. My biggest regret of 2007 is to take PCME and I feel extremely super sad whenever I see how Sokmui don't have anything major to cram for common tests or promos. I watch how she can just read one thin book of Geography and is then set for papers. And how she struggles to find something to study for Literature. And then I look at my Physics and Chem and the neverending SPAs to take and I felt like crying for Jay.
JAY! /OMG Let's guess what song he's singing right now... Cai Hong? NIU ZAI HEN MANG? :D Wo Bu Pei? :D :D :D JIE LUN JIE LUN JIE LUN JIE LUN JIE LUN!!!
Oh. I was talking about 2007 reflections... Uh. The biggest regret of 2007 will not deter me from feeling happy because Jay's concert is tomorrow!! Uh. I meant, maybe I secretly love challenges and subconsciously gave myself the impossible challenge of Ace-ing Physics and Chem. Which I will! :D
Okay. Nothing really sounds solemn.
My resolutions for 2008
1. Do not give up on Maths.
2. Do not abandon Physics.
3. Do not pretend Chemistry doesn't exist.
4. Enjoy mugging.
5. Stop trusting everybody.
It's almost 11pm and they will start shouting ENCORE soon.
On an entirely random note, I'm very happy OG18 is so bonded! :D Haha. And I love how they rattle off about their classmates whenever they see me. Ha. I know so much about what's going on in their class now. :)
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
My next post will be so high the blog will do Ecstasy cheer on its own.
Bye!
9:34:00 PM because I say so