We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Monday, December 10, 2007
Tadah
It feels like my head's going to burst.
Do you sometimes get that you're turning crazy feeling? Like you're feeling extremely nervous and you don't know what you're nervous about. And every single thing you do seems to be double its speed even though you're deliberately slowing down to calm yourself down? And every slow song you listen to seems to be fast?
It's as if something terrible happened, like maybe Spongebob ditched Patrick or something.
It feels like, the whole brain disintegrated into 1cm by 1cm pieces and now it's moving around, fixing itself back like a jigsaw puzzle.
...
Actually it just feels like a bad fever. I can feel my eyelids turning hot.
Or maybe I have sixth sense and Spongebob took over the world without me knowing. HA.
Or maybe I just slept too much.
._.
Okay I should go back to sleep. May the jigsaw brain complete by the time I wake up.
And oh, I haven't wrote a letter to Santa this year. I don't really have wishes though. Except for Jay to stand beside beside me on 19th January next year, and for Spongebob and Patrick to be best friends forever, and to know how to cycle without having to learn it, and that printer that will stop printing as and when it feels like it, and for it to stop raining, and...
Okay, I meant to say, I don't really have alot of wishes.
Speaking of the rain, it's been raining so much these few days. I wonder why? Is it monsoon now? Ha, should have paid attention during Sec3 Geography. Anyway, rain makes me depressed because I can't go out to play.
No. Actually it just makes me cold. Colder than I already am each time I finish bathing. I can't stand bathing with warm water. I tried yesterday and I didn't feel clean enough so I bathed in cold water again.
That's not the point. The point is, there's no point again! Don't you miss this sentence. :)
Christmas is coming! I'm so excited! Zzz. Ah, the zzz didn't fit. Let's try again.
Christmas is coming! I'm so excited! WHEE.
You see, one thing I like about blogging is I can cheat all of your feelings by typing things I don't mean. Like WHEE. It looks happy but I can read it in a really monotonous way. HAHA. I didn't laugh. HAHA, I just did.
Okay, I was saying, Christmas is coming and I'm excited. I don't want to spend it gambling again this year. (I gambled two Christmases away last and last last year...) But I said so last year too, and I ended up gambling somewhere anyway. So I forsee I'll be gambling this Christmas too. So, festive season.
._.
No! I won't gamble this Christmas. I'll do something more meaningful like. Like. Like... Uh. Be the banker? NO. Uhhhh. Okay I don't know. Why don't you tell me what to do on Christmas. I'll be eternally grateful. But I'm not eternally alive. HAHA too bad. I'll be grateful for two days then. :)
This is such a stupid long post. Didn't I mention going back to sleep?
Oh, before I go, I should tell you something. I intended to keep it secret until I don't really know when. But I'm so eager to tell you I almost spelled eager as eagle. Wow, so big deal right.
Okay ready? Don't be too shocked okay?
I lost Sandy!
:O
Don't worry though, I've made a police report at the Imaginary Neighbourhood Imaginary Police Imaginary Post. I told them Sandy killed Ali, her kind twin, and that she's a really brutal murderer and they should lock her up when they find her. But the police there didn't say anything because I forgot to imagine them saying something. So anyway I assumed they agreed. What, do you have a problem? They're MY imaginary characters anyway.
I'm so proud of myself whenever I do my part in the mission to WASTE YOUR TIME. That mission was founded by Priscilla and I 90 centuries ago. :)
Okay lah, bye bye.
7:06:00 PM because I say so
Do you sometimes get that you're turning crazy feeling? Like you're feeling extremely nervous and you don't know what you're nervous about. And every single thing you do seems to be double its speed even though you're deliberately slowing down to calm yourself down? And every slow song you listen to seems to be fast?
It's as if something terrible happened, like maybe Spongebob ditched Patrick or something.
It feels like, the whole brain disintegrated into 1cm by 1cm pieces and now it's moving around, fixing itself back like a jigsaw puzzle.
...
Actually it just feels like a bad fever. I can feel my eyelids turning hot.
Or maybe I have sixth sense and Spongebob took over the world without me knowing. HA.
Or maybe I just slept too much.
._.
Okay I should go back to sleep. May the jigsaw brain complete by the time I wake up.
And oh, I haven't wrote a letter to Santa this year. I don't really have wishes though. Except for Jay to stand beside beside me on 19th January next year, and for Spongebob and Patrick to be best friends forever, and to know how to cycle without having to learn it, and that printer that will stop printing as and when it feels like it, and for it to stop raining, and...
Okay, I meant to say, I don't really have alot of wishes.
Speaking of the rain, it's been raining so much these few days. I wonder why? Is it monsoon now? Ha, should have paid attention during Sec3 Geography. Anyway, rain makes me depressed because I can't go out to play.
No. Actually it just makes me cold. Colder than I already am each time I finish bathing. I can't stand bathing with warm water. I tried yesterday and I didn't feel clean enough so I bathed in cold water again.
That's not the point. The point is, there's no point again! Don't you miss this sentence. :)
Christmas is coming! I'm so excited! Zzz. Ah, the zzz didn't fit. Let's try again.
Christmas is coming! I'm so excited! WHEE.
You see, one thing I like about blogging is I can cheat all of your feelings by typing things I don't mean. Like WHEE. It looks happy but I can read it in a really monotonous way. HAHA. I didn't laugh. HAHA, I just did.
Okay, I was saying, Christmas is coming and I'm excited. I don't want to spend it gambling again this year. (I gambled two Christmases away last and last last year...) But I said so last year too, and I ended up gambling somewhere anyway. So I forsee I'll be gambling this Christmas too. So, festive season.
._.
No! I won't gamble this Christmas. I'll do something more meaningful like. Like. Like... Uh. Be the banker? NO. Uhhhh. Okay I don't know. Why don't you tell me what to do on Christmas. I'll be eternally grateful. But I'm not eternally alive. HAHA too bad. I'll be grateful for two days then. :)
This is such a stupid long post. Didn't I mention going back to sleep?
Oh, before I go, I should tell you something. I intended to keep it secret until I don't really know when. But I'm so eager to tell you I almost spelled eager as eagle. Wow, so big deal right.
Okay ready? Don't be too shocked okay?
I lost Sandy!
:O
Don't worry though, I've made a police report at the Imaginary Neighbourhood Imaginary Police Imaginary Post. I told them Sandy killed Ali, her kind twin, and that she's a really brutal murderer and they should lock her up when they find her. But the police there didn't say anything because I forgot to imagine them saying something. So anyway I assumed they agreed. What, do you have a problem? They're MY imaginary characters anyway.
I'm so proud of myself whenever I do my part in the mission to WASTE YOUR TIME. That mission was founded by Priscilla and I 90 centuries ago. :)
Okay lah, bye bye.
7:06:00 PM because I say so