小情歌 - Soda Green

这是一首简单的小情歌

唱着人们心肠的曲折

我想我很快乐 当有你的温热

脚边的空气转了


这是一首简单的小情歌

唱着我们心头的白鸽

我想我很适合 当一个歌颂者

青春在风中飘着


你知道 就算大雨让整座城市颠倒

我会给你怀抱

受不了 看见你背影来到

写下我 度秒如年难挨的离骚


就算整个世界被寂寞绑票

我也不会奔跑

逃不了 最后谁也都苍老

写下我 时间和琴声交错的城堡


这是一首简单的小情歌

唱着我们心头的白鸽

我想我很适合 当一个歌颂者

青春在风中飘着


你知道 就算大雨让整座城市颠倒

我会给你怀抱

受不了 看见你背影来到

写下我 度秒如年难挨的离骚


就算整个世界被寂寞绑票

我也不会奔跑

逃不了 最后谁也都苍老

写下我 时间和琴声交错的城堡


你知道 就算大雨让整座城市颠倒

我会给你怀抱

受不了 看见你背影来到

写下我 度秒如年难挨的离骚


就算整个世界被寂寞绑票

我也不会奔跑

逃不了 最后谁也都苍老

写下我 时间和琴声交错的城堡

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HELLO I'm blogging. Had been busy the past few days with OGL stuff. OGL camp was great. Tiring but fun. Slept at grand stand and froze so much I finally sympathise with snowmen. Mass dance songs are stuck in my head. Plus walk-in dance songs. Many many dance steps and I'm stressed. :(

Lol. But we're walk-in-practicing every day (including today, I'm going out later) and I think it'll take a long time to forget the steps after orientation. :O

Oh! And I went my favourite places during the external hunt. We started out at Woodlands! (And I'm supposed to know the way around but I almost led the group to the wrong direction three times. Lol.) And one of the stations was Mandai Tekong Park! That's the park 962 passes by everytime I take the bus home with Fiona! It's only a stop away from my house and I felt great when I'm not lost. Haha. :D

AND! In the afternoon we went Clark Quay. Which really rocked because guess where we went! FORT CANNING PARK. Lol. Yep, chunying's favourite place. LOL. Ha.

I'm excited about orientation and I don't know what to do about homework. :O :O :O

Oh.

I'll post Muihiang's videos next time larh. Phone's damn far away now. A MIGHTY SIX STEPS from the computer. Woah.

And! I think Soda Green's songs are damn nice.

TWO ZERO ZERO EIGHT IS SO NEAR I CAN FEEL IT BREATHING DOWN MY NECK.

That means

19th JANUARY IS VERY. VERY. VERY. NEAR!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Whoever the 14 people going the concert together BETTER memorise the lyrics well. Yes GEAD, I'm talking about you. Don't think you short Jay can't see you don't know how to sing his songs. :D

And my tagboard looks great. Jiahao is a huge gead. :)

Bye!

10:01:00 AM because I say so

Muihiang Yeo blogged the last entry.

I'm supposed to upload this really exciting clip directed by me and acted by her and a duck but I'm feeling really really tired.

OGL camp is tiring because so many station games, learning mass dances, cheering OGLS have to get high by themselves.

And zi-highing is quite tiring.

Okay, got to zhao.

Camp breaks on Friday 7.30pm. I will miss my bed.

The good news is, external hunt tomorrow and my first station is WOODLANDS! :D :D We're meeting at 8am so I can wake up at 7.30am! HAHAHAHAHAHA. I love Woodlands. :D

Okay bye bye.

PS: I hope my Christmas wish doesn't come true. ._. It's a long story.

8:17:00 PM because I say so

hello hello...
I'm at Sharon's house now... Reporting for duty of a 'always-kana-bully-de-senior'.
Am under the torment of ANG MEI GUI now...
she's using ICE BATH on me!!!
and she's siao liao... i know she loves me alot... actions speak a thousand thousand words (according to her it's a million la)
Watch out for either her blog or the bmt blog... Cause you'll see pictures of ultimate shuai/mei nu there. Thank you thank you...

12:14:00 PM because I say so

I'm staying over in school on Thursday for OGL camp! How exciting.

I didn't know there's camp on Friday too. Seems like I've to skip Friday's training too. :(

That means, today's my last training this year! :O

(I still hate the O being so near to P. I kept typing :P tsk.)

Anyway.

After training today I called Priscilla to ask if she wants to lunch, and she told me she's at Bishan with Felicia. So I ask her isn't Felicia in New Zealand. And then she told me it's not the same Felicia. Anyway, I called Layjia after that to ask if she wants to lunch with Priscilla and I but she told me she's at town. So I said nevermind, another time then.

And so I called Hanhui to ask if he wants to lunch. And then he told me he'll call me back after he makes another call. So he called me back after he made that call to say okay, and then I asked if I should ask Aaron, and he said okay. So I called Aaron to ask if he wants to lunch and he asked me now? I said, yah now. Then he said he has to bathe so I told him to hurry up.

And so I went to take MRT and then Hanhui called me to ask where do we meet so I told him anything, and he said you want to eat at Ang Mo Kio meh? I said anything and then he said Ang Mo Kio nothing to eat, let's go Bishan. So I said but then I told Aaron to go Ang Mo Kio, so he said call Aaron again lah. And then he told me to wait for him at Ang Mo Kio platform so we can take the same train to Bishan. I said okay, and then I called Aaron to tell him to meet at Bishan instead.

Then Aaron told me he just finished bathing so I told him to hurry up. And then Hanhui reached so we went Bishan Thai Express and waited for Aaron. Then Aaron called and asked where are we, so I told him Thai Express and I asked him where's he and he said he's waiting for bus outside his house. So I said faster leh. Then he asked if there's surcharge for cabs today because it's the eve of Christmas and I said I don't think so, but why you want to take cabs, just take MRT lah. Then he said you not hungry meh, and I said I'm hungry but take your time but hurry up. And he said that's contradicting and I said it's okay lah, just take MRT, don't take cabs, very expensive.

The end.

Anyway, the moral of the story is phones are very important. And that I enjoy wasting your time. :D

They kept singing some Christmas song and making me say HEY with raised arms like they do. It's super retarded. We were at the MRT station. There weren't really many people around but still. They make me want to walk far far away and pretend I don't know them.

AND. Hanhui kept singing in the train. I felt like singing the Guangyang school song to tell everyone we're proud students of Guangyang. HAHA.

Ohhhhhh. And today was really surprising because AARON, seriously AARON with the A, got Hanhui and I chocolates from Australia as Christmas presents. How uber sweet (and unlike him). Lol.

We were in a huge dilemma over what movie to watch because Aaron and I want to to watch Chipmunks but Aaron and Hanhui want to watch Warlords. Hanhui watched Chipmunks already and I watched Warlords already. Aaron hasn't watched anything. So then Hanhui said watch National Treasures and I said I don't want. Then he said it's very action and I think he expected me to say ACTION? SURE LET'S GO NOW I LOVE ACTION. But I didn't. I told him Warlords is good so he told me to watch it again and then I said I don't want to rewatch a 2hours plus movie. And so I asked him to watch Chipmunks again but he doesn't want to. :(

In the end, we didn't watch any movie because the timings were all 4pm plus and Hanhui has to be home earlier for an extended family dinner.

Christmas is TOMORROW.

I'm so excited.

...

Okay not really. I should try sounding more excited.

I'M SO EXCITED! :D :D :D :D :D

Works? ._.

I feel like I've blogged alot about nothing in particular. Don't you realise these many words can be summarised into "Today I had lunch with Hanhui and Aaron."

._.

Sandy says Merry Christmas to you. Her Christmas wish this year is to have a friend. So I'm considering whether I should have another imaginary friend so she has someone to play with. Should I?

Oh and Weeyang, I was going to take down that song the other day. But for you, I'll leave it there until you're sick of it. Why don't you just get me to send you the song? ._.

Bye.

6:04:00 PM because I say so

My two best friends came back to Singapore today and I had the longest phone conversation in 17 years. It sounds sappy but I really don't know what I'll be without them. Aww.

They were the ones who told me I sound 60% more emo on phone. That I sound like I can't wait to hang up the phone to do something that's a million times more constructive. And Can't you just say the main point and leave all the hello, bye bye, are you there out. I do?

It's 8.23pm and my mother just went out to get dinner. I heard she's going Ang Mo Kio. That's a far far place from Woodlands. Apparently she forgot to cook dinner today because she was busy watching some Korean show. And I forgot to be hungry until just now. So I woke her up and asked if she cooked dinner. And she gave me the :O expression, and I expected her to say something like, just go sleep lah, you'll forget you're hungry. But then she said no wonder she feels so hungry. So she got up and called my father who came to fetch her to Ang Mo Kio where she'll get me dinner.

And actually I feel like sleeping now already.

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I think flowers are the scariest living things on Earth because they die so quickly. I mean when you pluck them from where they're supposed to be. It shows how unadaptable they are. But then maybe if you pluck me from where I am and throw me to Africa, I'll die faster than a flower. We aren't really adaptable as well lah.

Do you remember in Primary 5, we learned from our Science textbooks that camels have large padded feet so that they don't sink into the sand and polar bears have thick white fur to protect them from the cold. I wonder what adaptations humans have. Do we even have any?

Other than special cases like Guohao who can camouflage in the dark. Why does he need that adaptation anyway ._.? Maybe he secretly lives in a very dark place like a cave and there are 74 species of predators that eat only Guohao.

... Okay nevermind.

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I feel kind of guilty for not recycling the two cans the other day after training although Sufen reminded me 3 times to recycle them.

If she becomes PAP one day (she aspires to be one, her idol is Lee Kuan Yew ._.), I'll vote for her as an apology for not recycling those two cans.

Anyway, speaking of her, she's a blardy 6 pointer who DSA into NJ. AH. 6 points DSA FER WHART. She chose NJ because it's a mugger school and her hobby happens to be mugging. She asked me once whether it's true there's a Studying Club in NJ. I told her no, there isn't. I hope she's not too disappointed.

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It's been 15 minutes since I last reported the time and I don't think I can stay awake any longer even if I continue blogging random stuff like these:

random random random random stuff random random random

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Sometimes, when I happen to know something which I'm not supposed to know, whether because I overheard, or because someone decided to trust me and tell me a secret, or because I'm simply so clever thank you and guessed it, or because I dreamed of it, I feel like I'm watching a movie because I know everything that's going on but the people acting in it doesn't.

The hard part isn't pretending like you know nothing. Just don't talk lah, what's so difficult. The hard part is to keep yourself from laughing at those who try so hard to keep you from knowing.

And if you're thinking about something, I'm telling you now, what I'm referring to is NOT what you're thinking.

I feel like I'm acting mysterious. ._.

Sometimes the white clouds cover so much of the blue sky that the sky looks white with blue clouds.

Who said the sky's blue and cloud's white anyway. Maybe it's white sky and the clouds that's blue all along.

Or maybe both the blue and white is the sky. There's no such thing as clouds. :)

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There weren't Spongebob today because they aired Martin Mystery Christmas Special. I'm sorry if you're as disappointed as I am.

That Martin show is lame.

But I think snow globes are really cute. I never had a snow globe before.

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Thinking about Physics make me sad. Even my latest grade 14 German test seems cheerier. Yes I take German, seriously.

Oaiyrafa in German means "Both the blue and the white you see up there is sky and snow globes are really cute." Yea, German is really short and sweet ain't it.

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School's reopening. -runs off crying-

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I'm getting addicted to typing all the dashes to make it seem like a line.

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Now it looks like there are 8 lanes, with Sandy and her 7 friends at the starting point ready to dash and set a new 8.5cm-record. Did you ask where's Sandy? There she is, in lane 4. Can't you see my imaginary friend?

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This post got a little too long. I probably wasted 1.2 minutes more of your time than I actually intend to. Sorry.

Bye.

PS: Why is there the word skies? Isn't there only one sky?

8:03:00 PM because I say so

Last year Christmas I sent chunying two Christmas cards because I forgot I wrote her one already and then I wrote her another one and then when I'm writing the addresses I realise two of my friends live at the same place and so I looked carefully again and they're both chunying.

._. That was a long sentence.

Anyway, one of the two Christmas cards never reached her (until now!) and I wonder where it went. I spent so much time drawing her seven wonders in that card you know. :(

This year I sent only 25 cards because I'm too busy staring at the unbelievablur vase that NEVER EVER MOVE. Can you believe it. I've a vase that doesn't move. AT ALL. :O I bet it's the only vase in this world that can stay so still.

And also because Christmas is on 25 December, and I can't send 2512 cards, or 251 cards, so I sent 25.

...

I don't know why I mentioned this.

Oh. It's CHRISTMAS soon! :D This year Christmas I won't be gambling, for a change. Wow, I feel like a much better person already. HAHA.

It's 11am soon and I've to camp beside the TV to countdown to 11.30am. SPONGEBOB. :D :D :D

You should all watch Spongebob so that when the next post shows HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA and nothing else you know what I'm laughing about.

Bye!

10:40:00 AM because I say so

It's 9.09pm, 12 hours since I last blogged.

And there's no purpose to this post except to remind you to

WATCH SPONGEBOB TOMORROW ON KIDS CENTRAL AT 1130AM.

That was hell important.

Tried homeworking today at Woodlands library with Laimeng, Guohao and Minghan. I finished... one book of comic, two pages of Minghan's grammar book, and two pages of Guohao's grammar book. And laughing till the table ran away at Laimeng's ART. LOL.

I'll upload pictures I took of Laimeng's drawing when I feel like it. Seriously, I swear even I can draw better. Poor guy she drew had eyelashes on the spectacles. Take down specs no more eyelashes. AND eyebrows that are on top of the fringe. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway.

When I saw the Physics holiday assignment, I was SURE I could apply my grade 13 German somehow.

And we were so hopeless for Chemistry.

Me: (to Laimeng) Eh, question one how to do.
LM: You ask me? I get U leh.
Me: I also U what.
LM: You how many marks? I 29 leh.
Me: HAHAHAHA! I 30!!! YAY!

...

LM: Ask him lah. (points to Minghan) He much better I think.
MH: What?
LM: Chem.
MH: I get U leh.
Me: How many marks?
MH: 35.
Me/LM: WOAH!!!! 35!
Me: How to do question one?
MH: (reads question) Don't know leh.

...

Me: Guohao you Chem how many marks?
GH: ...
Me: Guohao you Chem how many marks?
GH: ...
Me: HELLO GUOHAO? Hello hello can you hear me?
GH: ...

(Okay I made that Guohao part up. HAHA.)

Me: Guohao you Chem how many marks?
GH: ... (He really did think for a long time) 30 plus.
Me: 30 what?
GH: I think 37...
Me/LM: WOAHHHHHHH! SHEN! He is CHEM GOD.
GH: Either 37 or 27...
Me: How to do question one?
GH: ... Don't know.

._.

Ha.

Okay bye bye. Bedtime. :)

9:09:00 PM because I say so

I have been tagged!

Sorry this is what the instructions said.

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person’s tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with: I have been tagged!

Because it's Jiahao the yi tong who tagged me, and I'm such a nice person, and it's 9.02am and I've nothing to do except Physics, I'll do this. :)

FAVOURITES
favourite colour: Can't say. It's a secret. HAHA.
favourite food: Can't say. It's still a secret.
favourite movie: SECRET. Okay no, actually I like alot of movies. :)
favourite sport: JIAHAO TYPING IS NOT A SPORT. Mahjong. :D
favourite day: Monday. Which is today! Eh no, today is Saturday. Nevermind it feels like Monday. :D
favourite season: Singapore only got rainy season. ._. Uh. Spring? It sounds springy.
favourite ice-cream: Chocolate crunch! :D :D :D

CURRENTS
current mood: Moody. JIAHAO CHICKEN WINGS IS NOT A MOOD.
current clothes: Anderson PE shirt! :D
current desktop: Cartoon Jay from Wo Hen Mang.
current time: 9.09am. 0909!
current surroundings: Uh. Home? ._. Li Nan Xing is talking on Teevee.

FIRSTS
first best friend: Ng Xin Yi. LOL that was K1.
first crush: Uhhhhh. I think it was my primary school principal. He was damn charismatic can. (Much more than Albert HAHA) And he reads very nice stories from Chicken Soup for the Soul.
first movie: Uh. Monsters Inc? Who'll remember?
first lie: I told my mum I saw an UFO. Don't laugh.
first music: I didn't have spinning things above cribs. I didn't even sleep in a crib. :O Jiahao is a stupid rich kid. First music's probably someone singing. I guess it's my father. OH MY GOD. No wonder I sing like that. :(

LASTS
last drink: Teh-si.
last crush: Two days ago! I crushed all PW before throwing them away! HAHA okay this joke is so old and stupid.
last phone call: Hanhui. Actually did he say to call him back 10 minutes later or that he'll call me back 10 minutes later? ._. I waited for 2 hours and he didn't call back so maybe I heard wrongly. :O
last cd played: Soda Green's.

HAVE YOU EVER...
have you ever dated one of your good friends: Yea. My dates were all good friends.
have you ever broken the law: Uh. Vandalism? And uh. I watched my friends set fire to a tree a long time ago. No they weren't really friends, but I didn't realise it then. Ah.
have you ever been arrested: No. Poor tree.
have you ever been on tv: Yes. Primary 3 Channel 8 came KBPS to film some kid show and I acted as the monitress. LOL. I hope I burned all the tapes my mother taped.
have you ever kissed someone you dont know: No.

Random 5 things you are good at:
1. Bluffing Guohao.
2. Correcting Soonkiat's English.
3. Talking to doors.
4. Being random.
5. Laughing at JIAHAO's gead.

5 things i did today:
1. Woke up.
2. Went back to sleep.
3. Woke up again.
4. Fluff friends are cute.
5. I didn't really answer the question. Nevermind lah.

I'M GONNA TAG THESE PPL:
1. Jiahao. Cause I'm sure he did this before and I want to waste his time too.
2. Sokmui. Cause she didn't send me Christmas cards this year. :(
3. Priscilla. Cause she's Priscilla. What a great reason.
4. Laimeng. Cause Sandy says so.
5. gillian. Cause I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN A LONG TIME.

I think they read my blog. So I won't bother tagging.

It's 9.28am and I feel sleepy. :O

I hate it that O is so close to P.

._.

9:01:00 AM because I say so

I PACKED TABLY TODAY. Can you believe it.



And I found a horrifying thing.

Fiona, remember our Playdoh...?



The drumstick head spiky. After one year?

It became.



The image is so disturbing I'm sure I'll get nightmares tonight. :(

Why does playdoh turn gray? ._. If I take it out to look at it everyday for that one year, will it still have turned gray?

I threw everything away because it looked like it'll come alive at night and scare me, somehow.

You know, I found many things when packing Tably. Like 1/6 class list. LOL. And this and that. Some made me high, some freaked me out (like that playdoh Spiky), some made me stop and think but then I couldn't think.

Packing a table can be very traumatising. Especially when you find things you never expect to find again, things you don't know what to do with them.

The most traumatising thing is, I found my holiday homework. :/ Chemistry, Physics, GP. Sian.

I'm awake because I'm waiting for my dinner to come home. I like tau huay.

Do you know that the clock at my house chimes? I knew it only yesterday. I never realised it chimes hourly in the day. It was at what, 1am that day that I realise it chimes when everywhere else is so quiet. Then I paid attention to it today at it chimed at 7am, 8am, and 9am. It didn't chime from 10am to 5 or 6pm. It's stupid to be paying attention to a clock. Pretend I didn't say anything.

I think chances are meant to be missed so that people learn their lessons. So for those who didn't miss the opportunity, you missed a lesson. For those who didn't hold on to the opportunity, you miss everything because you'll forget the lesson anyway. Ha.

Today's a really sad day. :(

8:21:00 PM because I say so

For the first time in a long time, I've the time to stay home and fight with the inertia to pack Tably. Of course I lost. Willingly. Ha. Inertia always owns.

Okay lah.

I MUST PACK MY TABLE LATER.

Omgwthbbqmarshmellows. It's already 20Dec! :O School's reopening or what? :O

I really hate the keyboard sometimes because O is so near to P and I keep typing :P when I meant :O. And sometimes I type sometimes as spmetimes. Not everytime. Just sometimes when I happen to type sometimes. But everytime I type sometimes it happens. I'll end up typing spmetimes and I've to backspace to retype sometimes.

I know you didn't get it. I type sometimes wrongly everytime I type it, but I don't always type sometimes. Just sometimes. Get it?

No?

Okay hello Guohao. :)

I know there's 215408 better things for me to do than blog about sometimes being typoed (no that's not a typo. I meant to type typo. Okay so it's typo. Whatever ._.) into spmetimes. Like packing the table that WILL turn into a monster by Christmas and pose as Santa and go round terrorising little kids like me.

Or the homework that everyone is talking about.

But I can't do the homework without packing my table because! Mr HW must be somewhere IN the table. And I can't pack the table because duh, haven't you read enough of my blog to know I never ever pack my table no matter how many times I say I must/will/will if not I'll die?

Let's talk about more cheery stuff, instead of the horror behind the monstrous table and Mr HW.

Hello, how are you today? :D

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I don't know if I should go for training or war games trial tomorrow. I don't know why training and OGL stuff have to clash head on every single time. No training, no walk-in practice. Training starts at 1pm, war games trial starts at 1pm. :(

And I can't bring myself to skip OGL matters for training anymore. Not after 219641928134 missing dance practices (Yes I've to learn the dances, why are you laughing chunying). And each time I tell them I'll be late because I've to go for training, they're gone by the time training ends. And each time I tell them I'll go, I turn up for training instead. I feel irresponsible. :(

Actually I feel VERY irresponsible. Afterall I wanted to be an OGL. :( No actually I meant, I still want to be an OGL.

Actually I don't know how to continue the previous paragraph so I left it at that.

I am hungry. D:

Actually today's a rather depressing day because it's Friday soon. And tomorrow will be more depressing because if I go for training, I'll feel guilty for missing war games trial. And if I go school for war games trial, I'll feel guilty for missing training. So either way, I'll be a guilty person tomorrow. From 1pm onwards.

Or maybe if it rains very very very very very heavily, I won't feel so guilty for missing war games trial. Although they may trial indoors, they most probably will anyway, the field's not ready yet what. But whenever I say something like that, it has to be a bright and sunny day tomorrow. :(

And then I can't even imagine them canceling the war games trial because of the heavy rain. :((( No I don't have three mouths (explaining for Guohao's sake, if he even reads this), :((( just meant :( times 3, which means very sad. Get it? No? Nevermind, continue harping on the siew mai. :)

Sigh.

I never had a depressing Thursday in a long time. Depressing days are usually Fridays.

Or maybe today is Friday already.

:O Is it 21Dec already?! :O

Oh can't be. On 21Dec I'll either be at YCK sports hall or in school.

THAT'S THE PROBLEM DAMN IT. Why did I have to remind myself again. :(

Okay bye bye. I'll go brood over this problem a little longer before deciding trivial matters like packing the table shall wait. :)

2:48:00 PM because I say so

Missed dinner. :( Slept from 3pm till now, 12.40am because I was so tired.

But my very nice brother just cooked me Campbell's soup. :)

I forgot what I wanted to say.

Happy Thursday! :D

Okay bye bye.

12:38:00 AM because I say so

It is bad luck not to give an individual name to every ant you see, for the rest of your life!

I read that book again when I was at Borders the other day. Now I remember where I got the idea that when you search Google on Google, the world will spin round in confusion and collapse into a tiny black dot. HAHA.

And the It take the beaks of seven penguins to make one penguin biscuit. LOL.

It's 9.11pm and I'm appearing offline because I'm supposed to be asleep.

Here

:)

I think my mother makes fantastic jelly.

Oh. And Warlord is good. But Chipmunks will be better. :(

I'm kind of sad today because I got reminded of some emo stuff.

More jelly. Then bed. :)

8:36:00 PM because I say so

I want to watch Enchanted, ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS and Warlords. I can't even remember the last movie I watched. It must have been a really long time ago.

But then everyone's so busy. Okay not really. I've been busy. But still. I WANT TO WATCH CHIPMUNKS! :D

I'm free on Saturday and Sunday this week. Who wants to watch movies? :)

:O

December's ending! Great! I can't wait for 19th January. But I hope 2008 never comes. Can't we just fast forward to 19th January 2008 and then time travel back to 1st January 2007 and let's restart J1 all over again. I don't mind redoing PW if it means I get another year before A's, before graduating, before no more EZee link student concession, before I have to turn 18.

I can't take the fact that we're growing up so fast and there's nothing we can do to slow it down.

On a lighter note, did you watch Spongebob yesterday? Yesterday's episode was SO FUNNY. Hahahahahaha. Spongebob really cheers people up you know. Just watch one episode and I bet you'll be hooked. Totally. :D

It's on Kids Central every Sunday at 1130am. Watch it. I swear it'll make you happy. :)

Oh. And it's 8 days to Christmas! Aren't you excited? :D

It's 5.16pm and I'm sleepy. It feels like 11.30pm actually.

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These few days had been. I don't know how to continue the sentence. I don't even know how to start telling you what I'm thinking. Uh.

You know, all the ceremonial stuff that happens when someone passes away, sometimes I wonder if we're doing so because we love the one that passed on, or because we do so to make ourselves feel better, because we love ourselves too much to allow grief.

Like, do they pray so she will rest in peace or do they pray so they will feel better. So at least there's something we can do. Like a desperate attempt to show we're in control when obviously nobody can bring her back to life.

But thoughts like these aren't allowed to last more than ten seconds, or otherwise it'll seem a little too unfilial. It sounds a little like complaining. But I aren't complaining, I was just, wondering.

Nobody really understands this. I bet you don't understand what I'm trying to say. And I don't know how to phrase what I think without sounding cynical. Nevermind...

I'll get some sleep. And stop thinking too much. :(

Bye bye.

4:54:00 PM because I say so

I'm still feeling kind of sleepy even after 14hours of knockout last night. I wonder why.

Anyway, photos of Anderson badminton chalet 07.



From left: Yongkiat, Wilson, Weeyang, Yongyuan and Spiky. I forgot why they were putting their arms over one another but it's such a warm lovely brotherly shot. :') Aw.



Spiky! And a drumstick. So ji tui tou da xia. Haha. Phiphi (his dog, what retarded name ._.)will be more attracted to that drumstick instead of its owner. Haha. You should see that dog man. It looks like it's pregnant with 74 puppies. LOL. No, the dog wasn't at the chalet ._. I was just being random.



Alexis, Weian (basketballer who crashed the chalet) and Fiona.



Pasir Ris park at night. Wilson was next to Yongyuan, behind Spiky. We talked for a long time and Weeyang got high talking about Sec 1 times but then we had to leave the place because the mosquitoes that we thought should be sleeping are awake and buffeting on us. Ha.

And if you're wondering where Jaslyn went in all the pictures, or if you're Junjie and is dying to see Jaslyn somewhere, she just happened to be beside me when I took the pictures. Lol.





After we left the park we went Macs but it was far too comfortable so Weeyang and Wilson fell asleep. Yongyuan tried everything to wake Weeyang up. LOL. To the extent he imitated the Nokia alarm tone, ascending some more. HAHAHAHA. Should have videoed it down lah, that was really classic. Haha.



YES. THAT'S JOAN. JOAN TOO JIE YING. The last time I saw her was what, last year's chalet? :O



:D :D :D :D :D :D



With Vivian and Melissa!



Uhh. Doubles players? ._. Spiky and Vivian were wearing couple shirts! :D



Jaslyn and Spiky, the pair of bridgers that aspire to take down Weeyang and I. Haha. :D



JOAN Jaslyn and Melissa.



Weeyang and Spiky! I don't understand why they won't stand up straight. I thought only short people bend forward so that if they look short in the photo they still can say they aren't standing straight. ._. Shit I shouldn't tell you what I always do. :O

And then because it's so rare that Joan is around, we try to find some excuse for each of us to take a picture with her...



The SP people. :D



Fourone 06 people. :D



Uh. Doubles pair in Sec 1! :D



Uhh. Both wearing black! :D



Uhhhhhh. Fellow team mate...? ._. LOL.



More fellow team mates! :D (Joan is not so tall, what a liar. HAHA.)



Uhhhhhhhhhhhh. Okay I give up, I can't find any similarity between them. Maybe they both play badminton. Okay fine everyone there do. ._. LOL.

I wish I can show you how suave Melvin is but because I can't post his photos, I can only tell you how suave he is. So here goes: MELVIN IS VERY SUAVE. Okay done.

:)

Anyway, the chalet wasn't fantastic but it was great enough because of the company. And I'm glad things cleared up (it did, right?) and that everything's alright at the end of the day... Or so I guess.

I just hope that Fiona understands nobody for once blamed her for anything, because we know afterall it's her chalet. And everything they did, or we did, we considered her above anything else. We know she's in a difficult position and we did our best to not put her in a spot already. Maybe our best wasn't enough, or maybe when too many misunderstandings stack above one another, it'll take a long time to uncover the one that spark off everything.

But please understand, we didn't come and expect everything to be perfect. You know, I felt my heart sting when I heard that. Maybe he didn't mean it, maybe he meant it as a joke. Maybe he wasn't trying to be sarcastic and I'm reading too much into things. But still. Can't you be a little more tactful. I'm not even invisible.

But what's over is over and it's still a relief the chalet didn't end on an unhappy note. :)

4:24:00 PM because I say so

Hello I'm sleepy.

But I believe if I go on sleeping I'll die in my sleep. And I don't want to die yet. Not when I haven't top Physics. HAHA. Okay I don't need to die already. HA.

Past few days had been rather busy. So busy that the bee got jealous and stung me. Not really, I made that up. But you get the idea of how busy I was. No? Too bad then. Haha.

Actually I wanted to blog about the badminton chalet and how cute Jacky (my cousin's son) was and of course Melvin. (One day if he ever reads my blog he's going to freak out at how much I idolise him ._.) But then I'm sleepy. So actually I should just go to sleep.

So I'm going to sleep now. And Sandy is going to blog on my behalf.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Don't you feel like an idiot whenever you read my blog? LOL.

Okay anyway, here's Sandy blogging -----

Hello! I'm not muddy, not slippery but SANDY! Don't you just miss me. I know you do. Anyway, here's what happened to Meigui for the past 3 days! Are you ready? No? Too bad, I'm going to start anyway! :D

On Wednesday, Meigui went to support Spiky and Weeyang in their doubles at Tampines. Unfortunately, they lost because actually-I-don't-know-why-too. They weren't on their best form but it's okay because Spiky learned a new Chinese phrase! That one about shi bai being cheng gong's mother. :D

Anyway, they had lunch after that at Burger King and look! Cute children with paper crowns!



And look! Spiky trying to act children with his paper crown!



Close-up!



Sometimes Meigui and I really wonder how he can get SO spastic.

Oh, and then Meigui and the others left for Downtown east to check in to their badminton chalet. But then she could only stay around for half an hour before she left for her grandmother's one year anniversary thinger.

There's nothing much to say about that because it was like deng seh hong part 2 and it was pretty tiring and all. Meigui didn't sleep that night because she had to stay around and guard the place.

Thursday was much more fun because of Jacky. Jacky is Meigui's cousin's son, so in a way he's her nephew although he doesn't call her Auntie. Actually Jacky doesn't even acknowledge Meigui's presence no matter how hard she waved, smiled, played peek-a-boo at him. He ignored her to the extent she tried to scare him. He didn't cry though, he continued ignoring her. :(

But nevertheless, Meigui was crazy over how cute he is. Just look at this.



SO CUTE ISN'T IT. Meigui swears her children are going to be as cute as this in the future. He's mixed blood though. Explains why he can get so cute. You know, his eyelashes are as long as half Meigui's little finger. THAT'S VERY LONG. :D :D :D



Most of the other shots are pictures like these, where he didn't pose for the picture and Meigui took the liberty of tou pai-ing him.



Oh, and he's a really hyperactive kid and Meigui had a really hard time taking pictures of him because he always run out of the picture after she presses the shutter. D:

Meigui returned to continue blogging because she got excited when I mentioned Jacky.



And this is Apple, Jacky's sister. She's also damn adorable. I bet the family will grow up and break many many hearts out there. Aw.



Running Apple! ._.



The taller girl that Jacky is touching is Jacky's and Apple's big sister, Michelle. She's older so she isn't as cute as the other two but she's really really pretty. I hope my future 7 children will be so cute too.



Heart throb Jacky. He posed for me in this picture because I was leaving already and he knew it'll be a long time before we meet again so he got emotional and told me actually he likes me alot and won't mind posing a picture for me. OKAY LAH. I forced him to. LOL.

And then I went for the badminton chalet at Downtown east (again!) and I'll blog about it another time because 90% of the pictures I have in my phone of the chalet are pictures of Melvin which I tou pai again. And I can't post his pictures up here because according to Fiona, some girls are so crazy about him they go round finding Melvin's pictures and saving them and go round telling others that's his boyfriend. Okay no, I made the last part about the boyfriend up. That's something I intend to do. HAHAHA.

So, I'll wait till Spiky sends me the pictures and then I'll blog about it in a separate entry.

But I have to say, Weeyang, Yongyuan, Yongkiat, Wilson, Spiky and Jaslyn are the best people on Earth because they changed their mind and stayed overnight so that I won't be a loner. :D :D :D :D

And I love them so much if anyone of them is kidnapped, I'll skip one episode of Spongebob to rescue them. Okay maybe two episodes.

AND speaking of Spongebob, do you know that Melvin wore a Spongebob shirt during the chalet. I almost melted. PLUS, he had a Spongebob pillow. -melts

I guess I can post the picture of his pillow up. Haha.



Yep that's his pillow. HOW CUTE IS THAT LARH. :D

Okay and then on Friday, after waking up from half an hour of sleep, I went for training at Yio Chu Kang. :O That half an hour of sleep was horror because Melvin kicked me 4 times and I ignored it 3 times since he's afterall Melvin. But the 4th time I got up and told him to stop kicking me but he just stretched out his legs and took the only spot I can possibly sleep. But he looks so cute when he's sleeping I can't bring myself to get angry with him. HAHAHA eagle-eyed boy shang shen! :D

So anyway, I went for training and I almost died of shiwuflasonism. Shiwuflasonism is a medical condition that arises when you don't get enough sleep. Seriously.

And then after training I went Sakae with Fiona and Jeremy. MELVIN came to find us for awhile before going to shop for his sister's birthday present. He's damn nice. Aw. If only I'm young again. :(

Came home after that and I slept the night away before waking up at 7.30am to go school to paint Solaris banners.

I'll blog about the chalet when Spiky sends me the pictures and I'll try to take my eyes off Melvin's photos in the meantime. LOL.

Oh, and today I met up with Priscilla and Sokmui. The last time I saw them was July.

And! I won't be gambling this Christmas anymore! :D

Cold Pocky that's left in the fridge for a day totally owns. I like.

Bye!

4:44:00 PM because I say so

I like Ferris wheels. Not the tiny one at Escape theme park. Those HUGE ones where you're really high up there when you're at the highest point.

They're building one right now and it's open from Valentine's Day next year.

But it's weird to take Ferris wheels alone. Actually it's weird for anyone other than couples to take Ferris wheels. The whole ride is 33 minutes, for the new one they're building, and imagine talking to yourself in that carriage for 33 minutes. I think even Jiaming will go crazy.

I don't know why I'm so random. Maybe it's the rain. It makes me cold and random. Lol no link.

I hope it'll stop raining so that they don't have to BBQ in the rain on Thursday like we did last year.

When it's raining, everyone is less high because you can't shout HEY COME ON it's a bright sunny day let's go out to play! ._. And there's alot of things you can't do in the rain.

Things you can't do when it's raining:

1. Sun-watching
2. Flying birds-watching
3. Clothes on bamboo sticks-watching
4. Which puddle of water is more still-competition
5. Who can open the window the fastest-competition
6. Campfires

Let's sing the Campfire Song song.

Lets gather around the campfire
And sing our campfire song
Our C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G song
And if you don't think that we can sing it faster then you're wrong
But it'll help if you just sing along

Patrick:
Pam Pam Pam...

SpongeBob:
C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G song
C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G song
And if you dont think that we can sing it faster then you're wrong
But it'll help
It'll help
If you just sing along!

...

I must get Spongebob out of my head. He's so dangerous.

5:51:00 PM because I say so

I've been wondering, in some rare and sacred dead time, the whole world stopped for the briefest moment. Like a miracle of silence. Secretly, there's always this moment, an unexpected pause, a hesitation as one day is left behind and a new one begins. I read that somewhere.

These moments are there, but nobody notices them because they rarely last longer than a flicker of thought.

Those times when all traffic lights synchronise red, hundreds of pairs of feet resting on the accelerator, and hundreds of pairs of eyes fixed on the lights, all waiting for the green. For that brief moment, it happens, nobody moved.

And it is a pause worth savouring, because the world will soon be complicated again.

I mean, sometimes we take things so for granted we don't realise there's hardly a second of silence around us. Silence is so easily broken. By falling pieces of papers, air-con, rain, breathing, anything natural or man-made.

This isn't an emo post. I'm not even sad. I'm just, hungry. :(

PRISCILLA! I'm free tomorrow in the afternoon! :) Can't go Anderson badminton chalet because it won't make sense to go for such a short while. Tomorrow night and Thursday morning is reserved for some ceremony to mark my grandmother's first death anniversary. Yep, that reminds me, I'll have to miss Thursday's morning training too.

Uh.

Today at 11.30am, I travelled from the hall to the amphi to learn Solaris's walk-in dance. I mention this because I feel sad TRYING to dance after looking at Aiwei dance. I tong shou tong jiao around 20 times (in the 15 minutes where I was learning the dance). And I'm dead sure even Yixuan can dance better than me. :O I hope he doesn't read this. Haha.

I don't know what else to say already.

Coach turned so black I told him to go compare with Erusha. He walked to where Erusha was and looked at Erusha, looked at himself, looked at Erusha again, looked at himself again, and then nothing happened already. I don't know what's his conclusion because he didn't walk back to where I was. Ha.

My point is, THERE! -points-

Okay lah, that wasn't really funny. I'll try harder next time.

It's 4.44pm. How unlucky. Bye!

4:25:00 PM because I say so

It feels like my head's going to burst.

Do you sometimes get that you're turning crazy feeling? Like you're feeling extremely nervous and you don't know what you're nervous about. And every single thing you do seems to be double its speed even though you're deliberately slowing down to calm yourself down? And every slow song you listen to seems to be fast?

It's as if something terrible happened, like maybe Spongebob ditched Patrick or something.

It feels like, the whole brain disintegrated into 1cm by 1cm pieces and now it's moving around, fixing itself back like a jigsaw puzzle.

...

Actually it just feels like a bad fever. I can feel my eyelids turning hot.

Or maybe I have sixth sense and Spongebob took over the world without me knowing. HA.

Or maybe I just slept too much.

._.

Okay I should go back to sleep. May the jigsaw brain complete by the time I wake up.

And oh, I haven't wrote a letter to Santa this year. I don't really have wishes though. Except for Jay to stand beside beside me on 19th January next year, and for Spongebob and Patrick to be best friends forever, and to know how to cycle without having to learn it, and that printer that will stop printing as and when it feels like it, and for it to stop raining, and...

Okay, I meant to say, I don't really have alot of wishes.

Speaking of the rain, it's been raining so much these few days. I wonder why? Is it monsoon now? Ha, should have paid attention during Sec3 Geography. Anyway, rain makes me depressed because I can't go out to play.

No. Actually it just makes me cold. Colder than I already am each time I finish bathing. I can't stand bathing with warm water. I tried yesterday and I didn't feel clean enough so I bathed in cold water again.

That's not the point. The point is, there's no point again! Don't you miss this sentence. :)

Christmas is coming! I'm so excited! Zzz. Ah, the zzz didn't fit. Let's try again.

Christmas is coming! I'm so excited! WHEE.

You see, one thing I like about blogging is I can cheat all of your feelings by typing things I don't mean. Like WHEE. It looks happy but I can read it in a really monotonous way. HAHA. I didn't laugh. HAHA, I just did.

Okay, I was saying, Christmas is coming and I'm excited. I don't want to spend it gambling again this year. (I gambled two Christmases away last and last last year...) But I said so last year too, and I ended up gambling somewhere anyway. So I forsee I'll be gambling this Christmas too. So, festive season.

._.

No! I won't gamble this Christmas. I'll do something more meaningful like. Like. Like... Uh. Be the banker? NO. Uhhhh. Okay I don't know. Why don't you tell me what to do on Christmas. I'll be eternally grateful. But I'm not eternally alive. HAHA too bad. I'll be grateful for two days then. :)

This is such a stupid long post. Didn't I mention going back to sleep?

Oh, before I go, I should tell you something. I intended to keep it secret until I don't really know when. But I'm so eager to tell you I almost spelled eager as eagle. Wow, so big deal right.

Okay ready? Don't be too shocked okay?

I lost Sandy!

:O

Don't worry though, I've made a police report at the Imaginary Neighbourhood Imaginary Police Imaginary Post. I told them Sandy killed Ali, her kind twin, and that she's a really brutal murderer and they should lock her up when they find her. But the police there didn't say anything because I forgot to imagine them saying something. So anyway I assumed they agreed. What, do you have a problem? They're MY imaginary characters anyway.

I'm so proud of myself whenever I do my part in the mission to WASTE YOUR TIME. That mission was founded by Priscilla and I 90 centuries ago. :)

Okay lah, bye bye.

7:06:00 PM because I say so

Just woke up from a Spongebob dream. Too much Spongebob is getting into my head and I'm starting to believe that's kind of unhealthy.

Nevertheless, today's episode was god awesome.

Patrick: SPONGEBOB! I HAVE TO GET OUTTA TOWN! AHHHHHHH!
Spongebob: Why Patrick?
Patrick: BECAUSE SOMEBODY TOLD ME I'VE TO GET OUTTA TOWN! AHHHH!
Spongebob: AHHHHHHHH! Here, have a lemonade.
Patrick: Oh, thank you. AHHHHHHHH!
Spongebob: But who was it?
Patrick: Hmmmm. (deep thought) I don't know. But he has... a... brieeeeeefcase. AHHHHH!
Spongebob: A brieeeeeeeeffcase? AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! YOU GOT TO GET OUTTA TOWN!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

And then Patrick disguised as a freak ugly female star named Patricia. ROFL.

I don't understand how anyone can resist watching Spongebob. HAHAHAHA. :D

8:21:00 PM because I say so

Eagle

Eyed

Boy!

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Watch those videos! I laughed like mad HAHAHAHAHAHA.

:D

4:14:00 PM because I say so

广岛之恋 - 莫文蔚 & 张洪量

你早就该拒绝我
不该放任我的追求
给我渴望的故事
留下丢不掉的名字

时间难倒回
空间易破碎
二十四小时的爱情
是我一生难忘的美丽回忆

越过道德的边境
我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉
误解了快乐的意义

是谁太勇敢说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天眼睁睁看着
爱从指缝中溜走还说再见

不够时间好好来爱你
早该停止风流的游戏
愿被你抛弃就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局

不够时间好好来恨你
终于明白恨人不容易
爱恨消失前用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
爱过你爱过你爱过你

越过道德的边境
我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉
误解了快乐的意义

是谁太勇敢说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天眼睁睁看着
爱从指缝中溜走还说再见

不够时间好好来爱你
早该停止风流的游戏
愿被你抛弃就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局

不够时间好好来恨你
终于明白恨人不容易
爱恨消失前用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
爱过你爱过你爱过你

No there's no hidden meaning at all. I just happen to hear this song and like it. Sokmui stop thinking I've got a boyfriend.

Besides, there's no hidden meaning in anything. What you hear, what I say is what it is. You can choose not to believe it, but you should have given me that little chance to defend myself if you choose to say you don't believe me. I didn't lie, I won't lie when I talk to friends. Or so I thought you were. That's how I am, and if anyone else were to doubt me, I probably won't be as sad as I am already.

I'm super sad today and I don't know who to talk to.

I felt like the worst kind of person on Earth when I apologised to make myself feel better. How selfish is that.

Is this not the 4th entry I posted today. Maybe I should do something more constructive like packing Tably.

...

Nevermind. I think I'm afraid of my table. I don't even want to go near it.

Bye bye.

2:51:00 PM because I say so

I'm sorry.

11:58:00 AM because I say so

Yang Guang Zai Nan FULL MV. Jay is SO SHUAI I can't take my eyes off him.



Zui Chang De Dian Ying FULL MV. Sound quality is bad but it's the best I can find on Youtube. Still, the MV rocks.



And for Laimeng's sake, Wo Bu Pei MV. This song still makes me cry.



:)

10:14:00 AM because I say so

I SAW

-drums roll-

WEEYANG YESTERDAY! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

You know, I was feeling rather down after traveling all the way from Woodlands to Hougang just to train. So when I finally reached the sports hall, I was sianed from the long bus rides. And then I turned and I saw this figure in AJ PE teeshirt walking in my direction.

Is that... Weeyang!?!

No man, I must be dreaming. I must be thinking of him too much. Soon Spiky and Jaslyn will appear and we'll start playing Bridge in the middle of nowhere. I AM HALLUCINATING.

But then no! That figure didn't disappear or start laughing at me for being stupid enough to hallucinate him. And guess what! When I shouted WEEYANG!, he shouted MEIGUI!

:O

IT IS WEEYANG!!!!!

Hahahaha. And then we jumped around the court like we both tio 4D.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Oh. I just remembered, Spiky told me to convince Weeyang to stay over on the 2nd night of Anderson badminton chalet because it's FOS and FOJJ's Weeyang's and my winning night. :D Weeyang! Stop ditching us for training. :(

I've nothing else to say, again. Zzz.

Except that I'm trying to ignore the fact that. That. Perhaps she didn't mean it.

Or maybe I shouldn't blame her for not understanding me well enough when I can't say anymore that I understand her too. I thought I do, but I don't. And again and again and again, it's not what she said, or what others think that bother me as much as what she was thinking.

This is so. I don't know what adjective to use to continue the sentence.

:(

I shouldn't have started thinking about it.

!

Bye bye.

9:46:00 AM because I say so

I miss Chingwen and Weilong.

Yes I have a friend called Weilong. Not that thing blocking the cars from entering the carpark at Downtown East. I don't make friends with ALL inanimate objects. :O

Lol. I should have taken a picture of that. But I thought, what for, he's not even in Singapore. I kind of forgot that he'll return (duh).

For the first time in a long time, I'm not training to training! ._. I'm busing to training. Because it's not YCK today but Hougang. How exciting.

That reminds me, have I returned the charger? :O Don't tell me it's on the table... :O :O :O :O :O

Uh oh. I highly suspects that table has eaten the charger already.

I WILL SERIOUSLY PACK THE TABLE. VERY SOON.

(Where's Huiming?)

Okay I'm going to be late. Bye bye.

12:21:00 PM because I say so

18 hours of sleep made me miss dinner and my gastric aches for the first time since Sec3.

And. I failed to find Actal among the not-so-scary-anymore monster called my table. (I half packed it that day. Actually I didn't really pack anything. I stacked everything to the side, that's all. HA.)

BREAKFAST! Bye bye.

8:56:00 AM because I say so

LOL.

Yang Guang Zai Nan 2 minutes MV preview HERE

Che 2 minutes MV preview HERE

Cai Hong FULL MV HERE

I love Jay in YGZN. He's omgwthbbqmarshmellows shuai larh. -jumps. But Che is kind of Ben Cao Gang Mu-y. And it's so dark I can't even see his face. D: Cai Hong's those sappy sad love stories like Feng. Jay is a very emo guy. Ha.

That's all I wanted to say. Bye bye.

5:45:00 PM because I say so

Heroes, that English serial that's really addictive, mentioned something about the human mind controlling everything of a person. And then Chandra Suresh said if a person had a soul, the soul will be in the brain and that the brain makes decisions both consciously and unconsciously.

But then.

Why is it that when your heart breaks, figuratively, like when you're really really upset, it's not the brain that hurts?

._.

So the stupid heart only pumps blood and pumps oxygen and pumps other things round the body and does nothing else? Really?

Why do people draw the heart shape like that (<3) anyway? Who started drawing that stupid shape and naming it heart or love when it doesn't even look like the thing they print in our Science textbooks in primary6.

I think I should be 4 years old again so I can go round asking adults these questions and stun them when they realise they don't know the answers too. Not that I can't go round asking these questions now. But it's weird. Because whenever I ask questions like these people give me weird looks and start wondering which kind of freak I am. I mean, if I'm 4 years old, they won't be so mean to someone who asks weird questions. They'll go, ohmy, this kid is so curious, so inquisitive, and thinks so deeply! But at 17 years old, people think THIS PERSON IS WEIRD.

:(

I'm not weird LAH. :(

On a happier note, aw, I forgot what's on the happier note. AH. Now I don't have anything to be happy about. D:

Training... To training. YAY.

If typing YAY meant I'm happy then. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Bye bye.

9:01:00 AM because I say so