我不配
詞：方文山 / 曲： 周杰倫

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去

你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里

电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉 已经不对
我努力 在挽回
一些些 因该体贴
的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪

这感觉 已经不对
我最后 才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅 的情节
你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪
多憔悴
而我心碎 你受罪
你的美 我不配

Emo song.

Jay's On the Run released on 6th but I only collected it on the 7th. Guess why? Ha, I can't remember too. As in, I can't remember the reason why I collected it on the 7th, not because I forgot it's released on the 6th. Ha.

Oh. I think it's because I left home rather early and the shop at Woodlands wasn't open. And then I didn't go home on the 6th because GUESS WHAT! I went to study overnight with chunying and gillian at GUESS WHERE! Changi Airport. LOL. Okay I didn't study. chunying studied Econs and gillian did Maths. While I did colouring. HA.

Then at 4am to 5am on Wednesday morning, it was raining like mad so we were all freezing and I suddenly missed my bed at home so much. Anyway, reached home at what, 7am? Bathed and told my mother to wake me up at ten before going to sleep. Laimeng woke me up at 11.58am via handphone and it took me ten seconds to realise I have 2 minutes to get to YCK. Ha.

And you know what my mother said? She thought I meant 10pm.

._.

I've three issues of U Weekly at home because my mother, brother and I all didn't know each of us bought it. Ha. And my mother, brother and I all bought it for me. -.- Who wants free U Weekly with Jay on the cover?

By the way, I still need a blindfold and whistle for YLTC.

AND. My table is overflowing, again. Soon, it's going to turn into a huge monster and start eating my family members. I've to pack it. Soon.

Oh, yesterday at training, Anderson Sec was training at YCK sports hall too and I got high because I saw Melvin. HAHAHA. He's that super shuai junior who's three years younger than me, two years younger than Fiona and who Fiona and I always go crazy over. So yesterday I was high when telling the rest how shuai that shuai junior of mine is. :D I think he's damn freaked out by me though. HAHA.

I'm bored.

I realise how sad my life is because it's all trainings, and when there's no trainings, it's BBQ or chalet or another BBQ, or more trainings, or another training. If not it's BBQ. Otherwise, it'll be chalet. Or BBQ again. Then training.

It's so predictable I sympathise with Krishna.

I need more surprises. Like how my table may turn into a monster and start eating my family members. I need that kind of thrill.

I hate it when I'm not excited.

Where's PW when I need it. PW always keep me really excited. HAHA. Okay that was a joke. Why didn't you laugh?

Anyway, I think turd is a funny word. Like TURD! Funny right?

HAHAHAHAHAHA. That was retarded.

Okay bye bye! :D

11:11:00 AM because I say so