Do I, really?

I probably know what I feel but I'm dead sure I don't know what I want.

9:52:00 PM because I say so

HELLO. I'm in a good mood because of the ultra spastic people from Anderson badminton! :D

So yesterday, we surprised Jenna because it's her birthday two days ago. Hilarious man. I haven't laughed so much for a long time. :D



While waiting for Spiky. Who was late for one hour plus! Haha. We were supposed to meet at 6pm and his school ended at 6pm. Ha. Yongyuan was the latest without any excuse. AND he lives in Yishun (we met at Yishun). Lol.



Fiona's sad because she's not in the previous picture.



Fiona, Yongkiat (with a damn act cute jersey saying Kit Kat), Jaslyn, Jeremy, WILSON and Yongyuan!



Finally Spiky appeared.

Then we went to have dinner somewhere near the interchange. There's nothing much to say about the dinner except THE DRINKS THAT WE BOUGHT.



We nian qing ren obviously buy drinks like coke, sarsi, green tea or lemon tea. But guess what YONGYUAN bought?



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Who drinks this during dinner larh?

Moreover, the coffeeshop was kind of warm and Yongyuan (he was sitting beside me) started perspiring BUT he insists on drinking the hot cup of teh.

One hour later



Hahahahahahahaha. Damn spastic.

Then! We went to Jenna's house. Time was 9plus at night.



On the bus. I forgot the entire content of what we talked about but I know it's super funny. And it revolves around Wilson being two persons because of his ever-growing chest and Yongyuan being half a person. Haha. And Yongyuan trying to teach Wilson how to look out for where to alight later when he takes bus back to his chalet at Pasir Ris. So nice of him right. Came all the way from Pasir Ris. Aw.

So anyway, we reached the corridor outside her house and then we realised we don't have a plan. ._. Haha and we were trying to keep our voices down but it's near impossible with Spiky around. Haha. So we tried to come up with some sort of plan in 1 minute. So I said Spiky go shout GARANG GUNI then say you want to buy Jenna. It was a joke larh. But then he OKAY and charged. LOL. You should have seen the look on Jaslyn's face. HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, we found out from her father later that she was bathing. Ha, lucky for us. So her father let us into her house and we waited.



This was her cake on the table. It's a towel actually. Haha.



While waiting for her to come out. I don't know what's with Fiona's pose too. HAHA. And Spiky's. Spastics.

And then she came out!



IN HER PYJAMAS! HAHAHAHAHA.



We gave her her towel cake and told her to open it up and eat it. Haha. But she was smart enough to realise the cake isn't a cake. Haha.



Here's the real cake! :D Bought by Wilson! Hahaha. He's forever the one buying the cake. :) And there's forever no lighter to light the candles.

Anyway, this time we're at Jenna's house so she went to take a lighter and when she came out, she very automatically went forward to light the candles before we stopped her. How can she light her own candle and then blow it out on her own? LOL.



Fiona lighting the candles. :D



Group photo! I like this picture alot! :D See our hands! That victory sign pose originated from Fiona. She has a damn spastic picture of her when she was young and that was how she posed. HAHAHA.

And then Jenna went to change so she can send us out. While waiting, I tried taking pictures of Wilson to show you how humongous his chest is.



But he was camera shy!



And he was dumb enough to hide behind, of all people, Yongyuan. Like got use like that. Yongyuan can't even cover half of Wilson. HAHA.



On the way back. :)



That's a picture of the four best bridge buddies. Who says Weeyang wasn't there? He's right beside Spiky. Due to his obsession with badminton, he's turned into badminton rackets! WOAH. Hahahaha.



Fiona Thia Muaha! Oh my god, that reminds me. I haven't packed that scary table. :O



Yongkiat! :D



Yongyuan! The one who drinks hot teh. HAHA. AND AND AND. He forgot his bag at Jenna's house. HAHAHA. How can anyone forget his bag?! -dies laughing



Spiky Tan!



Wilson DNG! :D He brought an umbrella to paddle his canoe back to Pasir Ris. HAHA.

And lastly



Birthday girl Jenna! :D Haha Yongyuan told her the soft toy produces a sound when you press the stomach. And she was gu-llible enough to believe him. HAHAHA.

Lol. And she made a speech in the bus. Serious, she really listened to me and stood in front of the bus to make a thank you speech. LOL.



:)

And! I miss WEEYANG. I really can't remember how he looks like already. :(

Bye!

9:17:00 AM because I say so

My table turned into a monster yesterday and started eating my family members. HAHAHAHA. -.- Okay sorry. I meant, the table overflowed with papers, TYS, files, construction paper, mess tins, insect repellent, watches, bags, telephone, graphic calculator, strepsils (left over from the last time I fell sick :O), chargers, contact lists blah blah blah blah.

So I decided to pack the table. :O

Later. I will do it before it really turns into a monster and start eating my family members.

Later = Anytime soon = Not so soon actually = Maybe next month? = Maybe next year? = Maybe never :D = MONSTER = Bye bye family members

HUIMING. Where's the Huiming who packs tables like the best table packer on Earth and maybe Mars.

Why do I have so many things in the first place? Does your table overflow like mine? The table isn't even small. It's bigger than me. It's bigger than TWO of me. Or maybe three. So where do all the things come from? :O

Maybe someone secretly adds something to the table everyday. Without me knowing. Or maybe the papers give birth to smaller pieces of paper or maybe Sandy is hiding under all those papers. Or maybe the insect repellent attracts mosquitoes and the mosquitoes built their house among the things. I KNOW LIAO. It's the MESS tins. It makes the table messy. HAHAHAHA. Okay sorry. ._.

Seriously, everytime I tell myself to pack Tably (name of my table), I give up when I see it. I wanted to take a picture of it to show you. But Tably is camera shy. HA. No actually, I doubt the whole table with the things that overflowed from the table can fit into one picture. It's that scary.

And sometimes I hope my mother or father will care a little more and make me pack the table. The point is they don't. Maybe if my mother threatens to stop buying me HL milk if I don't pack my table I'll pack it.

Oh. You know, last night I really felt like eating ice cream so I walked to Vista Point to buy ice cream at 8.30pm. It was raining so I decided to walk the path I don't usually walk which is under the HDB blocks. Key words I DON'T USUALLY WALK. And so, yah. I thought I knew the way. But I got lost and ended up at I-don't-know-where. And it was at night so everything looked different from what it looks like in the day. -.- I took 45 minutes going there and back. -laughs at self.

I like eating ice cream when the weather's cold. :D

Anyway, I was talking about the table.

I think if you play Hide and Seek at my house, you can hide ON the table and no one can find you.

Ah. I should stop complaining and just pack Tably.

Okay I'll do so by tomorrow. If I don't I'll wear goggles and run around Toa Payoh central. Oh my god. I'LL DO SO BY TOMORROW. I don't want to lose Fiona as a spastic mate. She'll be angry with me if she knew I told the world about what she did when she was young. You know, spastic things like WEARING GOGGLES AND RUNNING AROUND TOA PAYOH CENTRAL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I didn't say anything.

When I've finished packing Tably, which is by tomorrow, I'll take a picture of Tably and show you how neat it can actually be. Oh, it's camera shy. I'll try convincing it then. :)

Somebody told me I'm getting delusional because I'm naming inanimate objects and over-personificating them. I'm not, okay. Don't you feel happier thinking things around you have a life of their own? No? Okay so I'm getting delusional, happy?

Lalala.

I used to think % meant zero upon zero. Why did I mention that?

Oh, and the secret code didn't mean anything. I bet you guessed it too. Ha ha.

Bye! :)

9:42:00 AM because I say so

I miss everything about Anderson.

And one year later I'll have graduated from NJ and am an adult. Omgwthbbqmarshmellows. I don't want to grow up so fast.

Training later. Why am I so sad.

On a lighter note, I saw Tiny yesterday at YCK stadium and he gave the NJ people the impression that Andersonians are crazy. We aren't, alright, it's just him.

I'm kind of late for the 9.15am training but not late for the 10am one. HA. There's no 9.15am training actually. It's just 10am. ._.

Soigado sjop kismennil oaiyrafa. That's a secret code. Go figure what it means. I'll tell you when I feel like it.

And Sandy broke her leg to prove that she's lamer than me when we were arguing last night.

Uh.

I need jokes. Bye bye.

8:28:00 AM because I say so

You know, I don't read the newspapers often. It just so happened that I was on the way home from library that day and my mother called to get me to buy wanbao, that's the Chinese evening newspapers that is 30% false all the time. And then I saw this headlines news on some dragonboat capsizing somewhere in Cambodia and some 5 Singaporeans went missing and then I saw Mr Stephen Loh, my NJ PE teacher's photo there.

So, if you haven't already heard, the authorities found all 5 bodies yesterday. My teacher was the first.

He's one of the few people whose faces I can remember by heart. He has a really charming smile. And just 10 days ago, I last saw him at YLTC (all PE teachers were there). He planned the station games which we had fun for. And the last time I talked to him was on day one of YLTC where during icebreakers, he made my group sit in a circle with him and we talked about our CCA problems. And it seemed like he really listened when I say my team is not bonded.

But then he didn't have enough time to finish what he wanted to say because somebody blew the whistle and it was time to rotate the stations and so we had to move on. If we had known, we might have given him all the time in the world. Instead of moving on.

Now it's a few days since he passed away and it already seem like the world has moved on. Or maybe nothing even stopped for a moment to grieve. Even when someone we know fell into death's cold embrace, our clocks never stopped ticking. And perhaps for those who knew him a little better, or loved him, will cry. But everyone moves on eventually.

That wasn't what I wanted to say actually. I don't know why it comes out sounding depressing. I just wanted to say, he's a really nice guy and that I'll miss him like many others will. And that I really like his smile. :)

Death is such a morbid subject. It gets people sad naturally.

May his soul rest in peace. :)

9:33:00 PM because I say so

I need some thrill. Everything's getting too monotonous I feel like Krishna.

And.

I need to cheer up. :( Whatever helps.

On a lighter note, I dreamed of a hot air balloon bursting in mid air and people falling from the sky last night. Lol, that's not really a happy dream. But the image was really cute. Haha.

Training (MRT) to training (badminton). Stupid joke. Bye bye.

11:00:00 AM because I say so

If you're wondering why I'm awake, don't ask.

If you didn't intend to ask in the first place, pretend I didn't say anything.

If you suck at pretending, then eat an Oreo biscuit and go to bed.

If you don't have any Oreo with you.. OKAY this is not going to end.

The point of this post is (I really hate blogging you know. Ha stupid irony.) to post the pictures that Laimeng wants me to post so that she can repost them so that the same people who see them at my blog sees them at her blog and so there's a happy ending and Cinderella dies and then the printer takes over the world. Okay sorry.

So I'm going to post pictures. But to make things more difficult for Laimeng (I love making things difficult HAHA), I'll post more redundant pictures so that maybe she'll get confused and think that the cupcake in the photo is actually Muihiang and post it on her blog. HAHA okay. What's with today's extremely long sentences. ._.

In chronological order of interesting pictures I somehow took:



HAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay I posted this picture to cheer myself up. They look kind of gay and I hope none of them sees this. No they are NOT Jiaming and Hongjie. They are just Jiaming and Hongjie look-alikes. Really.

Some time ago, the NIE gang and FONIE (Friends-Of-NIE) gang celebrated gillian's birthday at Aaron's house with a BBQ and we got her cute cupcakes that look like these.



Laimeng, this picture shows Muihiang. TRULY. Come on, why don't you believe me. :(



These are the couple watches I have with my gay. The one with a yellow background and a green car is mine. See how uncharcoal I was before YLTC. Ha. Laimeng, I was joking. This picture doesn't show two watches. It actually shows Honghu posing with Wenhao. Seriously.

Another some time ago, a group of us, Ann, Jiahao, Anson, Sheryl and I went out to celebrate Sheryl's belated birthday at Marina Square. Hey it's Marina Square! Lol, Laimeng, I'm posting the pictures you want already! :)



Uh. Try to ignore the fact that you can see abit of Esplanade on the bottom right hand corner of the picture. Ha. Esplanade also quite near Marina Square what. LOL.

At this point in time, I bet Laimeng is quite fed up with me because she's actually waiting for me to finish blogging and here I am wasting my time posting redundant pictures like the ones above. Ey hey, da wo arh.

Another another some time ago, some of us from And Badminton celebrated the salt monster's birthday in a rather weird manner. Ha.

Anyway, that day was fun because Yongyuan is spastic, and so is Wilson, and so is Spiky and so is JENNA and of course Junjie. Oh I meant Jaslyn. But they mean the same thing anyway. Lol. Anyway anyway, this is a picture of the salt monster with her cheese cake.



Yea we were at Subway and I remembered we sang the birthday song and she blew out the non existent flame on the candle and then nothing happened already. What were you expecting? The cheese cake to start flying? HAHA not funny.



Oh and in addition, we got her a SALTED TOFU CAKE because it's salted and so we can chid her about her saltiness all over again. LOL. But it had a weird smell so she didn't dare to eat it. But we made her bring it home and she promised to keep it till next year's March so that it can be passed on to Spiky. LOL.

Uh. Laimeng are you still there? Aren't you sick and tired of my boring life? TOO BAD. Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~~~

Continuing, on the last day of school, I took a picture with some of my classmates and my favourite teacher (coughs out loud), just joking larh. Don't so serious can?



I think her hair very shower-cappy. Okay sorry. I didn't mean to be mean.

Another sometime ago, we had a S18 BBQ at Lingyi's house and I didn't take any pictures during the BBQ. Okay that was so redundant. The point is, before the BBQ, Jimmy somehow convinced me to be at Jurong Point (AT BOONLAY, NOT JURONG!) 3 hours before the meeting time to laugh at ugly looking toys like this.



LOL. I'll NEVER get such toys for my kids in the future. Come on lah, they may start thinking all bunnies look like that and be scared of rabbits in the future. Tsk tsk.

That was another redundant picture by the way. I'm just trying to irritate Laimeng. :D

Oh. Now let me show you the rainbow I talked about the other day. The one that I was super excited about and Guohao had zero emotions over.



I mean LOOK! It's such a pretty thing right? I think rainbows rock. But shooting stars still rock more because it's animated. HAHA.

Speaking of animations, the other day (actually it was just this Monday), I went out for lunch and movie with Tiny and Aaron and it was weird because one of them is so tall and the other is so TINY. Nevermind. The point is, we watched Lions for Lambs which I feel is super boring because it's all talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and still talk. It's so much talk that typing all the 'talk' on my keyboard makes my keyboard irritated. Ha. But they claim the movie is good and worth watching AND they said I can't think deep and they wonder why I'm in NJ and this and that. And basically they just make me sound like an idiot who can't think.

._.

Anyway, I've a picture of that day.



That's Tiny in the Tiny (Kids) Section trying to appear tall. HAHA.

Okay I'm sleepy. Maybe I should hurry up.



This is a picture of the damn cool PSP my sister owns. I was playing some no-brainer Ratatoulie (how do you spell it?) game. The point is, there's no point actually. Except that I really like that PSP and uh. I'm sleepy. Yawn.

Okay lah. I shall post today's pictures but no more typing because I'm shag. Ha.



















For detailed explanations of the pictures, read Laimeng's blog.

The end. Omg I want to sleep. Zzz.

Bye bye.

12:53:00 AM because I say so

Simpson's rocks. :)

November's almost over. CHRISTMAS IS COMING. :D :D :D :D

Nothing to do this Christmas though. Mahjong again? I like Christmas trees! :D And gingerbread man, and candy canes! :D

7:03:00 PM because I say so

Last night I was watching some random Thai horror show my brother downloaded with my mother and father. LOL. In that short one hour and twenty minutes, my father tried scaring my mother and I a total of 92 times (I really counted). Ha.

And the thing is, it seems like my father's the one that's really scared. Ha, this is probably the first horror show he ever watched, whereas my mother and I watch horror shows so often nothing scares us already.

M for Mother, F for Father, G for me.

(Scene shows a girl being controlled by some ghost and is eating small pieces of cutters. Lots of blood, lots of screaming.)

F: This is really horror show hor...
M: (ignores, continue folding paper ingots)
F: Wei, can you all hear me?
M: (to me) He talking to you lah.
G: What? (folds paper ingots)
F: This kind of shows you so young can watch meh?
G: What's wrong?
M: He scared lah.
F: ...
G: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ROFL.

I'm hungry. That's why I'm awake so early.

Bye bye.

8:28:00 AM because I say so

YLTC wasn't exactly fantastic. It wasn't as memorable as OBS, it wasn't even fun. Ha. Half the camp was propaganda about NJ and how to raise NJ spirit and how NJ school spirit starts with us.

And even leaving out the crazy physically super challenging activities, I got extremely grumpy when we get so little sleep. We slept less than 5 hours each day, sleeping at 12plus and waking up at 5am. Last day was worst, we had row call at what, 3.20am? SIAN.

Day 1 was land expedition. And it was crazy because we had our bags with us. It's bloody heavy. So we went from NJ (Bukit Timah) to Bedok and then to Changi Jetty and then guess where! PULAU UBIN. Oh my god. We had to walk from one end of Pulau Ubin to the other end, and then walk back and then walk and walk and walk WITH OUR BAGS ON and I wanted to go home so badly. :( Then there was some weird talk at night about leadership which was super dumb because everyone was so tired nobody was listening.

Then the day ended and it was ultimate sadness when I realised it's only the first day and there's four days to go.

Day 2 started with PT at some muddy place in Bukit Timah (our camp was at Dairy Farm, brings back memories that place) and I almost fell asleep while doing the endless jumping jacks. Then it was part one of sea expedition and it was again crazy because the kayaking never seems to end. It's doing the same thing again and again and again and again. Damn tiring. But I wasn't really burnt because of my sister's super powerful sunblock which is SPF 130. Haha. I burnt my scalp and lips though. I can't comb my hair now. :( Night was again, some weird NJ alumni talk where very old people (first batch of NJ students) came and talk to us about leadership. Zzz.

So from the talk, I figured they were the founders of YLTC because they were the first people to organise the YLTC back in 1969. Anyway, there wasn't much to talk about so day 2 ended too.

Day 3 was the next part of the sea expedition and it wasn't that tiring because we only had to make a raft with some pipes and barrels and ropes. And, it rained in the morning so it wasn't so hot. Uh. And then we tried to launch our raft and yadah yadah. And then we tried dragon boating which was the first fun thing I had throughout the camp.

We had outdoor cooking at night and it was damn fun. Haha. My group was hilarious. Station games at night was fun too. Day 3 was kind of enjoyable actually.

Day 4 was ropes course and the things that we did were the same things we did in Sec 3. Flying fox, abseiling, rock wall and those carry-everyone-over-a-stupid-wall kind of games.

Then it was campfire at night which was damn fun. Ha. And then everyone was high but then the day IC had to come out and tell us row call the next day is at 3.20am and everyone had to wake up at 3am, with bags packed and everything. Good thing was my group was lucky and we didn't have to wash the toilets. Group IC drew lots and we had dining hall! Yay. But still. Why must they make us wake up at 3am. Sian.

Day 5 was horrendous. WITH OUR BAGS, we had to trek in Singapore. ._. My group had to go to the super exciting place called Parkway Parade, which in case you don't know, is in the east of Singapore. It's the place where you alight when you take bus 76 to walk to East Coast park. So they got us a bus per group and every group went to different places and we had to WALK back to NJC, which is in Bukit Timah, which in case you don't know, is in the west of Singapore. And we couldn't walk the expressway, that's the rule. Omgwthbbqmarshmellows.

If I wasn't the person walking, I'll laugh at whoever had to walk that distance.

At 5am, my group reached Parkway Parade and we started walking. Endlessly. We walked to Geylang, then Kallang, then Balestier, then Novena, then Newton, then Bukit Timah. We walked for four hours. Damn shag larh.

Then camp sort of ended when all the other groups came back (we were the third by the way). Laimeng's group started from NTU, ha. Minghan's group was worse. Theirs started at VJC, then somehow their group walked to SAJC (POTONG PASIR that's freaking PURPLE LINE) and then they walked to CJC. Haha what's this, school tour? Lol.

I came home and I wanted to hug my mother and thank her for bringing me up in this wonderful home for the past 17 years. HAHA. No lah, I didn't. ._. She overheard me talking to my bed though. I was telling my bed how much I missed it, and how I'll treasure it like nothing else matters from now on. Ha, super paiseh when my mother asked me if I'm sick. LOL.

Slept for 8 hours and I woke up feeling really hungry. Ate and went back to bed. Felt hungry in the morning, so I woke up for breakfast and then went back to sleep. Lol.

So bascially what I learnt from the camp is that sunblock that is SPF 130 is really good, and Albert's sleeping bag is really warm and comfortable, and I really eat alot (YLTC's food is good, I really like rice!), I love my home, and lastly, PARKWAY PARADE IS REALLY FAR FROM BUKIT TIMAH.

And, I hope that's the last camp I ever go to. I feel so spoilt suddenly.

Oh, and the camp made me realise how fortunate I am and so I'll treasure everything I have from now on and not take anything for granted anymore. :)

Bye! :)

3:04:00 PM because I say so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BUDDY.

To the best sitting partner,

Before I say how much I love you, let's thank Mrs Yeo for making you sit beside me. And thank her for her ultra boring Literature lessons where we talk the one hour away. And you! THANKS for having the funniest face in the world and why aren't you in drama already?

HELLO YOU'RE SEVENTEEN ON 17DECEMBER ALREADY. Start growing tall! Tsk. Soccer don't make you grow, try basketball or something. Or I'll be calling you Tiny forever. And stop swearing, lah. Even I turned for the better. Stop emo-ing too. You look even tinier when you hunch your shoulders.

Anyway, I just realised how young you are. LOL. All the best in whatever you become and stay in touch. :)

SEE. Right after YLTC, I'm so tired and everything and I still remember your birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

I'll blog about YLTC soon. Bye bye.

9:27:00 AM because I say so

I didn't really want to talk about this, because I intended to let it go, forget about it, and maybe things will return to what it was again. But then maybe what it was wasn't what I thought it was. Perhaps Weilong is right to say the friend I had didn't work both ways. And that I was the only one who thought I made a friend.

What hurts isn't exactly what happened, but the thought of her trying so hard. I can't say I don't care what others think, but at least that doesn't bother me as much as her intentions. What hurts is how much she wants me to be hurt, not exactly what she's done, but what she thinks. That kind of sucks.

I thought that since she doesn't know I know, if I pretend I knew nothing, we'll still be friends. That's when my chess partner reminded me that's not really friends. And that was when I realise, I just don't want things to turn ugly. I admit that's running away from reality, but sometimes reality really sucks so much nobody wants to face it.

So maybe you know who you are. Maybe you don't. Maybe you know but you'll come up with some reason to make me believe I misunderstood. Ha.

At least I've a week away. I want camp so badly suddenly.

10:06:00 AM because I say so

I've got so many things to blog about I don't know what exactly to say. So, I won't blog till I come back from YLTC. Which is the whole of next week. And I won't have my handphone with me so you people can stop calling me at 9pm and expect me to be awake because nobody will pick up the phone to scold you.

Oh. And I almost forgot to say.

I'M AN OGL! I'm damn happy! :D

Except that I've to be Harbour Front MRT at what! 9am tomorrow. SIAN.

Today must be the best Friday I had in a long time! Because Anderson was training at YCK as well and I get to see Melvin! -swoons- Today I confirmed the fact that he's super freaked out by me because I said Hi (only to him HAHA) and he looked damn scared. LOL. And! I SAW A RAINBOW!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D chunying! I saw a damn nice rainbow!!! I don't understand why Guohao is so not excited when he sees the rainbow. Okay I forgot he's that block of wood. HAHA.

And and and! I saw FIONA! I miss that chee cheong fun like mad lah! Hahahaha. And then she, Jeremy and I had dinner together. I ate before that but still, it was nice being with them again. It was like being a Sec4 again. :D

And! You know how spastic that Fiona is? She went to order food at Pasta with Jeremy while I sat at the table. And then she came back to ask what drink I want, and then she walked away with $10 on the table. When she intended to leave the menu behind. HAHAHA. How can you mix the menu and $10 up larh?! LOL.

Okay so much for not blogging. Bye bye.

And thank you gillian for providing me with most of everything I need for YLTC! Your brother rocks. Thanks for the cupcake too! :D

And Jaslyn/Spiky, if you all are making the Anderson badminton alumni shirt next week, help me get a S for Super, not Spastic! :D

Yay, bye bye.

8:54:00 PM because I say so

This day one year ago I was busy cramping Geography into my mind. And I remembered the sand dunes thing where people turned really ugly and blamed the super nice Geography teachers in Anderson for not telling them sand dunes is in the syllabus.

My brother forced me to open my Jay CD because he wants to watch the MVs on a big screen. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Okay I'm going offline to make sure he doesn't leave fingerprints on the cover. Bye bye.

12:52:00 PM because I say so

我不配
詞：方文山 / 曲： 周杰倫

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去

你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里

电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉 已经不对
我努力 在挽回
一些些 因该体贴
的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪

这感觉 已经不对
我最后 才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅 的情节
你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪
多憔悴
而我心碎 你受罪
你的美 我不配

Emo song.

Jay's On the Run released on 6th but I only collected it on the 7th. Guess why? Ha, I can't remember too. As in, I can't remember the reason why I collected it on the 7th, not because I forgot it's released on the 6th. Ha.

Oh. I think it's because I left home rather early and the shop at Woodlands wasn't open. And then I didn't go home on the 6th because GUESS WHAT! I went to study overnight with chunying and gillian at GUESS WHERE! Changi Airport. LOL. Okay I didn't study. chunying studied Econs and gillian did Maths. While I did colouring. HA.

Then at 4am to 5am on Wednesday morning, it was raining like mad so we were all freezing and I suddenly missed my bed at home so much. Anyway, reached home at what, 7am? Bathed and told my mother to wake me up at ten before going to sleep. Laimeng woke me up at 11.58am via handphone and it took me ten seconds to realise I have 2 minutes to get to YCK. Ha.

And you know what my mother said? She thought I meant 10pm.

._.

I've three issues of U Weekly at home because my mother, brother and I all didn't know each of us bought it. Ha. And my mother, brother and I all bought it for me. -.- Who wants free U Weekly with Jay on the cover?

By the way, I still need a blindfold and whistle for YLTC.

AND. My table is overflowing, again. Soon, it's going to turn into a huge monster and start eating my family members. I've to pack it. Soon.

Oh, yesterday at training, Anderson Sec was training at YCK sports hall too and I got high because I saw Melvin. HAHAHA. He's that super shuai junior who's three years younger than me, two years younger than Fiona and who Fiona and I always go crazy over. So yesterday I was high when telling the rest how shuai that shuai junior of mine is. :D I think he's damn freaked out by me though. HAHA.

I'm bored.

I realise how sad my life is because it's all trainings, and when there's no trainings, it's BBQ or chalet or another BBQ, or more trainings, or another training. If not it's BBQ. Otherwise, it'll be chalet. Or BBQ again. Then training.

It's so predictable I sympathise with Krishna.

I need more surprises. Like how my table may turn into a monster and start eating my family members. I need that kind of thrill.

I hate it when I'm not excited.

Where's PW when I need it. PW always keep me really excited. HAHA. Okay that was a joke. Why didn't you laugh?

Anyway, I think turd is a funny word. Like TURD! Funny right?

HAHAHAHAHAHA. That was retarded.

Okay bye bye! :D

11:11:00 AM because I say so

1 day to JAY CHOU ON THE RUN

49 days to Christmas

74 days to Jay Chou World Tour 2008.

I need a sleeping bag, insect repellent, working torchlight, mess tin (borrowing from gillian's brother), blindfold and whistle for YLTC next week. And I don't intend to buy any of that because it's probably the last camp I'll be going to. So please lend me whatever you have. And I'm posting it here because I'm damn lazy to ask. Thank you.

Oh, and if anyone happens to have solid fuel at home, and don't intend to use it uh for cooking or anything because you happen to have a gas stove at home, please give them to me. Thanks.

You can find me by picking up your phone and calling 91994612. That's a real number, stop doubting me. Alternatively, you can throw your item out of the window and then pray for a shooting star to pass by and carry your item along and land in front of my window and I happen to walk past and pick it up. Just call lah, what's your problem.

Anyway.

Nothing interesting happened today. Okay, nothing interesting happened for the last many many days. Unless you count PW interesting. But it's not. I hope MOE doesn't scrape it next year because I want to see more batches of J1s suffer. HA. Had OP today and it was damn good. What, don't give me that look lah. I wasn't being sarcastic. It was really good, at least for me lah. Q&A wasn't screwed at all.

SERIOUSLY. I'm not joking. Why do you always have that expression when I say I didn't screw up my exams. Like it's normal to screw it up. Tsk.

Anyway, it's over. :'( I'll miss PW like mad. Awww. Don't you know how much I loved it. (Okay I'm not being serious now.)

And anyway, this is the third anyway. Oh fourth already. (I'm always repeating this aren't I.) Anyway (fifth!), I forgot what I wanted to say.

Oh. I spent yesterday folding paper ingots. Not for fun, lah. -.- Who'll fold paper ingots for fun? Ha.

I've got rashes because my mother added sotong into my noodles "to see if I'm still allergic to sotong". Sometimes I look at her and wonder if she's really older than me.

Just now I saw this random Physics worksheet of mine on the table and I really want to believe it doesn't belong to me because even I can tell the answers are so wrong.

The question's about a certain random ball rolling up a certain random ramp and I'm supposed to calculate certain random energy thing. But for some reason, there's no calculation in my answer and I wrote down certain random fact (I think it's a fact) about Simple Harmonic Motion. I'm not sure if I should continue with H2 Physics next year. HA.

I'm kind of random today.

Anyway, is this the 6th anyway already? 7th! Lol. By the way, I wonder where the email Wilson promised went to. He's taking too long to park his canoe. LOL. The last time I saw some of them (Anderson badminton team) was like 5 days ago and I'm missing them already. :(

And I wonder when will Weeyang ever be free. I'm beginning to forget how he looks like already.

Okay, I'll stop sulking and do some constructive stuff like pray that SIM gets an earthworm epidemic and closes for 2 weeks so Weeyang will have time to be his FOC again. Eh, that's not really constructive either. Oh, I can pack my table. AHHH. No. Who wants to pack my table? I'll treat the person lunch! :D

I miss Huiming. She'll pack my table for sure. She used to pack my table back in fourone when my things overflowed the table and fall into the box underneath the table and later overflowed the box too. Why do I have that many books? -wonders

Okay it's almost 7pm and I should get ready for bed. Bye! :)

6:24:00 PM because I say so

Being a zai nu isn't fun at all. One stay at home day is enough to change my aspiration. I slept half the day away, am online for the other half of the day, and took a 1 hour bath to waste time.

I could have mugged, and work towards my XWJ goal. But then, you should see the state of my table, which was last touched before the promos. I don't know how to start packing it.

There's no one at home to talk to. No one at home to laugh at. I haven't even seen an ant crawl past the whole day.

Top 10 things to do AT HOME when you're bored:

1. Find ants. They're the best playmates. They don't bite, they're small and easy to bully. NAH, just joking. I'm not that zi bi.
2. Hide behind the curtains and play peek-a-boo with Sandy.
3. Rename Sandy. Today she was Sundy, Sunday, Sundae, Strawberry Sundae, oh-my-god-it's-not-even-sunday, Saturday, and then I changed it back to Sandy because Saturday is too long.
4. Try to scare the TV.
5. Cry when the TV ignored you.
6. Play Who's Taller with the computer.
7. See which door bangs harder.
8. Measure the length of each tile in the living room.
9. Do a Solaris cheer.
10. Count to 9000. Then countdown from 9000.

I

AM

BORED!

:(

7:08:00 PM because I say so

THREE MORE DAYS TO JAY CHOU ON THE RUN...!

Last night I hyperventilated till I can't sleep. Seriously, I asked myself at least 74 times What was I going to do? HA.

Uh.

By the way, I'm promoting to J2! With decent results HA. You know, my promos results is

U BABE.

LOL. Not bad larh. And OGL interview was kind of screwed because I hyperventilated (again!) and went on and on about the red tie when they asked me what is it I like about NJ. HAHA. And then I had to do a Solaris cheer with Aiwei which was super screwed because there were only the two of us and we had to do the Nagahey nagaho cheer, which is the only Solaris cheer I know by the way. AND. With the whole row of councilors sitting there laughing at us. But the teacher there gave us a blank look. HA.

Actually all that I talked about just now happened last month. Oh, except the part about JAY CHOU ON THE RUN coming out in 3 DAYS TIME! :D

OH. Jay has a new song called Yang Guang Zai Nan! :D :D :D :D Haha! I must become a zai nu! :D

You know, I've been online since what, 8am today, because I HAVE to listen to Jay Chou on the run. (I won't download Jay's songs! And you better don't too.) :)

Bye!

11:33:00 AM because I say so

青花瓷 - 周杰伦

素眉勾勒秋千话北风龙转丹
屏层鸟绘的牡丹一如你梳妆
黯然腾香透过窗心事我了然
宣纸上皱边直尺各一半

油色渲染侍女图因为被失藏
而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散
去到我去不了的地方

天正在等烟雨 而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里
在平地书刻你房间上的飘影
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天正在等烟雨 而我在等你
月色被打捞起 掩盖了结局
如传世的青花瓷在独自美丽一眼的笑意

涩白花青的景已跃然于碗底
临摹宋体落款时却惦记着你
你隐藏在药效里千年的秘密
急溪里犹如羞花沾落地

林外芭蕉 惹咒语 梦幻的铜绿
而我路过那江南小镇的等你
在泼墨山水画里
你从墨色深处被隐去

天正在等烟雨 而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里
在平地书刻你房间上的飘影
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天正在等烟雨 而我在等你
月色被打捞起 掩盖了结局
如传世的青花瓷在独自美丽一眼的笑意

天正在等烟雨 而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里
在平地书刻你房间上的飘影
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天正在等烟雨 而我在等你
月色被打捞起 掩盖了结局
如传世的青花瓷在独自美丽一眼的笑意

I cried listening to this song. :D

THAT SMILEY FACE DIDN'T FIT THAT SENTENCE. BUT WHO CARES.

-hyperventilates-

6TH NOVEMBER THEN CAN GET ALBUM. I HATE JAY FOR MAKING ME RESTART THE COUNTDOWN ALL OVER AGAIN.

But I love him for everything else. :D :D :D :D :D :D

And.

I think I'm in love.

8 years!

EIGHT YEARS!

EIGHTTTT YEARS.

Okay I've to stop crying before anyone comes home and think somebody bullied me in school. LOL.

:D

6:51:00 PM because I say so

ONE MORE DAY TO

JAY

CHOU

ON

THE

RUN.

-hyperventilates-

:D :D :D :D

9:54:00 PM because I say so

KFC WITH LAIMENG AND SHARON. SO SCARY.

Started out fine you know. At first it was just fries. And then I went to buy cheese. So they poured the cheese on the fries. And then STSK got chili on the cheesy fries. Which was not so bad until SGN started mixing it up and it looks so gross I'll rather talk to Haobo than to eat it. YES it's THAT gross.



It looks much worse in real life.

Anyway, they were super amazed at the way I eat whipped potato.



I'm not weird okay. The potato stays warm for a longer time when you eat it like that.

And then before I know it, guess what! SGN and STSK finished the very gross fries!



And then SGN started making more of her cheesy chili sauce. Omgwthbbqmarshmellows. SO GROSS.



I was quite freaked out by them but that's not the worse. YOU KNOW HOW STSK EATS WHIPPED POTATO OR NOT.



Presenting to you STSK's very own UNIQUE whipped potato.



First, add fries.



Next, add chili.



Then, mix the damn thing.



TADAH. Kay then she insisted I try it because "it's really very nice". I refused and she insisted and I refused and she insisted again. So. I tried it.

And it tastes damn good.

NAH. I swore I'll think 74 times through anything STSK tells me before I believe it ever again. They are the weird ones OKAY.

I'm sick of people saying I'm weird/abnormal. Can't you people say nicer things like unique/special/one of a kind/incomparable/unmatched or something like that. Mean people.

And Sokmui, I don't live in a world of my own. -runs off to play with Sandy-

AND. Whoever mentions the EZ link thing again will automatically owe me 4 lollipops. Yongyuan claims it's joke of the year. BUT that happened LAST YEAR. So it's joke of last year. Stop bringing up this year. Tsk.

Training at Hougang. Sian. Bye! :)

10:14:00 AM because I say so