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Meigui Loves too many things, and too many people.
There's too many things to accomplish in too little time. There's too few things to do in too much time.
Patrick is the star of my life. MORE?

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Saturday, August 04, 2007
Trace


How come every time you come around
My London London Bridge want to go down
Like London London London wanna go down
Like London London London be going down like


INTRA IS FINALLY OVER! :D

Kind of tired. But I slept well last night. Uh, I'll try to forget those weird dreams nightmares. AH. I have to forget those nightmares. It's very. Haunting.

It's so scary I think I'll be afraid to go to bed tonight. Nah, nothing about chopped arms and blood on walls. (I stopped having those dreams for a long time already, I wonder why?) And it's not about me hanging from a cliff and Joan refusing to save me. ._. It's. UH. Nevermind.

They say dreams reflect what you truthfully crave for. UH. NO. They don't. Not always.

Anyway, the other day I was stoning during Physics and I thought of why is it that I can not get to see someone around in school for two whole weeks and then for some particular days I bump into the same person more than 6 times. And it has nothing to do with the timetable of the day or anything. It's just, random.

And some days, you just think of where somebody is, and he appears in front of you.

Coincidence, maybe.

But haven't you come across some days when you can bump into the same person many many times, and then wonder why he has never crossed your path for the past two weeks, not at all?

So I thought maybe there's some secret formula we all don't know. That when you, by chance, meet someone, you leave n amount of your Trace on him. And the Trace on you seeks back the Trace you left on others. On days when your Trace is abit more active than others, you bump into the same person more often.

And that when you think about a particular someone, your Trace triggers fellow Trace left on someone. And Traces lead you two together.

So the longer you interact with someone, the more Trace you leave on him. Which is why when people spend long amounts of time together, they know what each other is thinking, know what each other is going to say, know at what time of the day who will be at where. It's not that you know him better. It's because you exchanged Traces without knowing.

Haven't you had times when you thought of where someone will be, and your guess is correct? And then when you think about it, you don't really know why you guessed that place?

And maybe. There's people with less Trace than others. Or Trace that is more cohesive and difficult to leave the person. That's why some people can go unnoticed. No matter how long you interact with some people, their Trace never comes to you. But yours keep going to them, and at the end of the day, he's gotten your Trace and you get none of his. And you can't even remember his name, or face.

On some occasions, the Trace that leaves you is a good friend of a Trace that's on you. And Trace that's left can't come back. So on specific days, when the Trace that left you misses the Trace on you, you keep bumping into the same person many times. But when you bump into the person, the Trace on you may leave you to be with the Trace on the person. Which is why you don't meet him again.

Or. The Trace on you that misses the Trace on A leaves you and goes to B. And misses between those two Traces lead A and B together. But soon after, how soon depending on the nature of the Trace itself, a Trace that has left you to go to somebody becomes somebody's Trace already. And that Trace changes to not miss that Trace anymore. It gets a new best friend in that somebody's body and will start missing that Trace.

I think I'm starting to confuse myself, and you're probably confused since I started talking about Trace. So I might as well stop.

I'll think more about it and tell you more next time. If 200 years later someone discover Trace, or some other thing similar to my logic, I discovered it first okay. :D

Bye! :)


9:09:00 AM because I say so