We're at this stage in life where we reminisce too much of our near past, worry too much about our near future, are
too clueless about everything that can, will, may happen to us, think we know alot, think we don't know anything,
am confident about the wrong things, take pride in wasting time away, want too much but want to do too little.
Ohwell.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Common tests
Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people's confidence in you.
Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. (I have?) You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.
NAH. That is so not true. I'm as happy as Spongebob right now.
The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.
Hopes, dreams and aspirations. Does that include passing common tests?! OH MY. THIS IS A BAD SIGN. AM I NOT GOING TO PASS COMMON TESTS?!?!!
You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own.
You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. I AM GREAT. I'M TELLING YOU NOW SO I'M NOT HOLDING BACK.
This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.
You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
The Paul Goldin Clinics Colorgenics Test
Hahahaha! Okay the test made me sound like some maniac crazy about confidence and power over other people. Exaggerrated, lah. LOVL. I vaguely remember doing the same colourgenics test before. Haaaaaa.
I'm still awake and bothering to do some random colour test because I'm waiting for Melissa to come back to the com so that we can do our Physics VA. :D
Anyway, mugged with chunying today and we met Charis again. Haha. Oh, and I wrote out all the topics need to be mugged for all 4 subjects and to my horror, I realise the list of topics for Phyiscs is extremely short. You know what that means?! NO, THAT DOESN'T MEAN THERE ARE ONLY A FEW TOPICS TO STUDY FOR PHYISCS YOU DUMB.
IT MEANS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TOPICS THERE ARE!!!!!!
-Falls into ultimate stress mode, screams and pulls (Sandy's) hair out-
Ah training tomorrow.
... That was random.
Oh and I just have to remind you again, you've exactly 9 days to cram 6 months of JC crap into that tiny (or big for Jiahao) head of yours. NINE DAYS. That's ONE LESS THAN TEN. Woo, at least I still know how to count.
Okay.
9 days. There's training from 9am to 12pm tomorrow, followed by exco meeting in the afternoon. And then night is for sleeping (don't argue). So I'm left with
8 days. There's badminton farewell on Saturday. At Sentosa, from afternoon fun to night BBQ. So I'm left with
7 days. Long overdue Mahjong date with Chingwen, Weilong and Shannon on Sunday. From afternoon onwards. And I know we won't stop. SO I'M LEFT WITH
6 days. WTF?!! Oh, and on one out of this 6 days, I'll be enjoying myself with gillian and Germaine (YAY!) at Wild Wild Wet. Long long overdue date. So. I'm. Left. With
5 days. You know, five is such a small number if you countdown from 5 to 0, it goes
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0.
And if you say it fast, like 54321, it's so quick I can't even blink 5 times in time.
(What you're reading right now is an account of someone suffering from gutriesthipolis, or better known as The Exam Phobia. That name is fake; or pseudo, the word that always come out in English Comprehension Vocab section.)
To cram 6 months of work in 5 days, the amount of work to cram in a day = (6 X 30)/5 = 36daysofwork/day
Woo!
How exciting. Yes I'm being sacarstic.
Zzz.
Maybe that colour test was right afterall. I've to give up my hopes, dreams and aspirations. HOW DO YOU PASS COMMON TESTS LIKE THAT?!
...
Nevermind. Cool. Can't pass, then fail lor. :)
If you live in a world called ONE,
0.99 is 99% of your life.
But I live in a world called HUNDRED.
0.99 is less than 1% of my life.
:D
8:42:00 PM because I say so
Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. (I have?) You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.
NAH. That is so not true. I'm as happy as Spongebob right now.
The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.
Hopes, dreams and aspirations. Does that include passing common tests?! OH MY. THIS IS A BAD SIGN. AM I NOT GOING TO PASS COMMON TESTS?!?!!
You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own.
You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. I AM GREAT. I'M TELLING YOU NOW SO I'M NOT HOLDING BACK.
This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.
You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
The Paul Goldin Clinics Colorgenics Test
Hahahaha! Okay the test made me sound like some maniac crazy about confidence and power over other people. Exaggerrated, lah. LOVL. I vaguely remember doing the same colourgenics test before. Haaaaaa.
I'm still awake and bothering to do some random colour test because I'm waiting for Melissa to come back to the com so that we can do our Physics VA. :D
Anyway, mugged with chunying today and we met Charis again. Haha. Oh, and I wrote out all the topics need to be mugged for all 4 subjects and to my horror, I realise the list of topics for Phyiscs is extremely short. You know what that means?! NO, THAT DOESN'T MEAN THERE ARE ONLY A FEW TOPICS TO STUDY FOR PHYISCS YOU DUMB.
IT MEANS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TOPICS THERE ARE!!!!!!
-Falls into ultimate stress mode, screams and pulls (Sandy's) hair out-
Ah training tomorrow.
... That was random.
Oh and I just have to remind you again, you've exactly 9 days to cram 6 months of JC crap into that tiny (or big for Jiahao) head of yours. NINE DAYS. That's ONE LESS THAN TEN. Woo, at least I still know how to count.
Okay.
9 days. There's training from 9am to 12pm tomorrow, followed by exco meeting in the afternoon. And then night is for sleeping (don't argue). So I'm left with
8 days. There's badminton farewell on Saturday. At Sentosa, from afternoon fun to night BBQ. So I'm left with
7 days. Long overdue Mahjong date with Chingwen, Weilong and Shannon on Sunday. From afternoon onwards. And I know we won't stop. SO I'M LEFT WITH
6 days. WTF?!! Oh, and on one out of this 6 days, I'll be enjoying myself with gillian and Germaine (YAY!) at Wild Wild Wet. Long long overdue date. So. I'm. Left. With
5 days. You know, five is such a small number if you countdown from 5 to 0, it goes
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0.
And if you say it fast, like 54321, it's so quick I can't even blink 5 times in time.
(What you're reading right now is an account of someone suffering from gutriesthipolis, or better known as The Exam Phobia. That name is fake; or pseudo, the word that always come out in English Comprehension Vocab section.)
To cram 6 months of work in 5 days, the amount of work to cram in a day = (6 X 30)/5 = 36daysofwork/day
Woo!
How exciting. Yes I'm being sacarstic.
Zzz.
Maybe that colour test was right afterall. I've to give up my hopes, dreams and aspirations. HOW DO YOU PASS COMMON TESTS LIKE THAT?!
...
Nevermind. Cool. Can't pass, then fail lor. :)
If you live in a world called ONE,
0.99 is 99% of your life.
But I live in a world called HUNDRED.
0.99 is less than 1% of my life.
:D
8:42:00 PM because I say so